emmm... i wake up early today...Check My frenster... hehehe Got a new Testimonial From my Cute Old Fren.. Midah.... Hahaha She's Still Remember My Voice.. I guess she miss my voice too....hahaha LOL Adui...Just Check My Testimonial...Ok... YuHooo.. Later, Im going Shoping...*My Aim is To Buy My FAv Food=Pizza* hahaha Im a bit annoyed Seeing My Artificial twin's Nick= Pizaaaaaa..... Last time Kebab.. But this "Pizza" word.. adui.. buat ku lapar... Seriously... True wah... Oya... I think i want to buy Kebab too..Hehehe Jelous.. Macroni can be Gud too..hehehe Oklah i better stop saying about food men.... So bored men.. My Body mikin Kurus.. hahaha Talor!! Inda sehat kali aku nie..

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Just Came Back From Shoping...Im So dizzy right now..Ill Update this Later.. i want to go 2 sleep 1st

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Wake Up @ 4pm.. adui.. Forget, I promise my mum to cook today.. "Masak Ayam Merah" Adui.. im so tired actually.. Still havin' the headache.. Oya forget to write about my afternoon Shoping.. Adui.. I became my mother tail.. Lol.. where ever she go i just follow her... Spending 2 hrs with her... Pushing the Troley... was not a fun job... At least, "Aku BEli PIZZA" hahah LOL. BAck to the cooking Part.. adui.. So hot eh...Spending myself 45 min in the kitchen adui... Talking about cooking, i remember when i Finished my P.M.B Exams,Back in 2001, our school had this programme called Enrichement Program.. it was so Fun, We learn many things.. Such as Drawing (Art), Investigating Mystery, Fingerprint, 1st Aid (Science), Drama (English), & Cooking(Home Science). About Cooking, i was grouped with Najibah and Amal... Gee... the teacher said 1 group consist of a 1 Guy and 2 Gurls.. Well We enjoy it, cooking Fried Rice and .. cant remember wat it is... Maybe next time i tell you guys... ok Time for me to Chat.. @ 5 pm hahaha C ya

How Sad

~

I was Lucky To Meet You,
I was Happy To Found You,
You brought sunshine to My life,
But it didn’t last long.
~
I never have the chance to say "I miss you",
I never have the chance to say "I love You",
I waited for the right time,
But I guess i am just wasting my time.

~
Friendship comes before love,
First A Friend then A Lover,
But you already said it,
Our Friendship is not going anywhere.

~
I Dream about you,
I Dream about Us,
But when i wake up,
It was only a Dream.

~
Everyday i waited for you to show up,
Everyday i waited for you to say "Hi",
Then i realized,
You are trying to avoid me.

~
Today i saw your words,
Today i sensed my failing,
I really wasted my love,
Now its time for me to forget my Fantasy.

~
I hope and I wish,
To know you more,
But it seem its not moving,
I guess its time for me to say Goodbye.

~
I wish I could,
But I'm not that strong,
To show my Heart,
To show my Love.

~
I Miss You,
I Love You,
I wish that you would realize,

That my love is true.
~WalidFreak~ To You

~
CHecked By My Best Teacher... "KillerAngel"
Original Piece From Me. Take 1 hr 30 min to finish this Rubbish
Oya Pls Listen BabyFace-The Loneliness... Sesuai For Me...
Best words....in this song is..." i think that i will never love again" Iakah??

Upset

Can You Change Your Whole Life In A Day?
Well today.. not So fun & not too Bad For Me... Im Just upset about my Acounting Mark this morning.. Adui.. Mrs Trudy wasnt mad at me.. But everytime, when she Look at Me.. she will say "Your now Under My Nose" "I'm Watching You" with the Scary smile on her face... Mama!! Pls Save Me.. Gosh... She was expecting better mark on me... eeeeeeee... So sick eh.. I wish the acounting exam was not in the same date with My Biology Exam... Oh well... Belacan dah jadi Sambal... The Bad thing again is.. she ask me too sit infront.. adui... Men!! So Lonely eh... All my Frens is in groups of Five and Four, But Me... 6 Tables Grouped, but only me...Only Me.... With 6 tables!! Gosh Wide Space for me... Geeee.. so lonely eh.. Very Sad and Very Stress man!!.. After My Acounting Claz.. I shouted Like Hell, Before i entered my Chemistry Claz... No mood to study men!!... I was Feeling Crazy In Claz, I cant Shut Up my Mouth!! eeeee... Then, its time for my english claz... Hahaha I meet Ckg Zarina on the way.. She Said to Me" LAi, Kenapa ko berteriak Tadi..?" Adui.. LOL Crazy.. Feel like to die Tadi... Well i answer her.. i was just stress a little bit about my acounting Marks... She told me to Be Chill..llalalala.. ok lah.. The Gud thing about me today was.. Big-K Send Me alot of Songs men... Misha Omar-Dedebu Cinta, and Maksim.. Luv the the songs.. opps about the Maksim.. Nice Music.. Well Piano is my Favorite Music Instrument, But I Lost My Talent Playing Piaono.. I guess... Aiman gave me this new Software for my Mobile called iR-Remote, its for tV, etc.. Hahaha My mobile now... is also a Remote Control.. Daa~ Oya.. I had a Gud Chat with Hazim.. Before he went Home.. Gosh.. He said i was Dreaming and hoping Too much to get her. Yah so silly of me maybe watching too much Hindustan romantic Movie saja.. LOL... Ok thankx Hazim. Oya.. Fadhli (BlackPanther) Hahaha.. How nice of him to lend me his Book Called 25th Hour (David Benoif), He ask me to read it, he said it may help my english.. well ok.. maybe its time for me to start reading books again.... Reading books wont kill me, Dont wory.. Wosh.. This afternoon, I played UNO with Aiman, Big-K, Chan & Bakar.. hhahaha So Fun... Crazy Game men.. My Mummy Is bugging me to go shoping, to buy new clothes.. adui... *sigh* oklah.. maybe 2morow... This Australia Thingi is Making Me Busy... Reminder for you guys again.. I DONT LIKE BUYING ClOTHES etc... Gee oklah.. time to change i guess.. Oklah.. Somebody out there... Want to shop with Me??hehehe

Do you miss the past? Can we replace it?
Lost My Misai Today.. Haha LOL.. Ready to Go to Masjid...


Hahaha Today sembahyang Juma'at.. Daa~ Ok lah.. I was damn Bored this Afternoon.. So. i visited many website.. Noruto...Friendster etc. then I saw Teah's name in my shoutbox so.. i decided to go and see her Xanga.. Wosh.. to my suprise.. She wrote my name.. hahaha LoL.. Saw her picture with ezah aka vivie.. i cant remember when i took the picture.. lalalala ok lah.. while i was reading her journal.. Gosh.. i remember sumthin about myself.. i use to carry my brother camera along with me.. its a camera.. and also a Web Cam.. its blue in colour.. if you visit my old picture (My Msn Group)... most of the pictures i took by using the Web camera.. But my mobile ada udah wah.. menyusah kan diri ku saja..LOl Oya maybe next time or someday i will bring the camera to SOASC.. emm.. she wrote..(the bold red word above) on her page.. then... thinking of it.. I saw my past.. hahaha LOL ok lah.. im bit *sob* about it.. but Teah our Life move on.. more adventure to come.... Oya Teah.. let me answer your question.... Yes i miss the past, we cant replace the past, thats why its called the past.. hahah Teah Chill...
~
Currently Missing sumone.. Hehehe saja Manambah..

Bad Dream

1. Inda ku Skul Today
2. Bad Dream
3. Online/Chating
4. Dats All..

Adui

At last Dapat ku Update Blogku, Blogger ServerDown Today(updating this 28.10), Ok.. Today.. Stress to The MAx.. 2 PApers in one day, Biology And Acounting.. Damn Very Stress.. Pening ku, Tidur ku pulng d Ps room time english period ah.. Gosh.. Skip Skip, tahtu minjam si Adi (Colio) punya mobile.. alah.. antang antang tah ia tahu what is in my mind.. suruh nya ku dengar lagu Kris Diyanti (lurus kah tu ejaan nya) well lawa lah.. Jiwang.. But nice.. Tahtu Bio exam.. Adui.. Inda jua senang benar lah.. Hantam saja tia.. But urang siring ku adui.. cam inda berlajar wah.. Tahu iatu siapa.. terasa ia tu.. aku pulang ingau.. bisai lagi tu, sempat miscall urang lagi.. Ok lepas exam bio, sambung exam acounting, O M G, time ku datang sana and read the soalan, WAH mcm inda ku pernah berlajar acounting, maybe terlalu stress, antah eh... sepatutnya acounting is the most senang among my three subject, but anie K.O benar ku. Iatah siapa suruh inda berlajar.. ok. atu yg buat ku stress benar lah.. Malam lagi siok.. Berkelahi sama si kantut biasa cat & dog.. aku jua mulakan.. well akhirnya... pujuk-mujuk jadi Garfield and Odie jua.. Oya.. Yes ada killer Gang udah, hahaha Si Hazim punya brain.. Aku si KillerVoice, Hazim si KillerSmile, Judin si KillerGiggle, Si Syafiq si KillerEyes.. So clever eh Si Hazim ah.. Kalau Miss See apa KillerAngel.. hahaha LOL.. ok chow dulu But benar stress benar ku ari anie.. inda beranti problem ku nie.. We three (Hazim, Judin & Me) promise inda skul 2morow hahaha Giler.. Cuti CuTi sehari..Bye

Sad Love

How Sad; Love

I was Lucky To Meet You,

I was Hapy To Found You,

You brought sunshine to My life,

But it didnt last long.

~
I Never Had the chance to say "I miss you",

I never Had the chance to say "I love You",

I waited for the right time,

But I guest i was just wasting my time.

~
Friendship Comes before love,

A Fren Before A Lover,

But you already said it,

Our Friendship is not going anywhere.

~
I Dream about you,

I Dream about Us,

But when i wake up,

It was only a Dream.

~
Everyday i waited for you to show up,

Everyday i waited for you to say "Hi",

Then i realized,

You are trying to avoid me.

~
Today i saw your words,

Today i feel my failing,

I really wasted my love,

Now its time for me to forget my Fantasy.

~
My hope and My wishes,

Is To know you more,

But it seem its not moving,

I guest its time for me to say Goodbye.

~
I wish I could,

But I'm not that strong,

To show my Heart,

To show my Love.

~
I Miss You,

I Love You,

I wish that you realized,

That my love is true.

~WalidFreak~ To You

Ps: Miss See.. Apalagi correct tia English Ku.. Hehehe Peace

Original Piece From Me. Take 1 hr 30 min to finish this Rubbish

Oya Pls Listen BabyFace-The Loneliness... Sesuai For Me...

Best words....in this song is..." i think that i will never love again"

Biology, Demam

Ready To Go School.. (Sempat lagi tu)

Apa kan ku buat aH??

Membaca Bio ku Saja

Happy BUfday....HaPpy Bufday Judin.. Hehehe.. Cant hangout with him tadi, Coz.. Ia berlajar.. Dont want to Kacau him.. Ada Bio Exam Wah.. If Im near him karang Giler.. inda pulang berlajar... Haha..Sory Din.. Today me sama Urang Demam D Ps Room.. Dont Want to say his name.. karang marah ia.. Well I promise wah.. But kesian lah.. Ia kan Balik rumah. But Exam Bio Jua.. Suruh nya ku pigang kepala nya.. hahah nda jua panas... kesian eh.. demam inside saja.. he feel cold.. sakit suara.. running nose.. and he said berdarah tadi hidungnya.. Oh Shit.. Giler buat ku ingau men... Ada masalah saja ia ah, kalau ia inda buat exercise, Chubby tah, Demam lagi.. kesian.. Musim Puasa nie lagi.... Part ku kesian time ia tidur... *sob* kesian ku liat.. Wat!!.. usually if people sleep cute WAH.. but anie cute pulang.. but pity lah...kesian boy... KALAU AKU TIDUR LAGI CUTE HEHEHE.... nada wah Joking.. Biasa lah aku nie.. pengasihan nie aku ah... well depend urang nya jualah.. urang ku sayang saja.. Haha LOL.. Kelamarin ia awal tidur and today ia tidur jua.. Malas jua ku kan bangun kan ia tadi, but terpaksa time for exam, Inda ku sampai hati.. Sikit kali ia berlajar Bio..nasib baik ia inteligent in Bio.. Fav. Subjectnya kali ah.. and nasib baik senang tadi Paper 1 Bio ah... But ada jua kantut lah soalan.. no idea dong.. Lepas Exam bio tadi, ku pigang lagi kepala nya.. Adui.. atu panas... kesian.. i hope ia balik... tidur terus... sayang eh kalau ia makan panadol.. sayang puasa... but kalau terpaksa... makan saja tia.. karang K.O tah pulang.. lain karang Cerita.. ingau karang urang lain lagi... eeeee.. i feel like telling his name.. Give clue saja.. his my... (Four letters) if you guys knoe.. Just Shut Up.. Hehehe.. Karang berlajar Biology for Paper 2.. katakan inda berlajar... aku ah.. but i learn my acounting jualah..Gosh....2morow last ku periksa, me inda ambil A's jua.. cool ryte... lepas atu shoping beli baju... For your information guys.. I hate Buying Cloth, Seluar, apatah lagi kasut.. eeee.. ber-ulah jua eh kan berlayar nie.. Dont like buying them men... Mummy ku saja yg maksa mbeli saja.. manja nie aku ah.. Anak mama.. Cute.. ok lah.. Oya my dad bagi ku lighter.. lawa kareta.. damit.. oya he got it bekas melihat kereta tadi.. ia kan membeli kali untuk my sis... i will post my picture later...

Hapy Bufday To JuDin

From Members Of Staff

~WalidFreak~ company

hehehehe.. Ada Members of Staff lagi tu..

Oya Urang Demam Boy Tadi, Moga u Sehat Cepat

Chemistry

Hahaha.. Today... So boring men!! mental sikit lah.. becoz of semalam.... Oya Miss See Gave our Paper Back (Chemistry Exam Paper wah) Gosh.. i got so beautiful mark.. well.. paper 1 ok lah.. its very hard.. but i did ok.. but Paper 2.. Adui... markah yg paling mengecewa kan.. eeeee... why did i forgot how to do the Born Harber Cycle.. Senang wah.. eeee.. the best part is Organic Chemistry.. argh.. sanak ku kan mati.. Zero on that section.. cool ryte.. okah... but i will never giv up lah.. duh~ yah.. after ku berlayar, berlajar ku eh. and i believe she wont giv up on me... penuh nie udah pentium one ku dengan Notenya..Cool Ryte.. Sasak ku topic 1 (Calculation) and topic 9 (Organic).. belum lagi A 2.. alamak i must prepare before next year.. adui... The Best thing That hapen to me tadi is..( i want to share this to you guys.. bangga sikit) When She said.. she was x-pecting low mark from me...then wat i get... Wah. Bangga ku eh... what she said.. make me semangat lagi... kan berlajar... Im not satisfied with my mark pulang 30+/100, but i did my average best wah... Berlacan udah jadi Sambal, cannot recycle wah lagi....i just need to improve my math, coz to be gud in chemistry mesti handal math, and understanding.. maklum lah english ku nie pelampau handal..heheheh so lucky to hav her as my teacher... wah.. inda kamu sangal kah... aku malar muji ia...nie.. i hope she dont mind hehehe....
Oklah... Bad News again.. eeee.. today sebenar nya me kena bawa jalan ke Pizza hut.. Gosh nada transport balik wah.. Nada ada joDoh jumpa gurls.. kacau.. my parent pun inda suruh.. i feel sorry for them.. berjanji udah ku eh... Biology.. Exam.. esuk!! have NO mood to study anymore... Rasa kan Cuti wah.. im going to study my Acounting saja eh.. Although Biology is my Fav. Subject.. sasak ku, Note ku inda lawa.. nada bnyk resource... eeee.... Esuk paper 1, tutup mata saja.. my weak topic is Genetic control.. yg lain tu ok lah...sedang lah..

Dear Frens

Dont Be Sad About Your Chemistry Mark

Dont Feel Down about Your Mark

Be Strong And Hapy

Coz U and I Believe... We can do Better Next Time

Frens Focus Ur A's Now

And Prove to Your Teachers.. You Can Do It

~WalidFreak~

Pity Him

-whats the point of living?
if u are helpless
-whats the point of loving?
if theres no one cares about u
-Whats the point to be sad?
when theres no one going to comfort u
-whats the point to have a best friend?
when they just forget about u
-whats the point to care about other people?
when they don't even bother about u

I found this at my frens's Fren nameed Amer, I dont really know him.. i met him went my fren, Azam went to japan for student exchange, last year his Blog is http://b-d-s.blogspot.com/ his life is sad too.. but his still standing thow.. Jus read his Blog..

Miss Teachers Day Better then Exam.. HEHEHE

Amongs The BEst Picture In My Computer

Hehehe Luv, this Picture after Teachers Day (25-09), Bnyk kan di kenal kan nie..Di Gymnasium nie...Dari Bawah dulu dari kanan..Siring Baju Kuning.. atu Si yusreza; Baju kuning, Si Syam, siringnya migang Cup ah, si Zulfadhli; Tengah2 Si Hazim, ichat with him almost everyday; Siringnya Si Hamdi; Yg baju Hijau, Hijau kah tu?? Yg kanan ah..Atu Si Razy(Twin), the colour bajunya tu lawa..next time ask him mana ia beli..hehehehe Siringnya si K_rudeen(Khai); Baju Hitam Si Muiz;Ok.. This Women... is my Fav. Teacher in SOASC, Sporting, Super Duper Cool, Nice, Cute, Friendly MISS SEE.. Dont Worry Guys i wont Get extra Mark for my chemistry by saying this... heheheh LOL to the Max... So dont worry guys.. Ikhlas nie.. Biar ku cakap pasal ia sikit... She help us (Mp or Non-Mp), Personally she help me alot.. maybe i will not survive if nada ia.. Gosh... She's My Chemistry Teacher..Atu saja.. still 1001 words to describe her.. If you know her.. you guys will luv her.. Siringnya tu si Malik.. tahtu Si Iqbal.. Berlakang balik atas si razy tu.. Syukri, Siringnya Syahrizal, next si Omar, yg minum tu si fadzilah and next si Nizam... Oya yg sebelah kiri berjalan tu si Kher wee.. I wish i was in the picture.. maybe i was busy makan.. Guys i really miss teachers day.. that why me post this gambar..kan ku cuci arah kedai kan jadi kan Frame d bilik ku..

Click The Picture For Bigger And Hensem

Find Me.. emmm... Im Standing.. 2nd From Left..Ahhh.. Found It... Gosh I can be Cute 2..

Hapy?? Yah Hamidudin (the one standing 3rd from right) told me that.." Wal, You look happy today".. well i just smile 2 him back..(Btw his the only one called me WAL at skul) emmm.. maybe i was hapy... I found my life back.. Things are going to the normal ways.. I learned my mistakes.. and im still improving or still under construction of building the new me..(wosh cakap english lah.. Miss See ask me to write in english,, She said, i will learned english by writing proper english.. not ROJAK english {english plus malay}). About 7 mnth in soas.. Gosh i learn to adapt myself.. Now i understand, living in soas is... SO FUN FUN, GREAT, GREAT... Miss See ada... Kawan Ada... i even got abang angkatszzzzz..Twin Angkatzzz.... gosh sangal ku type makai english ah... payah nyamu... baik makai rojak english.. pasal GAMBAR DI ATAS.. kawan me ambil time d UBD, kursus Moral dan Etika (9-10 jun04) siok jualah.. makanan gosh so yummy.. PLS tekan d Picture ah.. Untuk liat aku.. See if the hair and the face are sesuai.. Hensem wah....hehehe GMBAR BAWAH NIE nie.. kacau.. i was berlimpang, rehat lah arah stage (dewan) si Iqbal apalagi.. Chun.. mengacau.. semua tia ikut ikutan.. Having fun eh... Handal eh Si Razy(Twin) ambil gambar ah.. so kenangan for me, time preparation teachers day.. one week in the auditorium.. one week ku migang kunci dewan, gymnasium, gate siok kali ah...ku bawa balik lagi kunci ah.. inda minta izin lagi tu.. Remember... Our Choir.. I really miss it men.. Bawah lirik lagu yg ku buat..for Mp Choir

Guru, Engkau Berjasa Pada Kami
~Hari ini … Hari guru…
Disambut setiap Tahun
Untuk merayakan guru kita
Yang telah mendidik kita
~Masyarakat berilmu
Bangsa Berilmu
Itulah jasa mu guru
Yang tak ternilai
~Chorus:-
Dengan ajaran mu itu…
Engkau lahirkan Pelajar- pelajar
Yang berilmu…Berguna
Yang berguna…Pada
Pada negara dan bangsa
Syam~ Wahai guru, engkau berjasa pada kami
Walid~ Oh guru, budi mu tetap kami kenang
Sampai akhir zaman….. zaman kami
Engkau guru cermerlang
*Chorus
*Engkau Guru Cermerlang 2X
Hari ini … Hari Guru
Di Sambut Setiap Tahun
Kami Semua Mengucapkan
Selamat Hari Guru
Selamat…. Hari…. Guru…..
Lirik DiCipta Oleh: Abdul Walid
Di Bantu Oleh: Rymie & Sham

Gosh.. Im so Gud In Acting.. Iqbal.. Best Suporting Actor.. Oya My Twin..Best Camera Men.. {Teachers Day Preparation}

Today: No Biology lesson, Acounting Claz.. Still Fun.. Exam is pospone on Wednesday 27/10, Biology is on 26-27/10, English: Still i escape three days udah..hehhehe Learning Chemistry so hard,,,, Oya... Tadi exam Chemistry ah Paper 2.. ok ok.. i admit the paper is easy... then paper 1, but i forgot wah... i even cant remember to do Born harber cycle, Or God, maybe tadi siok bermain sama si K_rudeen and hakim.. di Science lab 2, men!! bercali saja wah kami ah,, i lost everything...wat i read.. hehehe so fun.. Oya ..i didnt learn Organic.. Coz me inda suka.. Pening to the max..I cant answer the Organic Section Guest wat.. i was still laughing 5min before habis masa wah.. Hahaha Miss See pun ketawa.... not my Fault... Yes mental ku Boy.. the Question was Easy wah.. Kenapa ku blank tu kan.. well Belacan dah jadi sambal..Oya.. My daddy ceramah me d Kereta.. So Fun..(i dont think so) bla bla bla.. Ok.. Fine i promise myself that i will learn my chemistry and undrstand it more!!....and read more English Books.. but...mesti ada syarat boy.. after my Bufday.. hehehe.. So ada urang kan ajar aku.. yg baik hati yg free of charge.. hehehe suka ku eh yg Free of charge..Guest i highlighted my Textbook..opss my school textbook.. guest wat paham ku pulang.. but sayang last minute.. so inda jua effective benar.. ok but aku paham wah.. Ah.. tadi ada cali wah.. when i was searching judin and the othrs.. ku cari d library... lupa ku durang ada physic, so terjumpa ku si Adi (Gambar si K_rudeen) Gosh.. Inda ku berlajar terus.. Wat he said.. If you miss her... miscall her.. Gosh so handal eh.. banyak soalan lagi tu boy..Ok Guys..Dats all for today..

Starting To luv Reading Poems

Hehehe.. Look At Me..Yg PaLing LaSt KaNan.. MCm Kanak KAnak..CuTe..hehehe With My Student Council Gang!!

Gosh.. Im starting to luv reading Poem.. emm.. sory english saja.. melayu.. adui.. nantitah.. I luv reading jiwang Poems (Love, Missing??) , Friendship Poem and Haiku (Japanese Poem. describing nature, Scenery).. Siok jualah membaca inda boring... Bertambah hobby ku.. Oya pasal gambar anie.. ok.. Masa Flag Waiving D ICC..19.09... From the R To L: Si Walid (Aku), Al-Hadi, Razy (artificial twin), Siang (Hahaha asistant ku (Asst. Bursar)), Syafiq, Judin, Azli, Khai and Kharul Anuar (Big K). Focus!! arah mukaku.. wosh.. so cute eh... admit saja... jgn jeolus..dont pengsan ah.. Joking only wah.. More Picture arah http://groups.msn.com/WalidFreak or just click on my links "My Msn Group.. Oya aku nie rajin membaca Chemistry.. But sayang i dnt paham kan.. dats my weakness lah.. membaca membaca.. usually for 2hr lebih lah.. but sayang inda paham... esuk lagi paper 2 chemistry..from 1pm to 2pm.. baik ku siap tu.. ok.. lepas ku berlayar... baru ku try to pahamkan chemistry tu.. maybe tution...dats all..for today.. nah satu poem lagi.. personal from me to my frens..

Too True, Too Often

~

Too often we don't realize

What we have until it is gone

Too often we wait too late to say

"I'm sorry - I was wrong."

~

Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones

We hold dearest to our hearts

And we allow foolish things

To tear our lives apart.

~

Far too many times we let

Unimportant things into our minds

And then it's usually too late

To see what made us blind.

~

So be sure that you let people know

How much they mean to you

Take that time to say the words

Before your time is through.

~

Be sure that you appreciate

Everything you've got

And be thankful for the little things

in life that mean a lot.

~WalidFreak~

I Really Love Chemistry!!

Adui... Pening ku hari anie.. OK lah... Acounting lesson tdi..Wosh.. lawa... she told me that my acount exam will be on the 26/10... wow bertemu dengan Biology.. Adui.. then i went to Dr. Azeez.. to ask him if i can pospone my Bio Exam... Coz.. biology sama acounting period terclash.. coz biology will take 1hr lebih. so inda cukup lah.. time nya.. Wah!! Dr. Azeez said.. if you pospone your exam... u wil be out of the angkasa, u r 24 hr late.. and i guest you better take your exam in Uk.. apakan.. inda ku paham apa cakapnya. tahu tah english ku kurang.. marah ia kali.. antahlah maybe terpaksa tah ku awal.. keluar exam biology 15min advance to attend my acounting exam.. antah lah tawakal saja.. i didnt enter, English & Biology Claz.. escape boy.. berlajar sumthin.. and tadi chemistry free period.. no cikgu..
Best Part.. Chemistry exam kul 1 sampai 2pm.. adui.. Banyak Calculation... one of my weakness... topic.. adui... Organic lagi.. adui.. siok eh.. papernya.. inda siap ku boy.. more then half ku guest... batah batah ku memikir kan.. inda pulang siap.. yg ku sasak after ku keluar.. ku baca lagi Question paper baru tah ku paham and dapat hint2 jawapannya..(except for calculaton langsung ku blank) adui.. maybe kusut benar ku tadi.. time menjawab... to sumarize it chemistry paper 1 tadi payah...
Malam anie.. kan buang stress ku eh... Chating to the max...lurus kata ku kelmarin...My last post.. gurantee mati..menjawab.. and nasib baik jiwang sikit..heheheh Jk Jk.. ok lah chow..for your information guys me chat kul 5 menungu sungkai.. ok..

Missing You

Im Bored.. Bekas membaca.. Chemistry.. eh the past few days nie.. im in this Big dillema.. and now alhamdulilah.. its gone already.. and past few day nie.. inda ku jiwang eh.. so kan mem post poem ku eh.. Baru jua berlajar dari Mrs Linda Manix... Ok lah... BAru ku jua dapat poem anie. so sweet men.. BAca Saja.. Tersentuh jua hati kamu.. well i miss sumone jualah... baik tah ku jiwang malam anie.. esuk mati mental menjawab chemistry.. Gurantee...

Missing You

~

Have you ever bothered to realize

how much you mean to me?

I care so much for you inside

and miss you so deeply.

~

My mind is always curious about

the way things might have been.

As days go by and time goes by,

I look back once again.

~

It's funny, all those little things

I never thought I'd miss,

Like all those conversations we had,

or the first time we talked.

~

I guess that what I'm trying to say,

is I miss and love you more each day!

It hurts me not to see you,

or not to know if you're ok.

~

I want you to understand

that I loved you from the start.

And I want you to know,

no matter how many miles

we may be apart,

you'll always hold a special place

in my heart.

Sweet kan... Oklah.. siok jua membuat peom nie ah.. sayang inda tah ku pandai membuat... but mbuat lirik lagu pandai ku..but this peom is so romantic...MEN!! ok lah.. Chow...

Waiting...

Waiting?? Adalah.... Ok as usual datang k sekulah kul 6.:40am.. Biasa udah... my abang tu paksa hantar aku k soas and my sister k Ubd.. tah tu baru ia ke Mktbsain.. Kesian.. Oya.. when i reached to the Ps Room.. Wow.. Its Was damn Cold. Inda bertutup kali air-cond dari kelmarin..Before mengambil registration.. my frens was so busy.. revising their math.. maklum kul lapan tadi sedurang ada A's Exam (math paper 1).. During Chemistry Claz.. Inda kami berlajar.. discuss pasal buku chemistry saja... which book yg bisai d pakai... only 6 people where in the claz.. including Miss See tujuh lah.. The others... apalagi.. Exam Math.. English Claz.. Inda jua berlajar... Coz room G16 to G21 kena pakai for math exam... so Mrs Linda Manix ask us to go to the library.. well. aku inda pulang k Library. ke Ps room saja.. Tak minat ku k library..nada mood.. so me liat ..urang main UNO saja.. (Game Card).. Sampai Break time.. Tahtu me minta lagu BabyFace-Loneliness..mp3 arah Big K...During Break Time, My Fren si HAzim.. kawan baik ku nie... so ia suruh ku main UNO... so me, hazim, Ak Azim (Manager Kajang FC), and seorang lagi inda ku tahu namanya... Ketawa mcm giler ku boy.. sama Si azim ah.... Bissing balik ku.. inda lagi tercontrol... Tahtu Si hazim kena gantikan oleh Si Big K (Khairul Anuar)ia ada claz.... sasak ku kalah ku... During My PS... 2nd round baru main lagi...siok. bnyk urng main, Aku, Azim, Muiz, Big K, Farhan, and the Other guy... hehehe No.1 boy.... yes menang jua ku.. KaloK.. Then masuk Biology CLaz.. Dr. Azeez was teaching us Pratical.. Skills..Acouting Claz.. adui.. lemah ku... but buat keraja ku boy.. at least siap keraja ku.. but unfortunately, tambahnya lagi.. inda mau hbis keraja ku nie... Lepas Claz baru ku Msg my Bro me balik kul 2:30 but.. apanah.. time 2:30 udah.... i waited arah Parking Soas.. adui belum ada.. i try to call his mobile.. apanah tutup.. ku call lagi tel rumah.. "number busy" adui.. so i decided to wait arah Claz 4Sc1...since hampir dengan parking Soas.. kalau di Ps room tu ngalih lagi ku kan jalan.. duduk dalam claz ku.. ke boringan ku boy.. mendengar lagu saja.. sanak sanak ku.. ku ambil penyapu... baik ku menyapu claz.. i hope they dont mind, for cleaning their room.. Akhir nya.. datang jua urng mengambil aku..but bukan abangku.. daddy ku mengambil.. adui bawa nya jalan lagi... ngalih ku boy.. IA membeli makanan for sungkai.. aku suruhnya beli Easi... Ngalih ku... tertidur terus d Kereta..

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Oya about Me kan jalan with my fren..yg sama 5 STPRI gurl ah.. inda jadi Pospone..esuk exam...hari Isnin kali saja... Karang cam biasa online kul 5 and online malam tu liat lah dulu... esuk me ada exam Chemistry Paper 1.. kan revise ku.. 2 mingu udah ku berlajar but 10% saja masuk hehehe.. Organic tu Beri Sakit Kepala..

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Gud Luck To My Frens For Tomorrow...

Chemistry Exam...

** kalau aku menyamal.. with urang.. should i the one yg mujuk... Aku menyamal... aku pulng memujuk ia.. Wat The Heavan...*Gulp...* pening ku eh.. jus wondering it.. Sumtime i over react.. gosh.. baru ku sedar.. need to change... kalau urang bawa mental lah selalu nya.. siapa suruh bawa mental... Peace..

Tuesday..

Yes... Akhirnya dapat jua ko control emotion ku tadi di skul.. Hehehe.. Yah tadi aku sedih about sumthin'... But akhirnya.. i can control it jua.. I jus Act hapy Men!! but Guys its Really Damn Pain Men.. I Wish i Could tell sumone but.. Malas ku eh.. I like to Be alone now.. Inda pulng siok.. But at least me inda sakit kan urang.. But tadi Sakit kepala saja mikir kan..and sakit hati saja...

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1. Tadi English.. Wosh.. Mrs Linda Manix ajar kami.. Boy..Gantikan Mr. Thomson..Ia Ajar kami Buat Poem.. Gosh.. Siok jualah.... ia ajar kami... 2. Akhirnya... Ada ku lagu.. Natasha Bedingfield arah mobile ku... i mean my Mp3.. so me ada lagu.. Single and These Word... Siok lah... lagunya.. inda ku boring.. Nasib baik both lagu tu..600+kB each.. kalau inda melatup memory card ku.. 3. Tadi biology.. free lesson. ia ada urusan for magazine...so kami berlajar sendiri sendiri...but i went to the PS room. malas ku mengacau my frens.. berlajar.. coz durang esuk A's Math..Tahtu terjumpa ku my brother punya frens ugama dulu.. He send me.. Al-Quran software (untuk mobile) and Lagu (Mp3) Marcell ~ Semusim.. Gosh lawa lagunya men.. Tepi 2.2mB.. We talk jua lah tadi sekejap.. since abangnya Pilot.. So i ask him macamana Airport Brisbane look like... After Talking.. Macam takut ku jua berlayar ke Oz seorang diri.. eee,, ada urang kan ikut aku?? Aku takut hilang saja d Airport ah.. 4. Acounting Claz.. gosh Seronok men... Guys wat.. Suharto.. men his really funny.. Giler inda concentrate.. baru tah ku kena tegur oleh Mrs trudy, she ask me to sit at her desk.. wah VIP lah.. but mals ku eh.. beri malu.. Ia yang hari atu suruh ku duduk sama suharto.. bisai udah ku duduk sama Si wong eh... But Gosh every second ku senyum.. Dat time only i can forget everything.. yg sedih.. Cool Ryte... 5. Chemistry Claz.. BOOM.. siok lah mcm biasa.. But still Organic.. Still a long way to finish that topic.. Too Long.. but oklah im still hidup..aaaaaaa...... aku balik kul dua.. so i was boring.. Me Dengan kan judin and dengar lagu Natasha Bedingfield and Marcell.. Sampai habis battry mobile ku.. But sakit hati ku boy... antah kalau ku alone d skul mesti ku terpikir yg sedih sedih.. eeeee.. how to forget it ah... any idea? Oya tadi time ku balik, time ku tidur .. ada one of my frens nie kan bawa aku makan d luar, esuk....sungkai lah.. wosh 5 gurls STPRI is coming.. Peluang terbaik.. heheheh nadawah. but hari khamis ada exam chemistry liat lah dulu... But siok kali ah.. but we janji kan bincang karang lagi time chating...Mesti makai Baju alim?? berjubah jubah nie... i hope jadilah..and hope my parent suruh jua.. Bah C you Guys... siapa mangambil math A's esuk Gud luck.. Especially my Chemistry Claz.. u know siapa kamu..i Doa kan kamu saja aH. OK

Monday..Story

Sekulah..Emm... sebenarnya nada ku bermood.. kan sekulah.. but my Determination tu kuat masih.. hehehe.. Oya.. I can control my mouth already.. hehehe inda bnyk cakap... and Biology.. wah... intrested ku balik.. well during my secondary school.. Bio and chem.. is my Fav. subject.. but now mikin payah.. Advance benar.. Tadi chemistry "Kimia" ada trial exam.. wosh.. payah lah jua.. eeeee.. dont like organic.. payah tu payah.. semua payah.. but bnyk wah.. kan di hafal kan.. menchenism tah.. adui.. but well... gud thing ada website yg dapat help me.." Doc Brown".. Acounting Clazz tadi.. wosh.. senang hehehe.. although me inda pernah amibl acount dulu.. Lepas skul hour(1.00pm), Judin Help me to clean the Surau.. Vacuum.. tikar.. i wish ada remote air-cond.. satu gnya berbuka air -cond ah.. so its was a bit hot..Then balik rumah about 3:++pm.. di kereta tertidur... And my kepala pening sikit.. so balik rumah terus tidur again..

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Great things hapen to day... I learn to listen to my frens.. Gosh mendengar kawan is not that hard lah.. hehehe Gud tim listening men..Im hapy he gtau my mistakes.. Bnyk.. Oya..Saying Sory face-to-face can make a huge different.. true.. walaupun pun sorry seems to be the haredest word (Elton Jhn Feat. Blue) but seronok jua** i dont know how to describe it.. maybe they forgive me.. but actually i cant forgive myself.. Boh..being emotional lagi.. ok ok but true.. my sin is alot to my frens.. Ok.. The end.. (Panjang karang)

Im Scare to talk..Fobia kali

Im Scare to talk now.. Chating pun Takut ku jua.. Writng this pos pun...antah ah.. dats a gud thing or a bad thing.. inda ku tahu.. Yesterday, petang wosh.. Berlajar.. nie wah.. Just chemistry.. Malam chating... Siok jualah.. cam biasa.. sampai kul 1.30+am saja.. my brother want to use the net jua.. Ok Selamat Berpuasa, Perjuangan kita mula dari pagi hinga maghgrib :)

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Awal ku bangun hari kul 7 pagi.. wasting time ku mengubah suai sikit blog ku.. tambah l"Link". i hope baik.. yah.. then me update my Msn group "WalidFreak". Barutah kan ku update lama udah pulng ku buat but... saja kan menaruh gmbar ku.. tah tu..i when to my Long Best Pal punya blog..(Jus klik my Link) Yah Alif.. remember him.. yg berlajar d Uk ah.. alah inda kan lupa.. ok oklah.. well.. his blog buat mata ku basah saja.. so touching men..yah.. i guest i miss him men.. his friendly mcm judin.. dengan ku hangout Ps Block lagitu.. yalah.. syaminul and si Pangiz.. se-gang jua tu.. i still remember 3 days before ia berlayar.. he force me to go to gadong makan sama ia..with the others lah.. siok jualah.. tahtu kami liat movie.. o o cant remember movie apa..kalau kamu ingat, gtau aku ah...but atu kisah silam.. im just waiting for the best hadiah.. for my bufday "17.12" His Coming BacK!!! i promise to hangout with him.. sampai malam jua.. i just cant wait.. mcm mimpi saja ia balik time bufday ku.. wat will he bring for me.. maybe Natasha bedingfield bawanya..hahaha nada wah.. i jus want him to sampai to brunei safe and sound saja..oya chow dulu kan berlajar ku lagi.. ok..

Bila Berkata

Bila berkata, bila bersuara

Berhati hati

Jaga lah Hati

Bila Tersalah, Bila bersalah

Cepatlah Pujuk

Nanti Menyesal

Chorus

Dengar lah Kawan

Dengar nasihat

Jaganlah degil

macam diriku

nanti menyesal

tak ada guna

Buat sendiri.. tangung sendiri...

itulah hakikatnya

ARGhhh... Sory alum siap.. lupa ku.. i was hapy tadi.. Thankx hazim.. sampai lupa lirik sedihku.. Its true i was lucky to hav a fren like him.. They should hate me already.. but instead masih jua seperti dulu.. He never giv up on me.. That is frens for..i wish all people will giv me a second chance :)