thats it i guess (posting @ shafs)

the image: Another image with green background... Damn if only i have tyler hilton's hair, i might look smashing a lil bit on this world.. HAHAHAHA... LoL oyeah insyallah im going l8ter to a saloon nearby, kiulap i guess or yayasan.. most probaly go to kiulap lah.. china nya bini2 nda boring.. siok cerita nya haha..

the Bandar

Im still at shafs place, went to bandar with him last night n hump.. atu rock.. cara ia membawa aku.. call it a last minute plan, but i guess this is a emergency plan man! time ku angan angan di dalam bilik ada urang menelipun.. telipun umah lagi tu haha.. mostly my fren smsab call my phone house.. but this time si shafiq haha.. suspendid eh.. tahu kali credit ku low.. oh well moving on.. so we head to bandar lah, shafs told Mr. sudirman that we were planing to go to Yayasan.. but miracle happened sudirman was driving toward the mall hehe.. how nice.. so we made a long way to reach Yayasan lah.. at least we sampai lah.. dats counts.. haha..

the Yayasan

macintosh* shoping Yayasan.. wow cool ada baju tu terpakai ku.. well.. not the right time kan ku beli, and its a bit expensive.. me want cheap cheap ja.. so round round yayasan lah, waiting for hump to reach.. btw i have a random question for you guys.. how long does it takes for you guys to choose and buy ur un-dies.. ada bah this guy.. with his wife kali.. batah bui arah underwear section haha.. men~ what was in my mind last night stay in my mind lah.. gee the next time im buying un-dies.. i might take 1hr eh haha.. huhu.. this is crazy.. *macintosh as replacement word for window..

the meeting point n the makan kambing

Kesian si hump he had to walk long way to in order to meet us.. from soas parking area to near the taman.. the meeting point is dewan bahasa.. thats the best place i could think off that time.. we sat at the hmmm the flag area i should call it.. so we talked bout stuff... and stuff... and stuff.. nothing personal.. just stuff and stuff haha majal.. but yet intresting.. haha.. panas dah our ass so we shafiq and ham brought me to the place they like to call "makan kambing" haha lol.. awu dih.. nama tempat nya Mulaut Cafe and Grill, gee alangkah baik nya if durang gtau Mulaut cafe and grill lawa jua bunyi nya, anie ari atu durang text aku.. Makan kambing.. haha ok.. gay style of talking i guess.. i repeat "makan kambing". the meat is gud.. best jua lah... oyeah giler ada this girl i rate 10/12 lah damn.. lawa eh haha.. alala.. hamdi pun setuju.. but aku kan kurangkan.. rejected oleh si hamdi toing..

the Lapau

Hmm duduk di Lapau cerita2 kepisan perut jua rasanya makan daging ah.. i met with my ex-claz mate jua.. from smsab.. gee about almost three yrs i never saw his face men~ glad to meet him again.. his doing fine.. i guess he had a better life then me haha.. oh well.. just for our info adi nya yg bungsu ah cute.. muah muah.. investment.. investment.. his weird.. cali lah.. mcm batah inda jumpa aku.. lol awu batah dah inda jumpa aku.. damn.. mcm bahan teka teki bah ia sama abang nya ah, agatah abang nya suruh liat aku benar2 damn.. common lah its me walid huhu.. but in the end ingat tia ia.. overall and sumarize from wat he said i change i really change haha.. yg lain malas ku gtau kambang ku karang.. and sasak kamu membaca.. btw this is my 1st night k bandar haha.. lol..

the incident on the highway..

i had to stay at shafs place last night.. and akhir tido again.. bercerita sama si shafs.. subuh2 huhu.. oyeah before sampai ke destinasi k rumah shafiq.. theres this front car infront of us bah.. pintunya sebelah kiri berbuka.. the car was driving a bit slow lah.. minutes l8ter.. ada tia bini2 a women planting from the door.. giler.. damn i was shock.. big time.. giler i was like kesian, takut.. and i just want to go home lah haha.. damn.. takut ku eh.. talk about culture shock overseas.. in ur own countries pun like.. "wat the hell" this is the 1st time i counter such dramatic action lah.. giler lepas atu laju tia drive nya urang ah, tingal kan nya bini2 ah.. so i was thinking the guy was merunding to have sex with her but she hesitated haha.. so their she go planting dari kereta kena tolak kan kali.. damn.. dear beloved frens.. talking about sex.. no sex n drugs overseas.. walaupun kamu siok seorang diri.. and u 100% sure no one will knows bout it.. but for ur reminder love ur religion and family hehe eseh~ and becoz of that i love you too haha.. last but not least about the women planting.. eh mun kamu kan dush bini2 pun.. berentikan kereta tu bah.. satu giler bahaya kali ah, kedua sakit pungung bini2. eh btw i wonder how its like if lelaki pulang kena pelantingkan dari kereta haha. ok dats it i guess for now.. btw shafiq masih tido mcm baby haha..

"i guess i'll be moving on soon, cant hold this pain anymore.."

"what it takes to have a great look and identity?"

"sumone pamper me, im really sob"

"wish your mine"

"yo fren dont leave me behind"

"haha si sopi jadi urang belait, oh sopi aku akan merindui mu di kg parit hahaha lol"

"dont wory jadi guru di belait ku ni haha kan setia bah aku pada mu.."

"dats it i guess"

Sedih ku...

the gambar: (13/7) huhu aku ambil gambar dari si hazim tanpa izin nya haha.. si shafiq kata muka ku damit saja haha syukur tah ada nmpk hidung ku haha.. huhu.. gambar di ambil masa di pantai ari atu, agenda hebat hmm aku terabah.. cedera parah!! haha..nda ku sembahyang jumaat sehari huhu.. kena marahi oleh emak saya, sal inda pandai berjalan alalala

Linda AF - Jika Kau Kekasih

tidakkah terasa beban yang aku pikul
menyiksa jiwaku kekasih
kenapa kau tak pernah merasakan

dan jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku
harus kau mengerti hatiku
itu hanya apa yang ku impikan

chorus:
bilakah kau akan mengerti…

kata hati merayu aku pergi
meninggalkan dirimu
tapi ku tak terdaya
mengapa kasih, harus ku alami..
setelah aku korban segala-galanya
sanggup ku harungi hidup
bersama dirimu meninggalkan
semua yang aku cintai…ho..ho…

jika kau kekasih senangkanlah hidup
kujangan biar aku begini
hidup di dalam kerunsingan kasih

jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku
harus kau mengerti hatiku..
itu hanya apa yang ku impikan

Aku…..
suka dengar lagu ni.
terutama bila mengalami gangguan emosi disebabkan dia

August is just around the corner..

The month August..

This month represent the month that ill be going back to the world of study.. Well i got this unusual feeling about going to UBD, The 1st feeling that hit me is that, i'll be lonely.. 2nd.. I'll be damn bored 3rd.. DAMN HOW I MISS MY FRENS!! I've been thinking bout this like ages ago.. like last year.. hehe, i thought i will be ready when the time comes.. but then here i am.. still wondering how life would be.. i like to spend alone right now.. seriously im really not into hangging out since like last mont.. some say that use the remaining time by spending with ur frens more.. but for me the way that my mentally works is, the more time u spend with ur frens the more u will miss your frens in the future.. so to make my life more easy im trying to sustain my self thinking bout the past.. so dont get me wrong lads.. im not mad, taiming, or jual mahal.. its just that i like to be alone right now.. im giving a pause for everything.. but i might go back to tilif after this padang thingi finish.. batah dah ku inda tilif nyamu.. i miss the peeps there haha..

Hump has the charm to force me out

Talking about hanging out.. only hump got this charm that can force me to go out when i really dont want to go haha.. altho i give him a lot of rubbish reason.. the new style that really bugs me is "common lah bagi muka arah ku" how can i resist that.. akhir nya jalan ku jua.. so there you go.. the hamdi gift.. oyeah im going out this saturday.. with BOJ.. oyeah remind me to kick chaiman.. damn.. he gave my no. to his bro.. sal sumthin.. inda lagi gtau nya tu.. nasib baik inda ku reject hahaha..

The ITB

Alangkah baik nya if ku dapat masuk ITB.. mun sana, ada lagi geng BOJ ku, pasrah ku eh haha.. mcm lain rasa nya bah cam inda ikhlas rasanya belajar di ubd tu, hati tu cam di ITB bah.. nasib baik hati ku inda kan bermimpi belajar luar negeri.. huhu~ tak apalah.. Tuhan lebih tahu yang lebih baik untuk ku..

Medical Checkup

Last Monday, luckily i finish all includes Xray.. apointment saja lagi tingal.. aku terjumpa si judeen n si shafs.. dating medical check up jua.. and ada this girl remind me of sumone.. yeah remind me of sumone..

Back to the Fantasy..

Giler banyak list barang kan ku beli.. bukan pulng barang kan ku beli for ubd.. lain tah pulang haha.. i was looking at this Sharp mobile.. nice.. pearl white lagi tu, right now i want to be unique stuff.. most peeps go with nike, adidas, i go with Reebok and Puma saja.. I want to buy ipod video..mun murah beli ipod mini.. hmm PS2, PSP jua lah but then mahal so ill buy Nokia Ngage lah dulu.. untuk main game bah.. mun boring di ubd. but im still going to buy a 3g mobile, hmm bout N80 ill pass eh.. mahal bah.. aku nie perasaan anak urang kaya.. so i might go with the sharp or n6680 dulu.. eh ada urang jual murah ngage lama kah not QD, nada radio.. buang masa sja~ wait no need.. i'll ask my bro to buy for me di Ebay.. lagi senang.. definetly im going to have espeed next year insyallah.. untuk meyenangkan hidup ku tahun depan. senang contacts with my frens luar negeri.. web cam-ing cana usul durang di sana.. ada lah kegunaan espeed tu hahaha huhu.. tilif di umah ku sja.. since kamu kan semua belyar.. haha.. eh mun kamu baik hati nanti belikan kan ku CD Damien Rice eh.. dari virginmegastore send arah alamat ku haha thank Q, dats the least you guys can do since aku di Brunei sja haha.. addicted to slow song tia aku ah.. so delicate.. so cannonball~ mun kamu beli kan ku cium cium pipi kamu haha.. lol.. {gaynism post of the day tu eh}

last but not least.. i lap u all haha..

Everybody, everybody do the cha cha~ - Miss Universe 2006!! btw boring eh ari atu liat sama family ku.. damn.. nada feelingku meliat.. sigh~

"
its becoz of how it use to be... n how can it easily be forgetten... I miss my everything"

Remember the name..

Connection ku laju, mun laju berabish.. laju berabish ia haha i set the speed to 921.6kpbs.. mun sialan conection sialan jua~ bagus eh senang hidup ku.. so i decided to post sumthin..

Intro: This is my GirlFren, my dalenx, Age older then me, Location gurantee KB, Name Lina Ali Rahman, Love her becoz i love her mother haha atu out... hmm social girl with limit.. Main futsal last minute malam2 sama perlakian and perbinian KB yg lain.. Reason posting this Picture.. coz background nya hijau and sama dengan background Blog ku hahaha it match bah.. and she look cute too.. oyeah she got some of the same DNA like me.. get it~ haha bonus tu eh.. oyeah shes smart then me.. oyeah im posting dis picture too sal mikin lawa blog ku oleh nya haha.. other attention why memuji ia sal aku mau ia kenal kan kawan bini2 Kb nya haha lawa lawa yo urang kB nie!! haha joking im not even close using you.. im not that jerk.. trying to use sumone for my gud attention.. ok fine sikit lah sumtime but hey some people take advantage dari aku jua hehe.. so its life people take adavantage from sumone.. jgn sja selalu.. atu giler tah benar urang nya.. dissapointed abit shes going to itb, damn how i wish aku di itb jua.. dapat ia lanja aku.. shes a good cooker too.. see.. its in the blood wah.. aku pun pandai masak.. huhu~ nada dih perasaan sekali sekala.. but aku memang selalu perasaan lah.. hehe.. "aku pandai masak indo mee sja" hehe *menyindir dat person* kena amuk nie karang.. last but not least i wish posting this; ia belanja aku haha.. giler kali si walid nie~ dont even try to hurt her you boys out there.. or i kill ya~ btw dont sue me posting this picture haha

The Shafs n Hump's Story
Si hump bercali arah ku, aku tido kali ah!! ah.. si shafiq k. lagi lawa.. "tido ko benar kah" excen kali ku tido hahaha.. oh well my frens always unique.. kul empat baru ku baca msg durang.. atu pun terdc ku dah.. espeed kali ah mobile ku nie hahaha.. kesian aku nie.. eh shaf aku pun shoping bah!! hahaha kes sasak.. btw shoping inda bawa urang hehe. mcm aku shoping membawa urang jua haha.. malu ku bah jalan sama kamu tu.. aku beli stuff yg murah murah saja.. apa jua aku nie.. haha alasan again~

things thats scare me right now, i'll change, you guys will change.. we all change.. gona miss whats "inside" tilif maya puri.. the only thing i could do is thinks about what we had been through with each other before.. sudah kamu save gambar ku arah laptop kamu sebagai kenangan.. hahaha GAY!! law bulih rekat kan gambar ku arah wall kamu haha.. giler eh..

The Sopi *gay talk of the day*
oyeah talking bout gay, si sopi gay! haha seriously kadang2 mcm rasakan ku wrestling ia haha inda ku tahan eh lawak serious nya.. nie lagi.. *btw sopi kasut mu Puma ah.. wasiat kan arah ku..*si hump kan beli kasut puma tu tia kacau eh.. hehe* time di yayasan tadi lagi cala.. ada these person inda mengena dengan hidup nya, dat guy nda involve lah, nda tentu pasal napa si sopi anti kan ia.. ucap nya brunei mikin panas tah.. sal ia ampir brunei.. cacat eh.. haha i ask him napa ia anti si tut.. katanya sal aku haha atu gaynism attack.. sopi jgn tah k UK bah nada gay buddy ku lagi haha.. damn.. kena label nie.. di ubd tu nada pontential wah kan menganti place mu hahaha.. mati nie mun cuzn ku membaca blog ku hahaha nampak nya i will run the kiangeh busness all alone by myself.. sigh~ ESEH~ Haha cam benar.. i can smell new laptop comming~ ada urangbeli lappy baru.. :D eh guys bergambar di tamu kiangeh cana? cool jua tu.. hehe..

The story again
Aku mau tingal di hostel eh, inda ku sangup drive ke ubd ah seorang2 lagi tu boring kali ah.. i ask my dad dah.. nada green light kacau eh.. oyeah im trying to visit Muara, temburong and tutong belait for one day, wana join? still cant find a perfect day ja..

aku mau jadi superman atau johnny storm

"Just Like Heaven"

Nice Movie watch 5 times dah haha i dont knoe why i love it~

"in the middle of the night, some tears dropped before i sleep.. thinking bout things that i've been facing in the past, and the sins that i made towards humanity but most of the time ive been thinking about you.. how i cant live without you, i love you" - True or False?

"hmm nada kan dapat di bangga kan hidup ku nie, all i knoe is about computers, but most peeps dont care bout it so i guess im not that special gifted hehe. i feel so useless sumtimes dats why i want to become superman or johnny storm :P but hey i can still be ur fren.. :D"

Time bufday adi ku, aku jalan shoping haha rock jua tu, mcm urang kan avoid bufday party, nasib baik ampit ku cake icecream, mun inda ku wrestling eh mama ku haha.. klitik saja.. hehe.. so i went shoping for about four hours lah, seorang diri.. hehe went to Huo Ho Mall, damn~ i wish im rich.. so many things i wanted to buy hehe.. but im sure going to buy the nike watch.. kumpulkan 300 bucks lu.. but then aku mau omega jua.. or swatch~ alala minta belika arah bro ku eh.. then i went to Taguh raya, there i visited every shop hehe especialy DVDs. Exercise bah sikit.. but then i found this Sport Shop, I bought two SHoe for 50 dollars, dont worry murah ja... Sport n Formal lah, Baik hindustan nya.. tingi discount nya.. not many pulng choices of shoes nya and its not original, but you can take a look lah.. next time lagi lah ku beli selipar sana.. but i still like black leather Slippers.. oyeah i call my fren ajeez time ku shoping ah if kasut sport bulih warna lain selain hitam or white haha cacat..

I wanted to buy this U2 Long sleeve baju bah jua, but i think back, aku lampuh kan besar badan ku, urang besar inda lawa makai long sleeve.. so.. inda tah ku jadi.. haha susah nyamu badan besar nie hehe.. berfesyen pun inda hensam, mikin hodoh tah pulng haha.. lari bini bini.. hahaha

oyeah cacat aku ah ari atu wah aku nie kan masuk tah k saloon.. lepas ku k farmbasket, but then inda jadi.. sal aku inda tahu rambut ku kan jadi apa haha.. so malas haha hehe

i formated my laptop, saja.. mau kan laju sikit.. fresh kan window system nya.. but then inda tentu pasal rosak ferrari screensaver nya, malas ku format balik, cari ja ia punya file di Internet.. so right now my screensaver LFC huhu~ oyeah talking bout footy nie.. i doubt T. Henry will win best player award this year haha. cam setahi aku nie.. hmm reasons hmm he brought arsenal to final Cham L lepas tu france to World cup final then he scored many goals and make many chances.. itulah alasan dari seorang peminat yg inda tahu sal bola :D alalala..

bah kan mandi lu huhu.. oyeah aku pintar aku pospnd my medical check up sepatut nya kelmarin haha handal alasan ku arah bapa ku tu.. i said to him, diet and exercise ku lu baru ku kan medical check up haha.. rasa wah aku ah~ takut kan tahu bnyk penyakit dalam body ku haha.. nasib baik boyfren kakaku denstist.. inda jua ku malu benar, mun ia gtau kakaku gigiku buruk.. ku pencit kan kereta lexus nya haha.. btw ia selalu call mama ku eh.. tanya sal gigi tia health tia..rasa wah minta restui kahwin tu haha atu awal.. aku inda ia tanya khabar ku eh.. gigi ku cana etc etc.. lambat jua eh kakaku kahwin nie.. lambat kakaku habis belajar nie.. cubatah jadi dentist ja anie medic nie.. cam satu abad bah.. aku mau anak buah bah!! btw aku mau baby hehe.. hahaha kan kahwin ku eh.. haha

i wont give up, i wont break down

Someones Watching Over Me - Hiliary Duff

hmm went to UBD, started my journey @ 730 oclock... i didnt plan to go to ubd, but since my dad are so eager to knoe my result of UBD acception so i just go lah. first i went to Lambak kanan to buy some time, visited my old school (SMSAB) then speeding di highway heading towards UBD, Reach ubd, waited for a few minutes then wala~ gate buka.. search for my name, alhamdulilah i got acepted for the course.. theres this enzyme thats making me want to go to UBD immediately is becoz.. "BANYAK BINI!! LAWA IN MY COURSE" ada mcm sophia bush tia, si brooke wah arah oneetreehill lawa kali ah hot n sexy.. but that girl tingi nyamu.. hehe kalah aku, malar ku tentang ia haha sasak mamanya kali aku liat anak nya sja.. haha Joking..

Then went off to soas.. to get my A level certificates.. then went back home, waduh my dad happy berabish, for me, its a matter of desperate lah.. itb dah ku kena reject, i reaally wanted to take the itb course thingi but rezeki ku di ubd ja kali~ kesian bapa ku ah.. he gave me a lot of pocket money.. yeah~ hmm alum lagi ku minta belikan barang tu.. i guess i want him to send me to st.jamespark, UK eh :D aku malar kena marahi, paling malar kna dulur jua... oh what a baby brother~

@ one pm i went back to ubd, to send my green paper thingi.. then check lagi nama ku arah list course ku ah, bnyk lagi bini2 lawa haha sumber kegatalan lelaki tah tu.. then i went to kiulap saja farmbasket lama dah ku inda sana.. 20 minute jua ku ganya sana online. and jalan2 cari barang computer.. just for updating my IQ on computers.. damn im intrested in buying Macintosh eh :D nanti tah beli hehe.. i like bit computer (kiulap) bini3 nya so frendly~ melayan aku bah ahaha batah lagi tu sana bercerita cam sepalui hehe. expert eh bini2 sana ah.. solute ku.. but handal lagi aku dari segi theory of computers haha.. sja mengambang~ oh well. like 4 kedai computer ku aga ada lagi kedai computer nie.. baik lelaki nya.. but blank sal computer.. haha oh nevermind.. aku pulng mengajar ia sal computer hahaha.. gtau sal dunia computer lagi tu aku ah.. whats comming etc~ mcm lebih lebih aku ah haha..saja mengambang again.. then went home again.. btw aku suka makai signal and bagi jalan arah urang. tadi bini2 china (30 ish) senyum arah ku bah sal aku bagi jalan and lambai nya lagi tu.. makai bmw itam.. I lyke~ hahah oh men!! im going M.I.L.F Hunting.. hehe

Aku overslept!! msg si hanif, n si nur langsung ku inda sedar durang bawa k bandar haha.. oh well lelah ku bah haha tido mati th tu. palui sony erricson nie inda kuat bunyi nya haha..alasan~ btw aku mau jalan sma BOJ ku eh~ rindu ku arah durang.. si toh majal dah kan jalan sama aku huhu~ aku jual mahal arah kamu dah.. naik harga ku sal demam ku bah haha...bulan 7 nie malang bah, moody, mental arah urang, kaki ku sakit.. etc..

apalagi ah.. hmm im happy but im not happy for myself, im happy becoz my daddy is happy.. i really dont wnt this course pulng haha.. desperate ja masuk uni.. sja bah! janji ada~.. kesian bapa ku nie.. harapan seorang daddy ke child.. haha i guess dapat tah ku minta belikan mini cooper nie haha lol mati eh si walid nie~

tadi kawan ku soalan bonus arah ku, rasa kan menatli aku kali, but oh well.. jawapan ku cani saja.. peduli bah aku masih suka arah nya.. bukan salah dari segi islamic, aku rugi rugi lah, what can i do, lie to myself n my heart i dont love her? tungu tah ada replacemnt bah kima benar eh.. so for right now.. i still like her love her.. tata~ theres nothing u can do about it.. and theres nothing i can do about it haha. suka ku eh~ kan belakun dealova ku eh haha yg lelaki cinta secretly ah.. haha.. FUCK YOU!! mental ku eh.. haha i really love her haha giler kali aku nie.. gay club gay club where are you, eh guys u notice kah, dari dulu dah kita pakai "gay" word nie.. inda kamu sangal kah, nada kan di cakap kan, ter gay gay tah seorang seorang tu terutama si Hump haha.. awu si humP!! inda salah tu..

i guess dats it guys..kan k saloon ku siapa mau dengan kan hehe.. aku cari style rambut dah... mcm si beck, or sebatian il divo, nanti ku check lagi haha.. sal fesyen rambut nie haha.. oyeah palui medical check lagi nie, damn..

Some things are better left unsaid

Hello there, I was chating with my Bro Yesterday, and he told me that he havent switch off his Laptop for three days, impressive right?! *if u think im a geek in computer, My bro is like 5times geek-er then me haha* its make me curious, especially laptops which is running with an AMD proccessor, *they overheat faster then Intel processor* how can an AMD processor can stand up to three days? common if the the procesor overheated i doubt the Laptop would crash or automaticly shutdown it self. So i ask him, how did he do it? So he told me he had been using an Utilty which control the speed of the processor, better known as the CLock. The Clock of Computer controls the speed of the processor, eventually it also controls the voltage. So to make its simple for you guys, lowering the speed of the processor can decrease the heat made from the Processor and decrease the use of the Current/battery. so low voltage low heat jualah.. dont knoe sal physic nie HAHAHA :) this is a great news for you guys, especialy for those who just bought a new Laptop recently, well im going to tell you about the evolution of Acer laptop 1st, Recently the new intel duo core processor had been launched early this year, and acer laptop had been putting it into several of their new computer models. with this new intel board and processor, Acer Co. also updated their Acer empowering technolgy, and the one that i want to hightlight is the the Epower, This Epower managemnt in the new acer empowering technology is a Utility that can control the speed of your dua core processor and basicly it control the consumption of your battery, but please do take notes that.. decreasing the clock (speed) of the processor will also make your PC slow.. The Great thing about using the acer Epower is, it has a ideal volatge use for each specific speed clock, so u wont have problem with Crashes becoz of low voltage consumption.. I have to admit i crash my laptop more than ten times yesterday, becoz my voltage was too low to deal with my speed proccesor clock. For me, my utilty is base on Manual. Theres no simple click like the one in Epower, i have to config the speed n the voltage by myself, and i have to say their must have a slightly balance between them. but i guess you wont be worrying about it with your new laptop. Coz your utility is the easy utility u can find in the world of software :P Beside that i have an new Icon for my Battery! it look more cuter then the window battery icon :P oyeah.. i knoe.. the new model of acer has a cuter version of window battery managemnt too.. i usually get envy on Judeen laptop. Just for your info there'll be 2 new models of acer Ferrari, maybe next year it will out.. the best about those two laptop (the 5000 n the 1000 seires) is they will be using the new AMD duo Core 64bits.,, WOW!! thats FAST!! oh well im stuck with these laptop for 5 yrs before i buy a new one :P My counter is still running baby~ so basicly right now im trying to find a WIFi utility.. nada yg free bah, yg free bida tah jua.. terlalu simple.. i just want a new icon for my Wifi.. btw laptop ku nda panas LOL

My new CUTE Battery Icon

Oyeah Portugal loose again.. haha while the game started, i was busy making myself a Vegi pizza, tuna habis bah! lititle covo with my dad yesterday

Dad: "masak tumpi ko?"

Me : "Inda masak Pizza"

Dad: "microwave di store jua"

Me: "I make my own oven"

Dad: "Perut jua eh~"

No comment I just smiled haha.

The ingredients except nada mixed Vegi..

If you have a Raising Flour its much more easier then mixing a plain flour and yeast together huhu.. if only tuna n cheese are there~ it will be more yum yum~

15 min then it will be in my stomach

My pizza jarang round.. easy this way..

My mini oven or watever u call it

The only thing about this so called mini oven of mine is that, it gave a hard texture on the buttom of the pizza..

Yum Yum, rasanya mcm pizza di supasave mabohai haha

Dats all i guess.. I want France to win, sal aku baik hati aku mau zidane retired with a great finish.. same history like EUro2000 please~ i doubt urng italy pun baik hati lah arah nya ahha.. mun inda.. on my face tu eh hahaha

i knoe u guys are playing dramas with me, and im here to perform my role too..

Im super bored right now.. just finish watching Lost eposide berapakah.. hmm just now chated with Hazim, Shafs n Deen, haha guys seriously by the end of the chat, i didnt really get the point, how slow i am, haha so i had to check back on my msn history. :p the only things that i could remember is arahan dari si hazim which is piring n cawan haha..so after these chat judeen and hazem tido, then shafiq add Rayna n Nana in the chat and yeah shafiq was like against me awal awal that my song Trippin' inda lawa.. and rayna agree on him that they dont like hip hop... talking about the Trippin' Song by Toni Braxton, i wanted to make a video clip on this songs, but hey since i dont have any gurls co-operation right now so i cant do it, I can picture this song in my head very well, i could reaally understand the lingo, the story of the song.. damn i wish someone out there can make my dream come true.. hey even better i could be a hollywood director somday haha.. lol.. rosak economy hollywood ulih ku.. any volunteer? anyone~ it would be like 4:03 min ja hehe, IT WOULD BE FUN!! dulu sunsilk inda jua menjadi haha

Back on to what i was saying, shaf msg me just now, damn, he always does this msg time subuh2, I assume he like msg people yg tido dah haha.. i doubt si judeen dah tido tadi time ia msg si judeen.. and i quote from what he msg me " Damn. Lawa. lyricnya pun mengancam" dats it, it put me with a smile on my face.. haha i like when im right.. i repeat i like when im right.. so vice versa for the other situation.. so Rayna? udah ko download..? hehe if im not mistaken this song was last year kali.. dah ku addicted tahun lepas and now addicted lagi.. hehe.. maybe this song really fit in my life kali hehe

Damn it! my eyes~ cant seem to heal fast.. inda kuat bah antibiotic mata nie.. hehe but who cares goin' to the hospi somday next week, boring seorang lagi nie, i wish i was still a kid, ada geng ke hospi, which is my parents btw~ bukan apa the Dr. inda suruh makai Specs, haha i did ask him a stupido question "can i wear my contacts rather then my spec?" inda buduh benar soalan ku tu.. haha saja wah testing how clever the Dr. is.. hehe. Going to take my Certificate lagi nie di soas. then makan d kantin sana coz i miss the food, then buat survey ayam wing... bla bla.. di supasave mabohai. and defienetly beli Pizza.. si hazim got issue bout my pizza haha.. but im still going to eat it jimbo.. i might be going fishing next week, with my ex smsab, but im going to reject it coz im not into it, im sure thursday ill be berpanas di matahari dah hehehe so i dont want to do any activites under the sun lagi..

This past few days cuaca mikin panas, my lappy even get hot faster, so i have to open again the huge box *not that really huge btw*, where i had put my Laptop's cooling pad, walla~ when i used it, the heat decrease jua sikit.. eh btw, the cooling pad is like a 12inch laptop eh.. ada yg berjual kah yg for 15 inch laptop.. hmm.. i olike shafs cooling pad eh ada lampung lagi tu.. oyeah talking about inch nie my bro suggest me to buy a 17 inch laptop haha, only Mac book ada 17 inch tu.. i once when to farmbasket, i saw this huge wide screen Mac book haha.. urang indon makai.. gosh terbeli ia haha.. and yeah the pelayan there main kan aku, coz i was wearing england t-shirt, n she told me england kalah dah.. haha n i was giving them my so sarcastic inda ikhlas smile to them, haha i didnt mean it, its just that i was busy reading some articles on koptalk.com haha.. but i did ask them for the song title that they were playing... which is "saat kau pergi" by Bunga, oyeah.. i have to admit i can resist stareing the chinese wmen who work there, not the women that wear the skirt, the girl who wear jean.. hehe.. she look modest bah.. i knoe shes a gud women haha.. out~

Damn when i keep listen to this song (Tripin') i just have this vision, illusion in my head haha mcm video clip bah di otak ku haha oh well... i must go tido lah.. its late already.. there no one to chat with too.. so babye till then.. love wont work without caring..

the cala thing that i come across while chating , "Lee Ryan is a kurus version of Frank lampard".. shaf shaf, you are very observant eh.. and "Xabi alonso is like the guy in the walk to remember" hahah lol, this is fun.. eh shafs nanti kidnap all the videos k. "Daredevil, Elektra, Batman, superman, xmen.. etc" download kan please~ *mata ku kelip kelip*

OneTHREEhill is back.. soon.. hehe oh i just love her.. Bethany Joy Lenz hehe.. not too sexy..

Waiting for ubd result is just like waiting for the O n A level result keluar haha preasure eh.. i cant wait to move on in my life..

Connection ku laju subuh2 hehe I guess less gprs traffic subuh2~

Charging my Tetikus..

Yeah im Officially Cuti For a Week, kan ku tambah eh.. hari cuti ku nie haha.. banga bapa ku, aku inda jalan2 tu.. inda pulng siok di umah nie, well the part yg inda siok is rejecting offer urang mun kena bawa jalan tu.. oh well i need a pause dulu in my life.. something really bothers me these past few days.. and yg menambah mentil ku si TOh, sudah tah urang giler2 kan bini2 atu dalam rahsia.. eseh~ dalam rahsia nie bah.. janji rock.. walaupun ia ada udah seseorang dalam hidup nya, dia tetap di hati ku haha eseh~ ani ungkit nya lagi.. oh well esuk ia kerumah ku habis nie ku racuni minumannya.. hehe JK.. i knoe his not reading this. haha

Nasib baik portugal kalah cool ku balik, bukan apa..sasak ku si C. ronaldo tu.. sasak ku kes nya sama si Roney ari tu ah.. inda pulng ku anti portugal tu, ia seorang sja haha.. sialan budak itu~ go to http://www.ihateronaldo.com check video clip ah mikin kamu sasak tu ia ah.. agatah bagi nya wink lagi.. minta antak benar ia tu.. beside that i was chating with Hump, about restoran, some restoran yg kan kami hajati are, fratini, restoran pakistan, pizza hut, swesen, London Kebab, etc, kedai yg kami inda sangup are, twelve, charcoal hehe.. sekali cukup dah.. lepas chat2 tu.. masak piza tah ku, apa!! tuna habis kantut sia sia ku membuat 35mins for the dough of the pizza, hancur topping pizza ku.. habis tapung n yeast mama ku saja haha..

i guess ketulahan kali jua arah si sopi.. haha jgn ko kambang eh! damn.. now aku pulng kusut.. kan mencari bini urang United Kingdom eh.. haha lol.. full lagi tu.. U.n.i.t.e.d K.i.n.g.d.o.m haha talking bout UK nie kan, ada topic cerita kami ari atu bah group chat.. i think sama si hazim, shafs n judeen... i was saying that aku kan menatap di UK. bla bla.. kan ambil bapa angkat la bla bla bla.. atu si judeen serious "how about your family di Brunei".. Stoing~ haha cam benar sja aku menatap di UK hehe.. but if lah.. mun ku ada bapa angkat kaya.. i repeat kaya, jgn saja aku pulang menyara ia... siok kali ah.. menatap di UK ah.. EPL ada, Virginmegastore ada, saturday night live ada.. cuci mata bnyk ada haha.. barang nike nya lagi original haha.. oh well.. mimpi lah aku sebelum aku kena mimpi kan..

Apa lagi patut ku bangga kan ah.. oyeah Neena gave me the recipe of BBQ sauce haha so ready guys, its AYAM WINGS 10kgs, Sauce BBQ, Orange marmalde, n HONEY simple right.. Oyeah.. hamdi ask me if aku ada doa selamat bah siapa sja kan ku invite.. or if ada party kah, giler berpikir ku eh siapa saja kawan kawan ku nie kan haha.. oh well urang yg selalu ku "sayangi" ah.. contoh nya.. BOJ group wajib masuk tu.. mun inda mati kali haha termasuk si toh, hamdi, aiman, bob and si haneef yg selebih nya tu, Si Nur, Dzul, Sopi, the twins, the twins, ada dua twins nyamu.. Judeen, Shafs Zawawi, Minul, Salam, Pangiz, Mail, Si Zul Aruan, Mui n Neena n Miss See.. Ngam kali dah tu.. selebih nya durng saja menginvite urang lain haha smart kan.. hehe but nama yg ku sebut kan tu yg wajib lah.. sal berjasa dalam hidup ku tu bah.. saja awal2 menulis nama durang haha.. mana tahu esuk lusa ku kahwin..

hmm boring ku eh, kusut, moody, apalagikan penyakit ku ada nie..ok dats all i guess..babye~ oyeah aku mau mini cooper~!

"the person that i really love, want n scare the most is her but thats not important anymore, coz i knoe shes happy with her one, and im really sorry.. my love had burden you all this time."

"after all this time, im still secretly deeply in love with you"

"If i were smart; gud looking like you, i might be more brave enough to ask you out"

The Hello and The Goodbye of Frenship

I go emo very easy, hahaha even right now LOL..

i'll tell you all about it..

Are you tired? As day by day move on.. u keep doing the same things over and over again.. some people care less about it, But I do, eventho i didnt complain about it.. I have to say i DO get tired doing it, and the last thing i can do is just stay at home and take a rest from my usual agenda.. simply look at me, 80% of my weekly agenda is spending my time @ a Cafe or restaurant which has a Wifi coverage with frens or just me alone. Every week i must see my frens.. maklum time is running out for spending quality time with them.. today u may see me with BOJ, the next day u'll see me With sopi n the geng n the next day would be with Shafs n Deen.. n yeah i love them if they love me :P When i think back for what ive done this past mnths, its like i had wasted a lot of my time doing nothing usefull n theres nothing i could appreciate, but exception i do count spending my time with bunch of frens is Usefull :D, if only i was lucky like Khai, Razy, n Mail working with a great frendly enviroment co-workers i might have different opinion about searching for a new Job, after the u-knoe-where i work before.. The mnth i have been waiting for finally arrived, my nervous meter is getting more stronger n worst day by day.. I hope n wish i will get accepted di UNI, if not all my dreams will be vanish just like that..

Talking bout Uni, i just realize most of my frens will be leaving, i guess its not wrong for me to say 80% of my frens are rich n Smart ass dude that can afford to study overseas.. haha JK. Im really glad for them, but in the same time i'll be missing them too.. and the part missing is Sad.. and thinking bout future, i doubt we wont be the same like now, each of us will be busy with our own life, after that each of us will be working.. but hey shafs K. did ask me bout something, would His wife will let us go if we want to spend with some bunch of frens. i wont answer the question, but the question that immediately strike on my head is.. in 10 yrs? will we hang out like today? i wish we could promise each other that we will be Friend forever, what i mean is frens like now.. not like Helo n Goodbye.. i Dont want by the time we meet again, it will be like "Hai, long time no see.. then tata~ everything is history!! if i were rich i'll by a large field that each of us, (my frens btw) will built our own house on the large scale area, and will be neighbourhood and that i'll gurantee our frenship will last long haha.. if only i could remove the word IF from what i just said just now, things will be more like fantasy :D the guys, yeah the boys, its really hard to show how much we love n care for our frens.. i guess it a natural thing in human kind. but damn !not like girls, They can simply show their love to their frens haha.. the kisses n hug.. damn! GIVE ME a KISS GIRLs~~ Hahahaha.. yeah its just hard for we; men to show our appreciation of frenship.. btw how weird is this world?

Salam.. my Fren will be leaving tomorow.. hmm.. sigh, dats it, im happy for him, but im also sad, his a great frens, comedy body language, never entire of my life since i knoe him ever did hurt my feelings, his action of clueless was a speciality of himself, thats the things that we laugh at.. the thing dat make him unique.. and the "apa apakan" will always be remember by us. His a Great malaysian fren of mine, and tell me a million or billion bad stuff about him, im sure i'll deny it. U knoe what how u wish u dont want them to go is sumthin imposible, i cant see the picture i could see him again in the future haha.. im not that mean, its like 1/100 bah.. sigh~ pictures taken, things we did together is history.. Just now i had a reunion with him, Emergency btw, Judeen, Salam, Faiz, Minul, Azrul, Hamdi and stinty was there@ tilif bandar.. and Salam said "Where can i find frens like You guys?" nobody did actually answered it, but in my mind was, "You will, for the frens u havent met" im a sensitive and emotional guy, thats why i have this strong feeling about friends.. most boys will not have it.. i guess this is what God had given to me, and its not wrong for me to say, i'll do anything for them, sacrifice my time with no cost.. Adi chated with me while i was in Tilif, and yesterday was Shaf B. Bufday, so i pay a suprise visit to Rimba Hill.. Just to see Adi n his twin khai :P and of cos Shafiq Barney, Alhamdulilah i got what i came for, and yeah i just wanted to visit them.. yeap just to see them.. thats all i wanted. oyeah happy bufday Barney!! oyeah before i skip this paragragph topic, when you left Brunei, dont just think about the things you will do, get when u r there (overseas), think also for the things you will be leaving, Family, Frens n yeah Brunei.

What i just mention is only some of my frens, there still a lot of frens that i could have mention, but its not hthe right time but im sure i cant mention every single frens of mine.. but hey, altho i didnt state ur guys name here, doesnt mean i dont appreciate u guys, my moto of frenship is easy, u love me i love you back, u ditch me i ditch you too :D but hey i dont like to take revenge.. its just how i run my life.. :D how far do you go without frens?

The most valuable thing i could get from my fren is, the lesson what they gave me, example, a fren who told you the way of direction to the supermarket will always be remember, and one day when you go there again, u'll remember "the 1st time i went here, is when my fren bla bla showed me this place". another example is like when a fren taught u how to dance, one day when u dance again, u'll remember " bla bla is the one who taught me how to dance". the way i move, the way we move will always be in my mind, thats the reason why blog too, i want to keep this forever, by the time i forget, i could easily read my blog and regain my history back for what i did in my past.. Pictures n video is a great memoir.

Most peeps will say, getting a gud job, get a Great high income of salary is their main priority, n the 2nd would be Family, n frens will not be listed in the prority list. It would be nice if Family and frens could be in the same level.. or even better All of the subjects i mention above is in the same level, what i mean is salary=job=family=frens are equal, or should i say a balance for all of them.. but hey.. how you want it to be is whats count in your life.. my life and yours will not be perfect so, its not wrong if you feel sumthin is missing in our life.. but just be more considerate to peeps around you..

Sometimes i do get sick for such peeps who got a bf or gf they seem cant u knoe divide his/her time with his/her frens no more, is not wrong but for me theres somthing missing, Come on!! think like this, before you are couple (in a realtionship) you hangout with friends, but when you got ur honey juice baby, or your macho Men, things change, you hardly went out with your frens, even worst they give this bullshit reason why cant you go out with them.. trust me, when you girl/boy ditch you, im sure u'll search for your fren again.. wait.. lets clear things before i move to another paragraph, i didnt say when you have a Gf/bf u forgot about your frens, its just that, You dont really hangout with ur frens no more K.. but u said "please consider my life now n please understand it bla bla coz i have a Gf already"oh for cry sack in one mnth there will be like 30/31 or 28/29 days, come on!! cant you even spend your frens like 2 days in one mnth.. 2 hours in each day? damn you dont knoe how ur frens miss you? duh~

We cant get all what we want in life, but it doesnt mean you cant get it.. You just have to keep trying.. when theres a will theres a way.. but dont let thing turn u into a new person.. dont forget for the people who love you when you already get what you wanted.. To summarize for the rubbish what i said above, and for the time u wasted reading this post is.. the hello and the goodbye of frenship will always be there, But u can make a different.. if you want.. like try putting ur frens at a higher level in ur life.. :D get me, if not im sorry :P i cant explain to you i guess. haha this is our life, one time life, so use it very well.

"Theres the way love work at sometimes"

Trippin' (That's The Way Love) - Toni Braxton

PS: care to visit this page http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2ZKCUTtykc its a Video Clip made by Khairuddin.. yeah si khai bah!! u knoe the only tapai of soas 2004/2005.. :P