i wont give up, i wont break down

Someones Watching Over Me - Hiliary Duff

hmm went to UBD, started my journey @ 730 oclock... i didnt plan to go to ubd, but since my dad are so eager to knoe my result of UBD acception so i just go lah. first i went to Lambak kanan to buy some time, visited my old school (SMSAB) then speeding di highway heading towards UBD, Reach ubd, waited for a few minutes then wala~ gate buka.. search for my name, alhamdulilah i got acepted for the course.. theres this enzyme thats making me want to go to UBD immediately is becoz.. "BANYAK BINI!! LAWA IN MY COURSE" ada mcm sophia bush tia, si brooke wah arah oneetreehill lawa kali ah hot n sexy.. but that girl tingi nyamu.. hehe kalah aku, malar ku tentang ia haha sasak mamanya kali aku liat anak nya sja.. haha Joking..

Then went off to soas.. to get my A level certificates.. then went back home, waduh my dad happy berabish, for me, its a matter of desperate lah.. itb dah ku kena reject, i reaally wanted to take the itb course thingi but rezeki ku di ubd ja kali~ kesian bapa ku ah.. he gave me a lot of pocket money.. yeah~ hmm alum lagi ku minta belikan barang tu.. i guess i want him to send me to st.jamespark, UK eh :D aku malar kena marahi, paling malar kna dulur jua... oh what a baby brother~

@ one pm i went back to ubd, to send my green paper thingi.. then check lagi nama ku arah list course ku ah, bnyk lagi bini2 lawa haha sumber kegatalan lelaki tah tu.. then i went to kiulap saja farmbasket lama dah ku inda sana.. 20 minute jua ku ganya sana online. and jalan2 cari barang computer.. just for updating my IQ on computers.. damn im intrested in buying Macintosh eh :D nanti tah beli hehe.. i like bit computer (kiulap) bini3 nya so frendly~ melayan aku bah ahaha batah lagi tu sana bercerita cam sepalui hehe. expert eh bini2 sana ah.. solute ku.. but handal lagi aku dari segi theory of computers haha.. sja mengambang~ oh well. like 4 kedai computer ku aga ada lagi kedai computer nie.. baik lelaki nya.. but blank sal computer.. haha oh nevermind.. aku pulng mengajar ia sal computer hahaha.. gtau sal dunia computer lagi tu aku ah.. whats comming etc~ mcm lebih lebih aku ah haha..saja mengambang again.. then went home again.. btw aku suka makai signal and bagi jalan arah urang. tadi bini2 china (30 ish) senyum arah ku bah sal aku bagi jalan and lambai nya lagi tu.. makai bmw itam.. I lyke~ hahah oh men!! im going M.I.L.F Hunting.. hehe

Aku overslept!! msg si hanif, n si nur langsung ku inda sedar durang bawa k bandar haha.. oh well lelah ku bah haha tido mati th tu. palui sony erricson nie inda kuat bunyi nya haha..alasan~ btw aku mau jalan sma BOJ ku eh~ rindu ku arah durang.. si toh majal dah kan jalan sama aku huhu~ aku jual mahal arah kamu dah.. naik harga ku sal demam ku bah haha...bulan 7 nie malang bah, moody, mental arah urang, kaki ku sakit.. etc..

apalagi ah.. hmm im happy but im not happy for myself, im happy becoz my daddy is happy.. i really dont wnt this course pulng haha.. desperate ja masuk uni.. sja bah! janji ada~.. kesian bapa ku nie.. harapan seorang daddy ke child.. haha i guess dapat tah ku minta belikan mini cooper nie haha lol mati eh si walid nie~

tadi kawan ku soalan bonus arah ku, rasa kan menatli aku kali, but oh well.. jawapan ku cani saja.. peduli bah aku masih suka arah nya.. bukan salah dari segi islamic, aku rugi rugi lah, what can i do, lie to myself n my heart i dont love her? tungu tah ada replacemnt bah kima benar eh.. so for right now.. i still like her love her.. tata~ theres nothing u can do about it.. and theres nothing i can do about it haha. suka ku eh~ kan belakun dealova ku eh haha yg lelaki cinta secretly ah.. haha.. FUCK YOU!! mental ku eh.. haha i really love her haha giler kali aku nie.. gay club gay club where are you, eh guys u notice kah, dari dulu dah kita pakai "gay" word nie.. inda kamu sangal kah, nada kan di cakap kan, ter gay gay tah seorang seorang tu terutama si Hump haha.. awu si humP!! inda salah tu..

i guess dats it guys..kan k saloon ku siapa mau dengan kan hehe.. aku cari style rambut dah... mcm si beck, or sebatian il divo, nanti ku check lagi haha.. sal fesyen rambut nie haha.. oyeah palui medical check lagi nie, damn..