tell me.. and i tell you

its time for me to be more selfish i guess, i have enough being me. when someone needs help, i donated 110% to consult and to help them with their issue, and i'll drop everything in my hand just to help them. But when it comes to me, when i need attention and help, i'm just a invisible guy. no one was there for me. they never did understand and never tried to help, unfurtunately they just like to type the haha, hehe and huhu which wasnt appropriate with the mood i have, i have to say, its so funkin' annoying men. i never ask for sumthin that anyone cant give, i never force people to give me want i want. But hey im just a human, i also need appreciation. Same thing goes in my past, i did try my best as fren to help, and sacrifice my time, they wake me up from my pleasure sleep, they stole my time when i wanted to watch my fav. show. but i didnt hesistated. and i tried my best to be there. Dear friend why do i still feel im not part of the group, why am i the last person to knoe, why is it when theres still a lot of seats and spaces then u'll call me or msg me for the invitation, why do i feel like im left behind, and why is it i didnt get sumthin from you while the rest has it. why did you forgot to buy me while the rest u remember? for what i done to you, i still can be easily forgetten? im still alive here my fren, and i have eyes and feeling what goes around me. ive tried my best to stay but i guess im just there when they need me. im not smart, rich, and i dont have talent, but i guess the only reason why they want me is i can be fool and i can be use when theres no want they can count on.. sincerly i did my best for what i had done with every single of you but i never feel the return. i sacrificed my self for you when you need it. but when you had your joy on the moon, i wasn invited and i wasnt there to enjoy it. the worst part is when i call for help, theres no one there to donate help. i rather be alone from now on, and be the outcast. now you have the reason why i didnt eye-contact you, the reason why u said im taiming and the reason for who i really am right now. every reaction has it own reason.. and now i cant be there anymore. take care.

U suck!! dats why i dont like you.. :D

hmm where do i start? eh baca saja tia haha.. summary sja nie. ngalih ku kan berbual2 subuh2 nie haha

(Last Saturday)
Fee n Registration..
Giler awal ku kena halau my dad, nasib bak my sis driving, yuhoo i dont like driving when im not into it.. especially hajat yg terpaksa ke destinasi nya. so there was me, my sis and my sepupu going to ubd, tsk tsk eh bercali saja bah kakaku n my cuzn nie.. damn too early eh sampai ke ubd.. so boring lah awal2 tu, then hump came then yg lain pun datang.. bayar fee then bla bla bla..

Giler eh ulah di soas di bawa ke UBD

We had our ubd tour lah, judeen penyeluru arah the tour comitee by saying welcome to faculty of Smoking.. and becoz of that iski tah lagi capi capi along the way.. From SHBEB, To FASS, To SHibie, To Canteen, To FOS, To UBD and back to Chnc. Hall.. ada saja saja kan di bual kan ah, yg inda cali pun cali bah.. bla bla..

The Rimba Hill n Khaz corner

Went to khai place aftr the ubd thingi.. and then we head to Khaz corner.. *lurus kah tu ejaan nya* to have our lunch.

The BOJ night.. The Crazy night.. haha Aiman tak kisah~

Sebenar nya.. ngalih ku haha indakan ku mau kan jalan bah.. hehe getting pemalas eh.. so hump pick me up.. went to gadong properties.. and as usual crack lah sana.. bercala yg inda cali lah, the words of aiman tak kisah berkumandang~ the katam is still singing, n macam lah lagi.. ambuk pun ada lah sama si beruang.

The MALL!!

no i went to the mall 3rd Level lagi tu.. damn.. i dont like eh. nevermind.. err next~

Back to GDG PROP

we went back to gadong properties for makan-ing n minum-ing..

The Bandar, The stadium, The kiulap n Gadong back..

We round round Brunei tengah2 malam.. si iqbal berlumba sama urang.. kami kena tingal kan haha, si aiman lagi suka stop kereta nya siring sampah sja haha. haiyo nyaman perfume nya haha

The overall
The night was great fun, crazy giler.. but kan tido saja rasa ku.. the end. told u its was summary sja :D