Continuing our viajar..

Its been a while mi amigos, i actually cant remember what i had post the last time, oh well there's no reason for why i havent post lately, its just that blogging is my seasonal activity i guess.. so many things for me to say here. My life is not triste, but the only triste es mi sentimientos. Oyeah selemat berpuasa.. and yeah i actually forget yesterday was the teachers day. LoL

While waiting for my mum and sis to finish their shoping, I went to this watch shop, i ask him weather he sells Swatch (watch brand), i expect him to answer yes or no, but 'heavenly' he lectured me about the world Bussiness of watch.. hell yeah.. it was intresting to learn more about 'watches' but then i wasnt that intrested, dont worry i didnt put on my sarcastic face that time, i was smiling and you can say i was very the intrested haha lol. one brand that attracted me the most was tommy hilfiger watch (not underwear ah.. haha (btw nada berjual spendid tommy h_r di brunei, sigh~), Seiko is still my fav. , sadly Omega really had change their style nowadays.. so non of omega model attracted my mind. he did explain to me the trend of watches in Brunei, he said in 3-7yrs some watch model he'll not sell anymore.. such as swatch and sooner adidas will also be out from his stores.. and someday Tommy Hilfiger watch will also be vanish from his store.

So lame, nothing seems to be "happening" in Brunei no more.. kind miss the past how it used to be, everything seems to come back in my memories.. what i really hate in the past 10 mnths is the show up of this guy which basically unantentionally ruin my life, damn his so an actor dude, i mean common give it a break, flying from nowhere, and he settle down as if his part of us.. pathetic eh, where was he come from anywhere? it was harmony, peace before he show up, duh check his past personal life style, totally mismatch, the worst part for him is he cant be professionally being himself rather then being a golddiger with his sweet talk.. Looser eh.. At least BOJ hate him.. his just a f*****ng gud actor.. oh well at least im not the one whos being manipulated by him, but the worst is i felt like my place was replaced by the F****ker. so to sumarise this.. his the virus that ruin my life.. why they like him then me, i still cant figure it out, haha gee i so dont like him haha.. siapa invite the sucker on the 1st place.. oyeah i guess that the truly reason why i left the group.. dont force me to be there when his there.. unless emergency :D

About the girl, sigh.. i tried to love sumone just like her but it just doesnt feel right.. I still miss her.. cant forget bout her, trust me baby ur smile ur eyes so marvelous.. hahaha im getting sick, pathetic each n everyday, oyeah when im alone i could feel the chilin blowing inside of me as a reponse of being sad in such a way.. huhu happily ever after eh.. shes the sunshine i could never have.. sigh..

I want to eat pizza!! n Icecream.. apa namanya kedai icecream di mall nie, oh well.. i just want to take my mind off from the dilemma and sadness of this cruel world haha.. fill my mind with joy of food, eh forgot puasa dah panya.. haha lol..

gee i dont really noe wat to type here... i guess my mind is mix with emotion that i dont want to share and post here.. haha im going nuts eh.. oh well i'll post a better one someday..

I wonder, Im just wondering..

Every night I wonder, what its like to send your very good fren off to the airport. how i imagine and feel the enviroment would be. The things that made me really wonder is hows my life would be if their not here beside me anymore. In the same time my mind flash back from the time where we had the same journey of adventure we did together.. how empty my soul will feel and how i could easily define what is missing in my life. I never believe in a frenship that last forever and close. I never belive on frenship that is so close that will last long. But now i wish for everything to make my frenship forever. It wont be same anymore. right now im damn busy with my so called own life in ubd and for sure they'll be busy with their work too.. Insyaallah after each of us graduate, all of us will be craving for jobs, and after we all got our job, will also again doing our busy own work.. I promise my self i'll get an espeed soon, and hopefully they my fren willing to webcam with dilaw. LOL. sooner or l8ter what ive been thinking for a long time soon will happend too.. To the friend that never forgot me, To the friend that tried their best to understand me, to the friend that never tried to leave me, to the friend that grab me while i was slipping towards the exit, for the friend that put my name sumwhere up their, to the friend that i truely call friend, I wish you an advance goodbye, I wish you a very great farewell adventure, and i'll pray for you for the good nothing but the good of your life, i wish and pray for us to meet again.. i promise you, everytime i had the chance to see you, im sure i wont hesistate to take the chance

"Graduation- Vitamin C" I dedicate it to you my friend. oyeah to sopi thank Q for asking me what stuff i want di UK, I want one thing from you, just come back home to Brunei safely with your degree or your master. oyeah you could send me hot chix from thier haha.. hmm your offer is still valid for four years from now ah! i might change my mind meaing i do want sumthin from you HAHA