4rd day

yepee... Ten o'clock [australia time] kami k City.. gosh Siok... aku beli barang banyak today.. shoping berabis. but the weather saja panas.. lepas atu ke China town beli ayam.... then balik k city... i bought my Memory Card reader sana.. so cheap... Makan ayam pedas... but nyaman... gee... i post my pictures arah my new link.. just see arah links ah. ada tu... bye

3rd day australia..

Oyah... berdarah my hidung last night..and today lagi continue..panas badan ku masih.. today.. nothing much hapen. @ 2 o'clock Beraya arah rumah my sister fren... spending three hours there.. mcm foreign jua lah rasanya.. akhir nya balik ke rumah... seriously nothing much hapen today... but for tomorw.. my sis gonna bring me to China town.. beli makanan for house... and bilakah tu kami ke Sea world or Water World. yepee... liat Ikan..~ duh watever...ok atu saja for today.. So tired today.Bye..

2nd Day Oz..

Wake up.. @ 5:45 am..brunei time...So boring lah... online sekejap...@ 11 o'clock aku jalan... with my Sister and Her boyfren... Makai Bus.. O M G..the bus giler laju and besar.. so diferrent compare to Brunei, Singapore, Malaysia or London... This is much Lawa lah.. one ticket untuk balik balik makai bus... so sekali saja bayar lah. 1st destination. Toowong village mcm The mall..gosh besar eh... makan breakfast Arah sinbad, Makan Beef Pai and Sausage Role... yummy.. we jalan jalan..cari barang..2nd destination indooropolly... Giler... just like the mall jua.. but anie besar besar Benar... 16 Giant Cinemas.. Besar lagi cinema nya tu... cant really describe it... ngalih jalan jalan.. Makan Kebab... cari baju and everything... then kami liat movie National Treasure... siok berabis... aku beli barang sikit lah.. aku liat liat barang saja... especially cloth and seluar.. seluar 1/3 lawa berabis.. oya aku liat anak patung giler pening mencari eh.. bnyk yg lawa.. but alumku membeli..still early... i want to go to Brisbane cities on Friday insya-allah... esuk beraya.. arah rumah kawan my sis.. oklah.. im so tired today.. Kan rehat lagi... chewah...

Australia

Helo,Helo.. I didnt update yesterday coz i was really2 Sick,i slept around 3:40am trying to finish 1 msg.. oh well.. Malamnya kena bawa shoping lagi, last minute shoping.. Bla Bla Bla.. Today i also lied to myself, i Lied 2 sumone ..but i really need to giv dat person some space... emm..ntah apa d otakku nie.. i know i had made the wrong decision... as long as Ia ok.. aku pun oklah.. i hope... falling in love is hard... letting it go.. is so damn hard..

~Adventure

Haha..Australia..Here i come..duh... olready bah d Oz..oh well.. i went to the Royal Brunei Airlines Kul.. 11:00..Adui so nervous, Scare, my adrenaline emotion lah.. 11:30 ambil boarding pass...12:15pm masuk.. oya Sempat lagi bertelipon sama si Hazim, Razy and Khai.. best momment i think.. then masuk gate 3... then i wait in this room..Giler only four malay, 8 chinese and yg lain australian sama Britain kali.. kul satu masuk aeroplane, 1:20, its started to move.. but slow.. then 1:30 it move like "mcm kena bubut hantu" lol.. 2fast2furious boy.. So bored eh seorang d aeroplane ah.. btw the seat are so different then buisness Claz.. Boring sempit...~duh banyak kurang.. Movie nya dua saja, Spiderman2, and i,robot.. udah liat wah... the flight took 6 hr 50min, baru tah kami landed 7;50pm(brunei), my brain sakit benar, and my telinga ah, really pain.. then naik balik nervous ku...The airport is so damn Big.. guess wat gate yg ku masuk is gate 80.. its more then hundred gate kali for aeroplane... so i enter lah.. not that hard.. so easy like 1, 2 ,3.. oya after kena chop my pasport, ada dis women (securiti) baik pulang... friendly..banyak soalan saja.. oya pasal mengambil bag.. o m g batah.. and declaring barang lagi inda beritakut.. baik durang ah... then keluar.. Nasib baik kakaku sama Bf ada. tungu aku... Cari taxi.. Hindustan guy boy.. laju ia drive ah.. sampai k rumah kakaku $31.90... Jeng jeng..buka mobile.. msg urang Duh~.. mahal ah... giler.. sampai k rumah its so damn hot..eeee...i feel i wnt to go back 2 Brunei... laptop lagi arah my sis Bf..oh so bored eh... so i planned to go to my Sis bf..its jus a short walk saja..GIler sejuk nie wah.. sorry sejuk lagi d london.. oya my sis was wearing baju tidur while aku makai baju singlet ah.. you know the one yg i usually wear, sama greenish 1/3 seluar.. giler nyaman rasanya eh...cool... then k rumah Bf kakaku.. which da house is mre biger then my sis..we hangout sana lah (austalian time is 2hr ahead brunei time campur dua jam saja wah) australian time masa atu kul 12 pagi udah..ada urang mabuk..hahaha... giler mcm d Tv.. My Sis Bf buka Tv... then he ask me "berapa umur mu??" LOL i said 16.. *in my mind was saying "wat da hell is he thinking ah?? "he said again "some of the iklan is 18sx.. wooosh... yeah i agree... and i agree bukan RTB LOL... nothing much hapen last night, update this laptop, and installed few software..bla bla bla.. ok lah dats all.. so bored eh.. Tomorow jalan..shoping.. woosh bunga rose nya lawa..well my sis Bf bagi kakaku..Seriously guys i regret comming to oz why?? coz adaler.. hahhaa biar kamu sasak...

Ps: My blog time willcbe Brunei time.. just plus 2hrs fo australian time ok :)

Last day of Skul..

Today is my Last Day of Skul... So Busy and Tired today.. err.. especially when Hamiduddin and I tried to Break the Mp's Room Padlock.. but we failed to Break it.. Darn... Oya today is the Presentation Day.. In our Skul... Wat did i do ah?? emm... Jadi replacement.. jadi penyambut Guest sekejap.. I dont really like it coz.. me inda pandai.. hehehe.. and At last I received My SCAFA certificate.. Then makan... Oya.. Then my frens and I.. had chat with my Fren's Dad... wuh.. Giler... Wat he said can really change my atitude.. I really need to learn foe my future eh.. errr.. amazing eh... his words are still in my mind wah.. repeating..saja.. mcm tape recorder..chewah.. After talking.. Then Nazrul pangil aku... wuh.. bukan apa ia ah.. kan tolong ia cara menyanyi LOL...Btw im still sick wah.. selesma.. and batuk sikit.. But as a fren.. mesti jua d tolong.. Cali lah we hav fun.. ngalih pulang ku after the Presentation day tu. ia...nyanyi aku dengar sama si Yusri.. wuh ngalih jua from 11:45+am to 1.38 pm.. giler.. wat did i ajar him ah... alot lah.. but we really had fun lah..Ketewa cam giler.. although only three of us in da room.. but it was so fun.. I didnt regret coming to skul today.. I hope he will do well time ia menyanyi on saturday.. competition kali wah.. Bising bilik oleh kami.. then sumwhere kul berapa tu balik tah ku.. then terjumpa Big_K Chewah main computer ia d G21.. Liat Noruto website lagi tu...hehehe -

Balik k rumah.. Terus Shoping.. O m G.. i really want go to sleep.. so busy eh... btw how many days lagi ku berlayar ah?? emm.. wuh.. NerVous eh.. OK guys Peace..

Singing Klaz.. Chewah (Guru:WalidFreak; Asistant: Yus; Murid:NazRul)

Lagu"Tekad" Hazami

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Walid: NAz.. paham ko kah?

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Naz: Inda Wah!!

Walid: woosh kejiwa lah..

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Walid Singing~Restu Ayah Bonda.. ~~ Mencapai cita cita...~ Chewah.. Feel...

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Yus: WoW... Lid.. ko ah.. Demam.. But Voice Still Power

Walid: Ko nie.. malu ku eh...

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Naz: emm.. paham kali ku udah...

Walid: BAh.. nanyi lagi sekali...

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Walid: NAz.. kan berazan ko kah...? aku suruh menyanyi

Naz:~Mencapai Cita-Cita~ NAz Singing

Yus: Biar ia.. ia kan men feel tu..

*Hanya Rekaan Semata mata*Iakah.. benar kali ah...

Indoor

Adui.. hahaha salah baju... ku.. tadi.. rupanya makai baju sekolah.. ok.. so i decided to join Urang Geography Field Trip.. Oya i told last night to khai makai baju sport esuk.. So ia pun mahu lah kan ikut Field trip.. bla bla bla.. (Im not a Geography student..) then i went to the parking Area sama Si Khai.. Kan ikut Geography Trip.. Thankx to HAzim.. ia yg tanya Mr. Alp..(lurus kah tu ejaan nya).. so kami tungu lah for the bus to come.. Then Si Syazwan(Nacatus) datang.. Pasal Taklimat Referee..katanya empat urang saja datang.. so kesian jua ku.. since im not a geography student.. so i better dengar taklimat lah.. Then Si khai berlari dari berlakang join aku sama Syazwan.. hahaha LOL Khai sama jua bukan Geography student.. We went to the Conference.. Then Miss See Come.. kan sambung wrapping Hadiah... sebenar ia kan wraping arah conference but since kami makai, ia wraping hadiah arah Lab 3.. Oya 3 others teachers join ia.. Oh God.. Cali eh.. Sama durang ah.. Banyak cerita.. hahah sibuk aku ah.. Cali benar.. Social talk..

Referee talk lagi.. emm.. since the Projector inda baik di Conference.. so we move upstair, arah Biology LAb..

alhamdulilah baik.. Projector nya.. So Taklimat lah.. Siok lah.. banyak.. extra information dapat.. but.. sayang kena sambung taklimat on saturday, inda ku dapat hadir tu..~duh.. then makan.. Syaz ask me to balikan Laptop.. arah Ckg Pengiran.. On the way terjumpa ku si Fadhli.. Then A guy Mangil nama ku.. ~oh.. its my Old Clazmate (Frm2 -3) Naughty Boy "Asri".. Giler.. Very Funny Guy.. baru kan bersalam sama ia.. udah tah cakap nya.. MIKIN KURUS JUA LID.. ~duh.. then nasib baik terjumpa Ckg. Pengiran.. So bagi lah Balik Laptop.. then chat wit Asri again.. for a while.. then ada tia cikgu salmah.. pasal Sofa lagi.. GOD.. why Me kan?? Hairan eh.. aku seorang saja kah ingau kan pasal sofa nie.. ~duh.. Seriously.. Ngalih ku wah.. everyday jumpa Cikgu Hj Mohammad.. Arghh.. inda jua mahu d buka Gate MP room ah.. Sakit hati ku. eh.. And only farhan saja yg menolong aku.. *sigh* then terjumpa cikgu Azmi.. minta angkat kan TAR untuk hadrah... WUh~ pening kepala ku sikit.... Still demam.. then sambung balik trying to open the gate..but akhirnya Giv up ku.. Berpeluh peluh.. Balik tah ku d Ps room.. esuk saja Menukul... Farhan Balik jua.. i was about to play with him "Speed" card game.. so.. i hav nothing to wait in skul.. i followed my cuzn balik rumah..

Tomorow is thursday, The Day after tomorrow is Friday.. emm... Inda lagi batah ku berlayar.. I feel like.. menyesal jua lah Berlayar.. My aidilfitri is so.... so.. unique lah..?? LoL.. Envy ku.. liat gambar kawan ku Beraya ah... *sobs* i wish i was there.. well ituLah peristiwa AidilFitri ku 2004.. Destiny ku udah... Wat can i Do?? Smile :)

Sukan Ria

Hahaha.. I guess im going to be a chess freak jua.. awal pagi wah main chess sama Si NasRul.. Nahh.. DOnt think SO.. Chess FReak.. ALum.. But Its Fun Jua lah... coz i beat him LOL.. Today Sukan Ria.. at Soas.. hmm... dont no how to describe.. lalala... emm pasal.. Mp room ah.. emm.. Pecah kan saja tia eh Padlock nya tu... cikgu malar menagih udah pasal sofa ah.. Ku jumpa Ckg Hj Muhammad tadi.. Adui.. ia pun nada idea.. SO i guess.. Pecah kan Saja..hahaha.. Rindu ku jua eh Mp Room ah.. i want to get my Blazer.. I Cant Find my Nike botol.. maybe dalam MP room kali jua.. Aiyo.. Oklah Dats all For today.. :)

Skul Open

Not Bad Today.Yeppee sekulah balik... Kecuali time assembly lah.. Suka ku eh Mp soas nie.. Masih Beraya kali.. Hahaah... Cikgu Ali Said dat time assembly tadi.. I guess he miss the Mps.. LOL Oya.. to all Mp.. Esuk Mesti datang sekulah.. ada keraja.. makai baju sukan.. ok.. ~duh.. Datang ok.. oya about tadi.. teruk eh.. aku pun nada mood kan.. mangil form 4 berbaris.. giler sikit Mp saja.. to describe it.. AKU SEORANG SAJA D BLOCK C.. nasib baik durang mau dengar cakap ku.. Gud BOY!! LOL.. After the assembly funny things happen to me.. i went to the library to see judin and the others.. durang study Bio.. exam A's durang.. Bla bla.. then Judin ask me to follow him.. so Aku ikut lah.. i hav no idea kan k mana ia.. bawanya ku arah G21.. masuk ia , aku pun masuk lah.. Ok.. thought ia kan jumpa Mr. whitehead..saja ~duh.. duduk si judin.. duduk ku jua.. Then aku realized.. ia kah nie.. pasal BORNEO UNITED NATION CONFERENCE III (organised by ISB for next Year)... Adui.. salah masuk claz MAN!! i was feeling like a GP students. hahah parasan.. gee... well pasal cakap cakap nie ok ku.. coz.. 2002.. i was a public speaker.. and recently.. aku ikut debate soas.. so.. so pasal talking talking no problem lah... BUT anie giler... united nation..~duh.. so blank... giler kan ketewa ku.. menahan... ~duh.. suruh nya lagi tulis nama lagi tu.. inda ku tulis.. tahtu majal wah Mr. Whitehead ah... suruh nya ku tulis nama.. Ai.. sakit kapala eh.. well cali lah.. menahan ketewa saja ku..
Oya.. TAdi tolong Miss See d Conference room.. mencebut harga.. hadiah.. for tomorow.. Siok lah.. cerita sama ia.. then.. Si azli bawa makan.. D Kantin... Gee.. you guys know wat aku makan selalu kan.. Then.. lepas makan.. balik ku k Conference.. adui~ kesian.. she was alone.. so sana tah ku hang out sama ia cerita cerita.. but inda ku dengani ia mer-wrapping hadiah... inda ku berapa pandai.. hehehe.. then her Gang datang tia.. Start atu tah ku Senyum saja.. Cant Stop smiling.. hahaha giler bnyk ku tahu pasal sekulah MAn.. giler... cant tell.. LOL..lepas atu si judin minta dengani.. ke Staff Bahasa Melayu.. emm.. Menghantar makanan.. Then Cikgu Salmah Mangil.. Gosh.. Riuh nie wah.. pasal kerusi ah... LOL.. belum kena balikan.. rupanya...ok... siapa responsible kan tu??..Giler bertemu sama aku.... riuh lagi lah.. well si walid nie.. mcm d pasar wah kami bercakap ah... kesian si judin.. sanak ia mendengar kami bercakap ah.. hahahaha akhir sekali.. ku gtau esuk saja... tungu Mp lain.. LOL malas..
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Ok.. Da sad part again... True.. i was trying to Avoid Si Bro.. Still thinking about the Wonderful Saturday..*sigh* duh.. yeah.. i cant forget about the cake.. everything he offered to me last night.. i rejected.. Going to Miri.. I rejected... makan sama ia... i reject.. i was damn upset.. {yeah im trying to avoid him..LOL} I gave him Rubbish alasan.. Chewah... menyamal nie wah.. he promise me last night, ia kan bagi hadiah for my bufday.. advance.. ~duh.. I really dont want it.. heheh tadi pagi.. i know he was following me.. hehe while aku mcm men-avoid ia.. LOL.. well akhirnya berjaya jua ia membagi aku hadaih.. I only said Thank Q.. in my mind i dont want it.. berat hatiku kan menerima..Wow.. so not sincerly lah aku ah.. i didnt even liat apa d dalam nya.. but terus ku taruh arah locker ku... guess wat i didnt even salam tangannya.. wooosh..No mood to see it.. bla bla.. 12:30pm.. time for me to go home.. Ambil beg and ambil lah hadiah tu.. Still stuborn.. inda mau check it out.. Then Terbuka tah hati ku... liat saja tia... EEE.. Apakan Tu.. AAAAAAAAAAAHHH.. Wat is he thinking ah... perlahan terus jalan ku.. Bangang.. It was a Web Cam.. Gosh... Adui~ kalau ku tahu webcam indaku taruh d locker ku.. *sigh*sigh*
Awal awal im a bit Mad and Upset.. But now Im Feeling So guilty... Adui~ wats in my mind?? antah.. payah kan d describe... Bnyk ku tipu ia kelmarin.. LOL.. Sarcastic saja ku.. Bout the Uk thingi.. i was not that happy.. actually; about Makan sama2 tu.. i wish.. it would happen.. about the Miri thingi.. i luv to go.. Actually im free.. even after i come back from Oz.. i was jus trying to avoid you..hehehe sorry.. all i wanted is the Cake to be eaten by Bro.. I just need time to acept wat goes around in my life -end-I Just need to rest to calm down.. Yepee.. i Just created new song..

I wish My HEart Can Speak..LOL

8 Raya

Radiah My LiL Sis

ShAF1887.. Nah This PIcture For You.. hehehe

Gosh My Sister (HArtini) Telipon aku tadi kul 11.00am.. awal nie wah... Gosh.. belum lagi ku mandi... Wonderful eh. suruh nya ku beli Cd Hindustan and China.. For her d Australia... LOL.. And She said ia kan Bawa aku k Cinema Liat "The Grudge" d sana.. {Tidur Balik}

Hehehe Ada Msg From Muzca.. Durang kan beraya.. awal awal.. jahat aku ah.. like inda menyuruh datang.. BErdosa eh.. Seriously Demam ku.. :) But Kesian ku.. rasa bersalah jua.. so. akhirnya ku suruh jua durang datang.. hahaha.. emmm Muzca Pcychic lah.. hahaha nada wah.. Tahu ia sebab ku down sikit.. LOL.. Handal eh.. Azizi payah kan Simpang rumah ku nie.. :) Oya Thank Q, Shafiq, Hazim, Muzca, Azizi, Ismail, Malik, ?? (lupa ku namanya Hanip kah?) and Driver Shafiq.. I really Apreaciated kamu datang[3.30+pm] ah.. Dari hari Jumaat udah kamu kan datang.. Thank Q very Much.. hahaha Shaf(yah you) ambil tia adi ku ah... LOL BAh guys.. asalamualaikum.. Guys... Now Do you believe me.. im stuck in this house for more than 2 weeks. But Still Standing.. LOL {tidur Balik}

7th Raya

"Words Cant Describe Wat You Are Feeling" Sumtime his Words Can Be Happy feel with joy and Happy.. But while the Writer was writing; His in Pain & Sorrow.. chewah.. practising english ku.. Correct kan eh.. hahah LOL

Just ate a Bufday Cake.. LOL.. Bufday siapa adalah.. Baca saja..

Last night.. Chewah Akhir tidur. Chating with Muzca and Hazim..lalalla..

Today awal bangun.. Chewah semangat kan jalan.. kul 7:00 am bangun.. hahaha lol but tidur ku balik.. and bangun lagi Perempuan miscall Duh~ atu pun d gtau.. Bangun Mandi chewah kul satu.. Pakai Contact lens.. Bersedia kan jalan.. hahaha LOL.. Unfortunately.. Msg Dari Bro pun nada.. mAmama.. I guess nda jadi kali.. *sob*sobs*.. hahaha nada wah... emm.. maybe i was hoping to high like mountain Everest.. LOL Lepas mahgrib.. i decided to go down.. but ambil sudu dulu... buka ice-Box.. Then i saw.. A small box Of Cake.. small ganya.. mcm saiz my hand.. besar lagi sikit lah.. heheheh. wat! you think ada my family bufday kah.. No lah.. that cake i bought kelmarin arah yayasan.. for sumone special.. chewah siapa lagi nie special ah??? ok ok.. remember 13 november.. Chewah awu lah bufday si Zaim[Bro].. dats cake untuk nya {i wish his reading this} i was thinking kan makan lah today sama ia and razy.. jus a small Suprise party in my house... hahaha PAlui.. Sebagai Hadiah wah.. I promise him cookies pulang.. hehehe.. Kan suprise tah nie.. but i waited.. Nada ia timbul.. *sobs* so i decided makan seorang diri... di bawah.. ada meja bulat damit.. d luar.. Malam lagi tu.. if i ate sama family ku karang.. kena ketewa kan karang.. ada namanya lagi and numbur 19.. hahaha so aku makan lah sendiri.. with Pilu d hati.. kan nangis pun inda...LOL... but hehehe.. sparuh pun inda habis.. 2-3 scoop saja ku makan.. Big Scoop lah.. But lebih nya ku buang arah sungai berlakang RaBaN Ayam my dad.. buang evidence chewah... evidence nie wah.. Gelap lagi.. im not a cake freak.. its too sweet for me.. i wish i can finish it.. but inda minat... the cake is coklat.. but no oreo Cookies spread above it.. Sorry Bro.. Cake Murah wah.. HAbis usin ku beli Contact lEns.. hehehe.. but kalau pizza habis tu hehehe.. I ate the cake bagi pihak Bro saja lah..*sobs* adui.. hmm.. pass is pass lah... but i wish you can eat it lah.. dats my present for you wah... Oh well.. olready fate.. Although its a Cheap cake but it come from my heart.. ok people :) Seriously guys i really waited LIke.. for more then 12 hrs.. Sleeping in the Living Room.. Holding my Damn Mobile Phone.. Jus to wait one msg.. yeah i wish kena msg kah if inda jadi.. They keep me waiting.. *sob* Maybe they forget about me.. Enjoy benar kali durang.. Biasa Gurls.. Chun... Dats Life... Dalam kegembiraan kamu ada jua urang sakit hati.. ahahah LOL..

Oya Sory Ray if you are waitng for me.. tadi.. *sobs* malas ku panjang panjang. hope you hav fun tadi.. oya u msg me tadi pasal my Raya not bad.. malas ku kan balas tadi msg mu..nada mood... but the answer is.. *sobs* hahaha ya *sobs* i guess its my fate inda dapat beraya sama my frens.. Berjaruk d Rumah.. 10 yrs kita jumpa Ray.. hahah LOL.. oya aku liat "a walk to remember" tadi menungu si Bro.. AHHH.. SEDIh jua.. ok.. but Romantic.. Bye

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6 raya

Arghh .. ngalih lagi today daripada yesterday.. Gosh.. Lepas sembahyang Jum'aat terus k Beraya.. woosh... Sampai kul 9:00+pm gee bnyk my cuzn yg jauh open house today.. but kami singah ke Gadong lepas magrib.. my abang kan bergambar.. chewah. bergambar nie wah.. And Guess WAT!! Raynold.. Giler Time Ia parking He shouted mY Name!! Giler.. terkejut ku.. well ku cangak lah ia dalam keretanya.. oya since i night i cant really see siapa d dalam kereta.. except for Sia.. he was siting near the window.. Then a guy grab my hand.. adui.. Si Kher WEE!! terkejut ku.. pikir siapa!!.. then akhir nya nampak tah ku si Jakson.. Gosh.. gurantee durang kan main Pool tu..
Then singah ke Yayasan.. beli my contact lens.. nothing much there.. beli makanan.. hehehe then balik rumah.. [belum sampai]... ada si Yus Msg aku.. about bila open skul ada practise darama.. kami ari atu.. gosh.. bagus eh awal plaining wah..But i cant remember my dialog.. walaupun sikit and.. inda ku ingat mana ku simpan.. Script ku.. hehehe Peace.. MR. Richard.. LOL i hope the performance will be before 27/11.. oya tempat nya ISB.. siok kah tu..??
Oya.. apologise to Shafiq and the others.. Im very sorry... sorry ah kamu inda dapat beraya ke rumah ku tadi.. i wasnt a home tadi.. hehe peace.. but i guess you guys had a wonderful time tadi.. :)
Oya siok ku tidur... d dalam kereta eh.. emm so sleepy tadi..
Ps-Emm Ray.. {yah lah you..} Insya-allah for tomorow..

5rd

Aduh.. Ngalih eh.. Inda kena bawa Beraya.. mau kan beraya.. Lepas kena bawa beraya.. Kan mau Balik tia.. heheheh aku tu..

oya.. tadi.. Beraya berabis eh... emm... Ngalih saja.. and Sanak Perut..So bored too.. Dengar URang Old cerita.. kan menampuk inda boleh.. hehehe nada wah.. Oya.. Afternoon tadi.. we went too Tungku Gadong and bawa my "Tua" ke BAitul Athirah, sumwhere in Beribi.. ahhhh I saw the Black Merc... Oya.. emm terkenang Ku Si Hazim and Miss See, During Teacher's day.. kami ke rumah si Hazim.. (sumwnere in beribi) ambil Cd Lagu... heheh miss Benar ku.. teachers day ah.. O well Dari Beribi ke Kg MAta Mata.. then balik rumah.. sekejap; rehat sekejap lah.. Tahtu me liat Hari Raya Bersama Af.. buang boring lah.. Tahtu jalan lagi ke Berakas Camp.. woosh miss my old House.. miss the kedai lama ku aga selalu... Miss-Miss tah pulang ok.. we visited my Father's Frens.. woosh... Boring lah.. me and my sis was like. liat kiri, liat kanan.. main mobile siok sendiri.. Miscall u know who.. hehehe At last balik.. then my dad singah lagi ke Perpindahan Lambak KIri.. Adui... lepas atu k Perpindahan Lambak kanan.. woosh.. Adventure kah nie?? kan tidur rasa nya... BAlik ke Subok.. sempat lagi beraya lagi tu.. adui... But akhir nya balik k rumah jua.. heheeh LOL

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Oya about my Lost Spectacle... last tuesday.. [just updated yesterday post] and today i found it.. Guess D mana? Jeng.. Jeng.. dalam Washing MAchine.. Giler... Hancur to the max.. But Clean.. Hahaha LOL.. Broken lagi tu.. hahaha cali eh.. aku ketewa berabis... cali usul nya.. o well.. Kan membuat kaca mata baru nada mood... time raYA NIE LaGi so...{so guys beliakn ku kaca mata for my bufday: degree ku.. emm contact lens tahu ku.. : L:-1.75 R:-1.50 }. I better buy contact lens tomorow.. gee about contact lens.. emm dont mind ah if me cerita ah.. i started using contact lens Same month right now.. November last year.. gosh... my last spectacles.. emm.. antah apa terjadi ah.. cant really remember.. well.. the first time aku makai contact lens.. emm.. sebelah kanan dulu masuk.. heheheh and it took about 2 hrs kali.. like dari kul 7 sampai kul 9mlm.. my sister was laughing like hell!! so funny kah liat urang pertama kali makai contacts?? sumthn wrong with my sister kali.. heheh LOL ok.. i was happy sucess makai the 1st contact Lens... 2nd mission.. membuka contacts.. O M G.. guess wat.. senang.. hahah u guys pikir 2hrs lagi kah.. hahahah nada lah sekejap saja.... my mum said kenapa ko inda minta ajar arah tempat ko membeli tu.. emm Bini Bini wah.. berimalu eh... malas tahku minta ajar.. but seriously i dont really like using Contact lens.. coz.. sangal.. awal bangun lagi... especialy time sekulah.. selalu nya aku makai d skul.. minjam cermin.. arah my frens.. last year... well ada perempuan kali ah sekulah ku last year.. gurls usually bring mirror along with them.. biasa..usai tudong lah... but now d soas.. siapa membawa ah.. i guess i have to bawa sendiri kali.. aaa... i can imagine olredy my life wit contact lens.. again.. So dark.. hahaha.. Next timetah beli Kaca mata baru eh..

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PS- I Read ur blog too.. I dun mind you Misscall-ing me.. LOL seriously i dont.. I like it.. nanti tah telipon ko.. hahaha.. about saturday tu insya-allah.. iF Bro[Zaim]mau jua... I wish.. ia ganya harapan ku.. You wait for your frens 1st.. about me..Dont xpect high aku datang.. If i come it will be like suprise.. emm... Blushing kali ko.. heheh JK JK.. Coz if i dont come.. im scare u will be down like.. like apa ah?? any ideas?? and i will be damn sedih too.. nangis pun boleh kali.. chewah.. sentimental guy aku nie.. LOL.. so just think dat aku inda datang ah.. Please.. im scared you will sedih to the max.. o well i will call you kali..Mujuk ko berabis heheheh :) .Oya about the {white or red} rose thingi.. emm... Oh God.. awu wah.. i was about to buy pulang.. but im scare Daisy pengsan karang.. heheheh no lah Jus kidding.. Pasal Rose tu time k Gadong saja ah.. Ani rumah mu.. Your parents will Kill ME!! karang.. hahaha ok.. hav a nice holiday and.. Gud luck For your Exam.. Princess.. Chewah.. 2morow last.. (i know your smiling right now.. If you do miss-call mobile ku ah or msg kah.. haahah nada wah majal..)

4th day

Gee.. aiyo so bored eh... Last night nasib baik ada.. dengan ku chat.. aiii.. oya buang boring ku surfing ku lagi arah tempat blogskins ah.. adui.. but nada ku terpikat oya i change back the colour to blue.. grey tu mcm inda mengena dengan aku jua.. better fav. colour ku.. well Miss prefer blue.. i think.. Oya aku baru tambah... Video Clip.. sedih sikit Aliyah-Miss You.. awal awal My hapy ending but video clip nya inda baik.. tahtu ku tukar MAriah Carey.. through the rain.. but antah akhirnya nie.. miss you.. Soft music nya kan tidur.. kira ok lah tu.. hehhhe oya check my links.. whos new?? [Tidur balik] Kena bangun ku oleh Perempuan Cute tadi, i mean miscall nya ku.. ku pikir ia online.. hehehe online ku jua.. LOL ok.. oya.. my Old Buddy Telipon aku.. MIRUL in Da House.. {Eyol} suspen.. batah ia udah inda call aku.. planing kan bawa aku ke mana kah.. beraya arah Cikgu Sharifah.. ok.. on Sunday.. emm.. adui.. Di LAmbak kanan.. ok.. i think.. antahlah.. Siok eh ia keraja udah d IBB lucky him.. Aiya lupa ku minta belanja.. HAHAHA...HEHHHE.. KEKEKEK oklah

Gosh.. Computer ku lama.. Yg fav. ku.. well my frens tahu lah its my fav. I called it The Pentium 1.. hehehe Ah.. boring got problem tadi .. with the modem.. right now.. gee.. boring eh makai Pentium 4 d bilik ku.. terlalu laju.. hehehe tempat ku simpan and edit gmbar.. dont really like it too fast for me.. LOL.. hahaha dats why my frens called me selahau... seriously.. BORING Ku makai computer p4 ah.. NO MSN PLUS coz ada spyware.. takut rosak computer.. NO HELLO program.. utk ku post gmber ku arah blog ku.. MOst Important.. NADA PrivACY.. but kadang kadang siok jualah makai P4 tu dengar lagu mcm DisCO.. Ada WEb Cam but baru ku try sama si Judin Saja.. emm Batah Udah Judin inda Online eh... eehh.. bahapa ku ceritakan pasal computer nie kan.. Palui.. LOL

i guess nada kan d tambah today Bah Chow dulu... Kan tidur.. [Currently Chating with Faiz a.k.a Pangiz/1.19am]Oya BAd NEws.. I lost my KACA MATA.. sasak ku eh... its time for me to Buy Contact lens Lagi.. Gee $18 for 1 pair of contact lens + $11 for C. Lens Fluid (ReNu) baik ku beli Easi lagi siok msg urang.. emm strange eh last year aku hilang KAca MAta Bulan November jua.. oh well.. Dats Walid Freak.. Bah.. Bye :)

3d raya

Gosh.. Why? O Why? nda siok raya ku dis year.. bcoz my Brother sama sister periksa kali.. o well.. sabar saja tia.. Amin tah jadi eh.. On saturday nie.. BRO i really need you to bawaku Jalan.. sengsara ku d rumah nie.. apakan... hehehe LOL.. Amin tah jadi saja.. Beraya sampai malam kah... gee so bored eh.. Online.. Inda jua ramai online.. emm.. i wish i can drive.. oya aku chat sama Mr. KillerSmile tadi sekejap.. baru ia balik dari KB kelmarin.. kali.. o well siok ia ah. having fun d Kb sama Cuzn nya... aku..sama cuzn.. emm.. cana kan describe ah.. ok.. balah bapa ku.. i know tahu senyum saja.. but balah my Mum Giler sikit.. ok atu kira siok lah.. oya last night my cuzn datang k rumah.. apalagi... kena buli oleh my sepupu.. dui.. bertemu lagi sama kakak ku (Hartiwi) .. jarih tah ku lagi.. o well nasib... but fun tho.. Main topic nya lagi.. memberi sasak pasal aku.. mikin KURUS.. mama!!! apanie.. inda cute kah aku kurus nie.. LOL and then they started to talk about my health.. giler beri ingau ku eh.. mcm mcm penyakit sedurang sebut kan kelmarin... sepupu ku kata last year lampuh ko, time ko tidur arah kami.. kena dara ko kah sini... apakan!! stress ko kah form enam nie..?? ah atu logic jua sikit... eh stress boleh kurus jua ok...gee bah bah fine.. lepas ku berlayar.. bercheck tah ku eh.. sasak ku.. lain ku imagine kelmarin.... Pasal aku k australia lagi.. sedurang make fun of me eh.. kena kidnap tia... sasak ku eh.. but sabar sabar.. hari raya masih... Oya paling ku sasak... my sis terbawa bawa Gurlfren.. OII!! kak!! Single ku wah... Penat.. and then my sepupu punya husband lagi menampuk... he saw me pingang2 tangan sama bini bini d mall.. Oii apakan.. nda pernah wah... Kantut... gee..they really want me to have high blood pressure eh.. they want me to die early kali.. hehehe nada wah joking only.. durang bermain saja tu... but imagine wah kalau berbini ku udah.. and they said dat me pingang tangan sama bini2 lain.. MATI KU TU!! ee dont want to think about it.. Sayang Bini.. LOL!! seorang cukup.. hehehe.. awal nie wah.. saja menambah..LOL/LLH

ABout today.. masih ramai cuzn ku datang ke rumah... 30+ people in one go.. adui... living room lagi inda besar benar.. kamu imagine saja lah..hehehe

Ok Chow.. MIss My Skul, MIss My Frens, Miss Killer Angel, Miss My Locker #14, miss the smell of the pS room.. hahaah LOL.. nada wah Joking saja.. im not that freak man!! ok next time tah ku post gmbr raya ku.. masih arah mobile ku and some arah computer sebuting.. ok chow..

raya 2

opps lupa update kelmarin.. oya beraya kami kelmarin eh... dats all boring eh.. oya .. kemlarin aku chat sama si Bro [Zaim] tengah malam.. Wooosh siok eh.. Bnyk cerita nya inda boring... ok.. chow.. Bye

Currently Dengar Lagu

-Rindu Bayangan [vince]

-Born to make you Happy [B. Spears]

-One in a Million [Bosson]

hahaha sorry nada lagu hari raya..

di Tv sama radio malar dengar udah

Raya..

Hapy Raya day.. Gosh... last night akhir ku tidur chating sama Hazim and Alif.. heheheh for the second time my name kena sabut kan on air.. Daa~ kambang sikit... hehehe last year bufday ku.. last night si alif..send greeting melalui radio.. ia pulang suruh dengar Kristal Fm.. ok.. about today.. adui.. my mum and sister buat bissing pagi2 durang kan k istana.. gee you knoe wat gurls sounds bila durang prepare kan berjalan.. LOL ok.. tadi sembahyang HAri Raya Aidil Fitri.. Gosh.. Kan tertidur saja ku... Balik rumah... emm tertidur lah.. hahahaha cute.. But kena bangun kan balik.. oleh my dad minta dengani.. meng aga my mum and Sis.. oyah.. durang minta ambil arah kampong lama my mum .. where she was born and raised.. Kampong Sumbiling.. near to istana lama ah...adui.. sampai sana ramai cuzn ku.. gee... ada tia my auntie.. called her Tengah Hjh Armah.. (my mum's sister) baru jumpa aku. apa katanya.. "Ahhh derhaka ko udah ah.." i was like huh?? apakan.. then she said "inda lagi ko tidur di rumah ah...." ok suspen.. little about her.. last year after my o level exams.. aku tidur d rumah nya (perpindahan lambak kiri, near berakas camp) for 2 month lebih.. i celebrate my Bufday d sana.. So fun.. BBQ and 2 cake lagi tu.. my mum belikan jua, my auntie belikan jua.. lucky me.. i learn how to drive sana... and selalu tah ku drive makai pejero mini nya.. So fun eh.. d subok inda kena lepas kan.. BORING!! oya.. becoz of her too aku tidur 1 month d Baitul Athirah.. emm sumwhere in Beribi.... but inda siok... liat tv, Makan, and jalan shoping.. oya pernah sekali.. membersih kan kereta tah pulang sama cuzn ku.. ada kereta Merc warna hitam lawa... cubatah baginya ku.. hehehe bah atu saja pasal.. ia.. Oya.. ia kata aku kurus.. "kenapa tia kurus nie.. inda kena bagi makan?" i was like huh? senyum saja... then balik k rumah.. beraya lah arah cuzn ku yg hampir.. sasak ku.. each house ku aga ah.. semua complain.. sum ok lah sum inda.. but semua sama.. MIKIN KURUS.. Apakan... but at least my bungsu said mikin kacak.. oklah... but ada my uncle said inda saiz lagi jadi bodyguard family.. W T H?? apakan bodyguard.. emmm antah eh...
[Updated 1.01pm] [update later]

Sambungan

My Big_Sister HArtini

Emm.. this Picture was tekan last Year.. 1st day of Raya... hahahaha my dad dont like her balik time 1st day of raya... she was waiting for her Daling... hehheeh sama2 balik.. how sweet+ romantic.. emm so lucky her... both of them studied in the same University (Queensland) gosh... sama lagi course nya tu.. but her boyfren one year awal lah... oya ia ambil... dentist.. but my Sis baru mengambil Degree antah jadi doktor bidang apakah??...... sah lah tu... emm.. the reason im posting about her us.. this the 1st time she wont celebrate hari raya with us... *Sobs* she.. still got her exam.. and graduation next month.. ahhh same reason why aku k sana jua.. emm.. she sms my sister tadi.. my other sister... well she said that S. H. R. and she said she's crying right now.. so i was abit... sedih jua lah.. siapa jua inda sedih.. my own sister.. nangis.. kawan ku lagi sedih aku sedih.. o well.. i kind a miss her too.. i mean i really miss her... ia dengan ku main game selalu emosi lagi tu kami main ah..... and ia selalu "ulun" aku.. im like her secretary... she will bring me mana saja.. and carry everthing for her... even time ia gunting rambut last year.. bawa nya aku.. gosh malu eh.. im the only one lelaki lagi tu.. emmm..... oya.. i like to play her laptop.. burn lagu bnyk bnyk.. Shes very ambitious gurl.. dari damit udah cita2 kan jadi Doktor.. but still a long journey for her...Just pray for her succes lah...

~Selamat Hari Raya For My Big Sister~

emmm

Hahaha.. Feeling a bit weird today.. antah.. but i should be Hapy..COz byfday Si Bro hari nie.. but cannot go *sobs* ... antah wats in mind now... keep thinking the imposible.. LOL.. its time for me to rest this feeling kali.. i think so.. Guess Zyan was right.. But This "Dedebu Cinta- mIsha Omar" (yeah!! im her fan too) song keep singing in my Mind.. ~duh.. i was wondering lagu raya nie.. but aNTah nada mood raya this year.. dont know why?? Selahau sikit.. Oya last night.. gosh... adui... Chating sama si Syuk.. man!! jadi urang giler ku ketewa tengah malam... Cali lah.. Gosh she made me hapy for more then an hour kali.. Stupid me.. Log Off.. tahtu log on balik.. maybe i do need a company to cheer me up.. time anie.. eeee.. her nick gosh.. buat ku malu.. mAN..!! now i understand why judin was so malu.. time we use his name to greet his bufday dulu.. eeee... so kambang bulu lah.. last night... Oya.. Wat my twin said last night.. benar wah... i too wasted alot of precious time during this holy month compare to last year.. yeah i did my puasa thingi.. but amalan ku.. less compare to last year.. for example.. eseh ada example lagi mcm last year aku membaca Al-Quran and k masjid ikut tedarus arah rumah menteri.. but this year O O ..... opps.. emmm... adui.. jgn tah gtau eh.. paham paham saja.. i wasted my time chating and Online saja.. naughty eh aku nie.. Getting wild.. hahaha Joking only.. Mcm Menyesal ku jua.. last last minit nie.. aii... apanie walid... oklah.. doa kan ku saja, i will meet you again wahai Ramadhan..Next Year... Amin...

Dedebu Cinta

( - Misha Omar - )

Di wajah curiga

Dan nada resah

Di rasa berbeza

Terima segala

Jika terlafaz kata

Saat kita bersua

Dalam berbicara

* Mendung berlabuh

Dan terbuku di hati sayu

Berlabuh dan berlalu

**Debu-debu nan pilu

Pergilah bersama rinduku

Tinggallah cintaku

Yang luka semula

Tiada ku duga

Akhirnya cinta

Di dalam senyuman

Dikau hancurkan

Impian yang terlerai

Nyata satu persenda

Merantai di jiwa

(Ulang * , **)

Kini kau tinggalkan

Diriku ini

Terbawa pergilah

Debu-debunya cinta

Di hati sayu

Berdebu dan berlalu

Debu-debu nan pilu

Pergilah bersama rindumu

Tinggallah cintaku

Yang luka

Terbuku di hati sayu

Bertemu dan berlalu

(Ulang **)

Watever It Takes, or How my Heart Break, Ill be right Here Waiting For you.. saja menambah.. LLH

Bufday

HaPY bUfday: Big Bro-Zaim a.k.a Flogger (Hermanos Forever)

Hehehe Advance Sikit.. IndaKu Sabar.. Happy Advance BufDay To My Only Abang Angkat.. well Razy is twin lain sikit.. ia abang.. ~duh.. watever walid.. ok Hapy Advance Bufday to Md. Zaim... (above pict. in da middle) For his ?? Yrs Old.. Cannot Reveal.. privacy sikit.. Oya.. people were wondering his name was missing on my post dated (9.11) Yo bukan ku lupa tu.. bukan ku kelahi sama ia.. or wat so ever.. takut ku kamu nie eh.. indang nya tu.. Dats for PRe U 1.. heheheh oya.. bnyk lagi ku lupa nama urang.. tu.. Mcm Si Alif (di UK)... Si musa (Muzca, Yg ku Respect setelah ku tahu siapa ia benar)... I miss them too lah.. ia apatah lagi.. Abang angkat.. tungu saja next year.. bukan aku saja tu miss ia karang.. all his frens.. especially Pre U 1 (2004).. Nda caya.. astah..eh aku kan describe pasal si zaim nie.. pasal MisSing missing tu lain kali saja.. Bufday nya nie..
About Zaim.. I respect him... not bcoz his my abang angkat lah.. pasal.. His Leadership Skill.. Sorryy man!! Cannot Challenge.. He love to Travels.. especially singapore.. Luv "All Black" Seriously awal2 mana ku tahu nie apa All Black ah.. Rugby rupanya.. hehehe sorry im not bidang sports.. His Very Talkative.. but the 1st time i met him.. he doesnt look like any talkative guy.. But after knowing him for sekian lama.. O M G.. Very Friendly indeed.. dats WHY? poeple like him.. Dont... I mean never Kacau him.. His A TKD.. hehehehe Black Belt... Sumtime i luv to punch his perut.. jarang lah.. takut ku tumbuk nya balik.. Oya ia selalu advice aku.. like the others.. but.. opss emm.. aiyo.. you know me.. stubborn.. sorry.. learning to listen...and Think now.. gee oya i delete my post on 10/11 i really hate dat post.. emm... bukan aku buat tu.. my anger buat... That post sucks really should'nt post it.. my anger to buat..Peace.. Yup... people cares about me.. dats why people advice me.. Stupid Post.. Luv My Frens hehehe saja...
I am Very Sorry.. about 2morow, I really want to go to makan Sungkai wit him and the Others.. but.. still 1 more week to go.. im stuck in my house. so boring eh... i really want to go.. hehehe majal.. Sorry guys.. my parents wouldnt let me.. 2morow lagi his special day.. feel so guilty now.. kan lari dari rumah ku for 3 hrs (dari kul 5 ptng -8 ptng 2morow) dapat jua ku makan sama durang.. esh.. i wish i could drive eh.. kalau sungkai biasa... ok lah.. anie his bufday wah... Aiyo Forgive me Bro.. Dont worry i try to get Johny Cookies.. kah??(lurus kah 2 namanya) for you Bro.. you guys maybe wondering apa johny cookies nie.. its a cookies yg ada berjual d Oz.. Right now.. all i can do is.. Pray for his Health and moga d Panjang kan umur nya Amin....sekali lagi.. Amin.. Dont forget Pray for his A' level too.. ok.. HAve A NICE DAY 2MOROW.. Enjoy guys.. emm... menahan rasa ku nie.. Sabar saja.. mana tahu... makan sama ia d Empire nanti.. sasak ku nie.. inda makan sama kamu ah.. sorry ah..Ok Bye Enjoy 2Morow

Passion

Last Night I went Shoping with my dad.. Lepas sembahayang terawih.. hehehe and guess wat its took only about 7 min to choose apa yg ku mahu.. i mean he ask me to by shoe.. but since i dont like like shoes..i bought Sandal instead.. Still Same.. Black and Leather.. emmm i was thinking not to Buy "Bata" brand.. kan tukar taste..but akhir nya Bata jua.. hehehe Lepas beli Sandal.. apalagi.. balik tia.. emm.. so fast eh lelaki beli barang.. Dalam hati kan membeli lain.. But have to follow my boss.. I really wanted to buy "Famous Amos" Cookies for sumone special.. 2morow is his bufday.. But.. unfortunately... Since im Stuck.. in this house for the holiday.. I cant Giv him jua...nanti tah ku beli.. insyaallah.. karang habis saja ku makan.. hehehe... Cant realy sleep last night.. Adalah sebabnya.. i wasted my time spending hours surfing and searching for my blogger template.. gee but cant find any yg suitable.. So i chat with Hazim.. Then Zyan.. i log Of my MSN kul 1 lebih kali.. Then Sambung Cari Template.. Still I cant Find the template that i want.. Sleep @ 3 then kena bangun lagi for sahur..
Tadi Time d MAsjid.. Apalagi tertidur lah ku time khutbah.. My cuzn keep knocking me.. bangun aku lah... Mcm Alarm clock.. hehehe.. i was damn sleepy..hehehe Ok C ya..

Miss See Card

This Card was given to me by Miss See on 8/11. Sorry for the delay of posting it.. & thankx to Razy(Twin) to Scanned this Card. Pls Click on the Picture to see Image Clearly. :)

EnVelope~ From Miss See


Cover OF the Card


Inside

Fade Up

emmm.. bangun awal today..(8.00am) belum mandi lagi.. makai pentium 4.. sakai coz.. the power box fan dulu rosak.. now abangku usai.. ada Warna purple light tah pulang...His damn Very gud in computers.. 3 yrs kali udah nda berhantar k kedai computer nie.. inuf pasal computer.. i visit my Frenster acount tadi.. emm.. reading all my old testis tu.. it feel like bukan untuk ku..well now.. dulu lain lah.. Yah..I really Change men.. not juz my atitude.. Badan ku pun mikin kurus.. hehehe LOL.. But i really miss the old me.. Why did i change ah?? emm i just feel it.... keep thinking of it.. r we like da old times.. Its Very hard to be the old person back.. Hard for me too say..I wish i can sacrifice my voice.. and pray... that i can change back.... you know time dulu... the ceria me, the funny me..people like me.. not hate me.. ialah.. yg dulu tu.. emm why did i change.. why did i change..
Wat hav happen to the happening? To sumarize it.. I really ruin my own life.. Now i just want to b liked again.. any idea how to sacrifice my voice?? LOL no LLH
Gee..bnyk Cd BOa arah meja abangku nie.. Bnyk Cd lagu Jepun to the China, China to the Korean.. Kan dengar dulu..
Still Feel Stupid About last night...bla bla bla... IM VERY SORRY... Jeng JEng.. Let ME sacrifice My Voice... to Show im Very Damn SOrry.. apakan mcm filem Hindustan tah Pulang.. Chow.. SMS d Hantar inda kena balas. RUgi udah 10 sens.. ok sabar.. puasa ku nie.. Ok... Menahan Rasa saja.. ok bye

Song

Tony Rich Project - Nobody Knows

(Download The Song Man!!)
~
I pretended I'm glad you went away

These four walls closing more everyday

And I'm dying inside

And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown, I put on a show

The pain is real even if nobody knows

And I'm crying inside

And nobody knows it but me

~
Why didn't I say

The things I needed to say

How could I let my angel get away

Now my world is tumbling down

I can say it so clearly

But you're nowhere around

~
Chorus:

The nights are lonely

The days are so sad

And I just keep thinking about

The love that we had

And I'm missing you

And nobody knows it but me

~
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two

And I'm nobody without someone like you

I'm trembling at night and

Nobody knows it but me

I lie awake it's a quarter past three

I'm screaming at night as if I thought you'd hear me

Yeah my heart is calling you

And nobody knows it but me

~
How blue can I get?

You could ask my heart

But like a jigsaw puzzle

It's been torn all apart

A million words couldn't say

Just how I feel

A million years from now you know

I'll be loving you still

~

Chorus:

The nights are lonely

The days are so sad

And I just keep thinking about

The love that we had

And I'm missing you

And nobody knows it but me

~
Tomorrow morning I'm hitting

The dusty road

Gonna find you wherever

Ever you might go

I'm gonna unload my heart and hope

You come back to me

Said when the nights are lonely...

~
Chorus:

The nights are lonely

The days are so sad

And I just keep thinking about

The love that we had

And I'm missing you

And nobody knows it but me

Last Day

Today special sikit, Last day for me to go to skul.. emm... Why special? Coz.. the last day for me to see my Best Palz in Soas.. Coz during Hari Raya.. i wont be seeing them... Im stuck in my house for the rest of the holiday.. Gee... So boring eh... Oya tadi.. Khaliudin (Adi) Kembar si Khairudeen send me one new Mp3 song lagi.. "Nobody Knows it But Me"-Tony Rich Project.. He said lagu lama.. baru ku dengar.. hahaha tingalan zaman.. If you havent Dengar it.. u should download its.. lawa.. Apalagi yg terjadi today? Oya Razy(My Twin) gave me his Nokia Charger.. heheheh Charger ku arah nya.. Students Exchange.. no lah.. more to Charger Exchange.. apalagi ah... Bilogy buat correction.. time Chemistry... antah inda ku ingat apa ku buat..

My Feeling right now.. is.. I MISS MY SKUL... Why?? coz i miss my frens MAN!! emm.. i better describe them.. i read Alif's Blog and he describe his bestfrens.. So i describe my frens.. and why i miss them..
The first person yg ku kan describe is... jeng jeng.. Killer Angel.. hehehe gurantee terkejut nie ia.. Miss See.. yah.. Im sure going to miss her MAN!! Very nice, Friendly, wonderfull Teacher in SOAS.. Never Get Bored talking to her everyday.. Starting 2morow i wont see her.. Dont wory.. ada cari lain lagi kan contact sama ia... This women tempat ku minta console if i got problems.. She teachs me alot uddh.. i learn more bout life, respecting..lalalala etc. oYa she's my Chemistry Teacher... Ia pernah bagi ku coklat besar.. hehehe saja menambah.... Gurantee i will miss her..

2nd.. Razy.. The one and only my artificial Twin..Kembar abang angkat ku.. gee... Orang yg paling ku sayang nie D Sekulah.. LOL to the MaX.. eee... this guy ah.. almost everyday i quarrel with him.. Like Cat and Dog.. ok ok.. fine i admit.. im the one who starts the argument 1st.. hehehe but in da end.. minta maaf jua.. aku Pro memujuk.. hehehe... cematu tah hidup ku sama ia selalu.. inda d sekulah.. time chating.. adui... takdir udah ia jumpa aku... Very glad to meet him.. His very friendly, Sport guy, inda pandai marah..sumtime sajalah kalau ia sasak kan aku.. to the max.. thats the negative the positive lagi banyak.. everytime me ada masalah.. apalagi.. his the one tempat ku mengadu.. His a gud listener.. & if he got a problems sumtime he share with me.. sumtime If he dont tell me pun.. dui~ his facial look will tell.. apalagi.. majal tah ku tu kan mau tahu sebab nya.. hehehe WHat.. although we quarrel selalu.. but i still care wah!! His my Artificial twin wah!! im not that very jahat... dont like leaving him alone with his problems.. i dont feel confortable.. Sampai menelipon rumah nya lagi tu.. nie belum batah ah...LOL

Izuddin...a.k.a Killer Giggle, i called him Judin.. This guy help me alot man!! Im really gonna miss him.. recently ia nda dapat online lagi.. ada sebab2 tertentu.. Gosh.. this guy ah.. so friendly, my best Pal nie.. sama Si Alif. well his a gud fren.. i enjoy talking with him.. but recently i cannot be with him.. coz ia ada exam.. u know me kan.. kalau ku sama ia nda jadi berlajar tu... Before Alif Berlayar to Uk.. We three selalu makan sama2.. we three got the same botol nike.. gee.. miss it men..

Shafiq (YdP) a.k.a Killer Eyes, One of the rapat guy in soas.. Oh well, His very smart.. ambitious guy.. and im Scared of him.. hehehe true wah.. i listen and obey wat he said... Beside Miss See.. He teach me how to live in this world men.. How to be respected.. To be Gentlemen...ialah yg selalu ajar aku.. etc.. He likes to share about football.. oYa cara nya berjalan mcm Deco (Barcelona).. Oya Fav word.. GROW UP.. hehehe i will miss that word men.. dari mulut mu pulang.. chating puas kali ko type ah...

Hazim a.k.a KillerSmile, His smile will make gurls pengsan.. hahaha.. he like to tag team with Shafiq " GROW UP WALID" luv that word.. itz an alert for me.. hazim.. ia nie.. selalu cheer up aku, kalau ku diam diam.. ada tia menegur tu.. "kenapa eh?" "ok kah" hehehe.. siok hanging out with him.. Friendly.. Oya i sense her mother friendly.. dari dulu udah ku rasa MAN!! walaupun ku inda pernah jumpa ia.. I respect her mother... pasal apa?? adalah lah.. Rahsia hidup ku.. eseh.. Emm.. i envy his blog.. sasak ku mikin lawa nie wah.. oya.. ia nie payah sikit kalau kan liat ia sedih nda ku tahu.. bila..? gud actor.. hardly see him Sedih... Oya best part with him.. is Me & Him.. will Always be "LOW PROFILE" iakah??

The Twin, Khairudeen and Khaliudeen, anie baru twin original.. Si Khai.. emm.. Cali berabis nie.. jus see the way he move udah tia kamu senyum.. Khaliu ... urang suka menegur aku nie.. ia suka send aku Mp3 song arah mobile ku.. lawa kali ah.. both of them are cool and macho kalau d gadong.. Chewah.. lama udah ku inda jalan sama durang.. But they are so friendly boy.. siok wah sama ia.. nda ambung.. antah.. so i will gonna miss them too..

Azizi, mesti ia hairan nie aku tulis nama nya nie.. well this guy is unique, i didnt know him from a fren to a fren... Becoz of the My locker #14 and his Locker#11 is neighbour jadi tah kami kawan.. well it took like one week to know him.. i mean... 1 week of smiling with him everytime we meet in the locker.. eventually we become fren.. well his a friendly guy men.. rajin... *i pray sumthin for him, makbul jua akhir nya* its between me and him saja tahu... His nice lah... everytime ku inda sekulah he will say " Lid sunyi Ps Room nada ko ah" then i notice his not just a locker fren and a fren but one of my true fren.

Shaminul (Silence with smile), Faiz (Pangiz funny in action), Al-Hadi (Ragatz NyPD), Salam (Mr. Blank), Hazrul (Muscle Men), Zaki & Zawawi ( The Brothers), Wong Ren Siang (The Friendly Asistant), Tono, Iqbal, Adi, Nas, Zul (Acounting Gang), Bik K , and Big Pai ( The Big) etc

"Im gonna miss you guys too"

Becoz of them.. i miss my skul.. well i will see them after Hari Raya.. then the missing part will come soon again.. Cuti balik wah... I hope they miss me too... This song really sesuai for yg si khaliudeen bagi ah "Nobody Knows it but Me" nobody knows wat i feel right now.. but me.. nobody knows how i feel towards her.. but me.. eh download saja tia lagu tu.. lawa tu...

The Questions.. and Answer

The Gurl: Do you Still Like me?
If I say No.. its mean im lying..
The Boy: Yah,, I still Like You.
(The real answer is, , I love You, More then Like)

The Boy: Do you believe Me?
The Gurl: emm, I dunno... Im not sure.. Im not convinced yet.. sorry..
The Boy: *His smile rested for a while* *Feeling a bit down, but His dertemination was still Strong so he replied Back*: Dats Ok.. Its still Early... (Its still introduction for the begining)

The Boy: I wish i Can meet you?
The Gurl: In 10 yrs..
The Boy: Adui... (No way men.. Im still going to see you, I can feel it.. Less then 12 mnth, 1mnt..I really want to meet you.. hehehe)
The Gurl: Hehehe.... Joking

The Boy: Do you want to meet me?
The Gurl: Seriously I do.. but im not ready.... ( I hope she really mean it)
The Boy: Me to.. 50-50 (thinking wat to wear??, place?? Flower;Rose??, i think she was right about meeting me 10 yrs from now.. LOL) (Btw berapa kan harga rose nie?? LOL)

The Boy: *Said sumthin which is not nice* : Sorry or else i'll come to your house now.. and Bring Some Flowers for you =)
The Gurl: Fine... come plang..i'll take the flowers and then lock the doors
The Boy: Fine.... I will just wait outside your house..
The Gurl: Wait until its raining+Thunder+Lighting+Ghosts??
The Boy: Fine... i Wait until i get Sick and Pengsan... then you can bring me to the hospital.. which is more romantic..(LOL)(Too much hindustan)
The Gurl: Adui.. Ok if you pengsan.. then i have to take care of you..
The Boy: Yes.. =) (So you bring him into your house lah.. and cook some soup for him, dont forget suap kan untuk nya.. hehehe)

Will The Boy have a Chance To Meet Her?? Will The boy dreams Come true??

I wish....O yes.. I wish...

Boring

UBD- Kursus Moral dan Etika (9-10 Jun)

Gee... Menyesal ku sekulah tadi... Boring to that max.. I should hav listen to Shafiq, not to go to skul today.. emm bukan apa.. nda bnyk belajar.. Only Chemistry and Acounting saja.. Adui.. the rest apalagi duduk d ps room.. Becakap ganya... So bored eh.. oya Big K send ku lagu baru lagi, OST-PGL-Asmara Dana.. hahaha saja menaruh arah mobile ku.. well ia yg mau send arah ku, ku terima saja.. hehehe Oya to All Members of student Council.. Miss See Gave Us Hari Raya Card untuk kita.. I scan it 1st and post here nanti..insyaallah by 2morow night..
I will update today journal tomorow..

As a Member Of Students Council 2004-2005

I would like to say

Thank You Very Much,

We really apreciated for your kindness,

For your Assistance and Contributions

(She Tolong kami selalu..hehehe)

To:

Miss See Leng Yee

a.k.a Killer Angel.. Hehehe Joking Only...

From

Abdul Walid B. Misli

(Secretary Head Of Finance)

a.k.a Killer Voice and WalidFreak

Nokia

emm.. Not bad eh.. If my mobile warna nya SilverGrey... But d Brunei alum ku terjumpa.. xcept model nokia 3660.. i wish i can buy it men.. untuk Hari Raya.. Cover ku tu Hancur udah.. hehehe.. so bored eh.. wasting my time surfing...saja.. Ok.. nada kan d post today... Siapa berusin ah. belikan ku for my Bufday.. LOL

How sad.. emm... During Hari Raya i cant go out from my house.. Both my brother and sister are having their exams during the Hari raya... so i'm the only one.. well with my parents to layan the Guest.. Shoot.. Apa Kes nie?? pikir kan beraya tah nie arah kawan ku and my old teacher.. adui.. palah nasib.. So busy eh... Ok fine.. Althoug things are not going the way i wanted.. Maybe ada miracle karang tu.. heheheI Spend 1 hour to change this blog colour.. Grey.. sikit nampak lelakinya.. LOL ok Bye..

Gud Luck 2morow To My Frens For your A's Chemistry Exams

Antah

Its Up To You

Believing is Seeing,

Seeing is Believing,

You cant see my true feeling,

Not because you are blind, but

Becoz you haven't seen me before.

Far across the Distance,

Far across the Ocean,

Some how, Some where,

Til the time comes,

I Promise You,

You'll see my inside.

and let this Holy month be my witness..

For me... dont worry,

I could Be still in dream,

But my hope is strong,

If not, This Feeling will die with me too.

~WalidFreak~

Oyah i didnt go to school today, i was so malas-lah.. dengar kawan ku kan inda mahu sekulah tu... inda tah ku mahu jua.. hehehe... i update my Msn Group udah.. Check saja lah.. apa yg baru.. Kes nada kan di buat pagi anie.. Peace.. Oya i POst One picture with my Sister below..

Travel Agent

Me & My Eldest Sister, Hartini (Airport;22.Feb.04)

Today.. I Wake up early @ 8.30pm, Hav to wake up early today, coz my father want me to follow him to pay my ticket to Brisbane.. The J J Tour (Travel agent) is sumwhere around Gadong area. my Dad Fren's daughter in law work there.. so he pick there lah.. Well She's Nice and Luv to smile.. Friendly lah.. She's Chinese tho, but handal cakap melayu.. well China Brunei kali..hehehe.. Last wednesday i called her, and i asked for the price, she said it cost $1184.. But today she told me and my dad, that she forget to add the tax, fees.. adui.. so the final price is $1216, But she gave us $1200.. hahaha less $16. Tambah $4 dapat beli Easi. hehehe nada wah JK saja. Below is the Schedule for me to go to Brisbane, and Return to Brunei.

Leaving: Sat. 27.11, 1.00pm

Returning: Mon. 13.12, 6.45pm

Im telling guys nie bukan apa.. PLs jangan banyak buat Outing.. I Gurantee I will miss the Fun.. Hahahha LOL.. nah just kidding tho... Especial Student Council Outing hehehe..Im a Bit scared Flying to Brisbane.. alone.. coz Brisbane Airport is VEry Huge men... Takut ku sesat... I know this will be a wonderful "Adventure" for me, but in an adventure anything can happen. Oya this is my first time using Economy Claz.. emm.. Hope i enjoy it too. Well i'll make sure i wil hav Fun there with my sister and her Boyfren.. and ill make sure Boyfren nya lanja aku.. hehehe jahat ok chow. dulu..

Wooosh

At last.. 4hr fixing this blog..Sakit eh.. kepala.. alhamdulilah baik semula.. Ok..

Today i went To skul.. Adui.. pening My head.. Tertidur ku bfore Registration.. Oya acounting klaz tadi.. adui.. sasak ku.. aku saja kan tegur kan nya.. Mrs Trudy tu terlalu sayangkan aku kali.. hehehe Perasaan.. yg benar nya.. bnyk soalan.. and mata nya alwys arah ku, aku senyum saja tefur nya, yg lain inda eh. Ok.. Thats my nasib... Tanya nya lagi tu wheres my smile today. adui.. inda ia tahu aku demam kali.. adui.. Oklah honestly, only Acounting saja ku berlajar hari ani, yg lain.. free period... Main UNO.. Boy... Siok lah giler bising jua.. Ok lah Chow...Not much story today, aku reacdhrge mobile ku ada.. hehehe sama Si khai(Tapai) send ku mp3 tadi., DyQta-Cintamu (Feat-Ira) lawa lah lagu nya.. So Romantic.. eseh. apakan.. Thankx Khai.. My Twin(Razy) masih demam kali.. So pity for him.. Doa kan saja ia Sehat ok.. Thankx ....aku kan baik udah kali.. ok.. [Update] so weird, i dont know how to say it.. well in malay its called Pilu, but in english inda ku tahu.. its just hurt inside, feel so sad and Guilty antah.. these feeling terus terus come.. ok.. Hehehe But akhirnya hapy ku... Oleh emmm.. rahsia hehehe i really miss that "chating" lama udah ku tungu akhir nya my spirit naik balik.. Hahahaha inda kamu paham tu.. perasaan ku.. LOL esuk awal Bangun, Beli tiket Oz which cost $1148 shoot i should buy a new Mobile wah... Ok Bye... KAn tidur balik..

Yeah, it is too much soon

Too soon To Confess

Oh well.. If this Feeling Is Still Inside Me

I Guess I Have To Wait

I Promise

I'll Be Here

~WalidFreak~

Demam

Today, I didnt go to Skul.. Demam ku; Panas badanku=Dingin badan ku; Pening My head, sakit my leher.. But Im still Standing Tho.. So Overall malas lah jua... Terlampau bnyk makan Ais-cream.. hehhe Minum Pepsi saja.. Nasib baik inda running nose eh... kalau inda payah ku tidur.. Tadi Sahur Siok, liat Barcelona & Ac Milan... Main bola lah.. I prefer English League pulng.. saja buang boring.. 2nd half tidur ku balik..pening kepala ku.. lucky to see Samuel Goal kan for Barcelona.. eseh kan jdi Reporter SCAFA balik.. but i kind miss jua.. nada SCAfA ah... Kajang FC boy!! Im still waiting for my SCAFA Sijil.. hehehe.. I was thinking to wake up Late today.. But adui my dad ask me to Telipon the Travel Agent.. geee.. So early eh..Kul 10 kena bangun kan.. Ok Sambung tidur lagi..

Schoool

Adui.. Sleep Kul 2:00+ Tadi.. adui.. I cant sleep, adalah yg ku pikir kan tu.. Ku bangun awal lagi for Sahur...lalallaa ok... In Skul Tadi.. during English Lesson... Adui.. seumur hidup.. nobody not even my family, pangil aku with the name "Abdu" Gosh so funny... Mrs Linda Manix called me with that name.. Ku pikir she was calling another guy.. but her eyes contact was at me.. then i realised that she was calling me.. ok.. "Abdu" is a Cute name i think *Cough* seriously.. I Laugh like Hell (LLH) with Safuan, and Bob was smiling at me.. eeee... So cali eh... Very Weird tHo.. But ok lah.. ada nama baru... Inda bnyk hapen to me today.. Adui.. nearly forget, Bufday Syaminul Hari ani. Wosh.. Nasib baik... Si Syaf ingat kan kami tadi time d Ps room... Happy Bufday MinuL. ok chow dulu.. Maybe ill update lah kalau ada hal baru... Oya.. my dad ask me to buy a new shoe.. adui.. But nasib baik my Bro Exam.. eeee...nda tah jadi.. Great..

Happy Bufday To My Best Pal..(Baik nie ia ah)

Syaminul..Yg ke.. Yg ke berapa ah? Oya 17 yrs Old

Hehehe..

To My frens Yg ambil A's Math (Ppr 6)

Tommorow..

Sincerly...Gud Luck From

Member Of Staff

~WalidFreak~

Dont Forget to Pray2 and Hati2 Menjawab

Berlajar tu jgn Stress, Relax saja..Karang sakit kepala pulang esuk..

Hahaha LOL.. Ada Member of staff nie wah...

Hapy

Adui, This morning and afternoon was damn so boring nada kan dibuat, But i was lucky today, ada Gurl Add me (msn) Namanya Syukriah.. well shes nice, Cali, So Funny... men, talkative too... well i hav great time chating with her, majal... But ia ada boyfren udah, so jelous lah ku.. to sumarize it, Shes so funny.. But i hav a great time chating.. jualah.. Baru ku caya becoz of frenster we actually meet new frens... Then a few hour later ada lagi urng add aku.. perempuan jua.. But this part i cant share with you guys so...Personal.. i feel like to take a hot shower, when i know who she was.. So spooky.. but it turn out oklah.. Gosh... I wish "My princess know wat inside me" Hard to tell.. i want to post this Poem.. again, it meant alot to me, about a gurl that i really miss.. Baca saja... But if you want to giv this to your luv one.. can lah, if you miss her... copy and paste saja... no harm.. okalah.. feel this poem.. hehehehe

This Poem Is For a Special Person... The Only Gurl.... I called Princess, Still Remember "Sweet Dream My Princess".. Now do you believe??.. Everything that I post in my blog is for you... So smile always =) Stupid me.. I should tell you early.. But it still Early wah..LOL jgn bnyk pikir baca sja bawah nie... Still Dont believe me.. okah.. Just wait... Dont wory im still standing.. i can hold that long...Ill Be Here, I Promise..

Missing You
~
Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.
~
My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.
~
It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we talked.
~
I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.
~
I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.

~WalidFreak~

Emmm

Think about It, But pls jgn kejiwa ah.. Saja menambah post ku..Iakah??

Why did i fall in Love to You?
I dont really know Who U r..
So its true Love is Blind.

When I'm awake i waited for you to show up
When I fall a sleep, i waited for you to show up in my dream
I wonder.. when i die, i will visit you too... heheh scary

Love? Why does it hurt?
Why does it ache?
Maybe because we love too much and too deep
that sometimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves...

Have you ever love somebody so much that makes you cry? Have you ever dream of someone so much? In my mind .....have you ever?

So i am crazy in love..{memberitakut jua}

My frens Question me, Why did i fall in love with her, inda lagi tahu tu who she is yg benar?
My answer: "aaaaa I dont know too... Love at first sight maybe??"

This is WalidFreak Fav. words=
If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams came true, I wouldn't be here, I'd be next to you, distance is one thing that keeps us apart but you will always remain in my heart.

Saja Manambah..Ur just wasting ur time reading this...i warn you already...
I miss your face and smile when I can't see you. I miss your voice when I can't hear you. I miss your scent and your sweetness when I can't be beside you. But what I really miss is you when I can't be with you...

To wish is to wish for you... To dream is to dream of you... To live is to wait for you... To smile is to think of you.

If kisses are water, I'll give you the sea. If hugs are leaves, I'll give you a tree. If love is a planet, I'll give you the galaxy. If friendship is life, I'll give you mine for free

I don't know if I'm a part of you, I'm not sure if you care for me, too, I can't even tell how much I mean to you, but I want you to know that I almost die just at the thought of losing you

It hurts to fall in love with a friend. You keep on hiding your feelings, avoiding it as much as you can, 'til you cry your heart out of fear of losing a friend and a love you never really had

Someone, somewhere, thinks of your smile, & while doing this, thinks life is worthwhile. So when you are lonely, remember it's true, someone, somewhere, is thinking of you!

When you feel lonely, look to the sky and know that I am somewhere beneath that same sky thinking of you and wishing you were there with me

Then I tought about it again? about loving sumone...

If She is meant for you, you can just look into her eyes and you'll feel that deep passionate connection.. Adui Berjumpa pun alum... liat gmbarnya ada pulang.. LOL

You can lead a heart to love, but you can not make it fall in love before its time...

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outwards together in the same direction.

If you love her, then tell her, for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken
Yah I feeling it right now.. But Adui.. Time nya Salah.. Still early Dong..

But To hibur kan hati ku sendiri ku baca anie..
Someday we will all realize that the love we were waiting for all our lives has been right in front of us the whole time