The Hello and The Goodbye of Frenship

I go emo very easy, hahaha even right now LOL..

i'll tell you all about it..

Are you tired? As day by day move on.. u keep doing the same things over and over again.. some people care less about it, But I do, eventho i didnt complain about it.. I have to say i DO get tired doing it, and the last thing i can do is just stay at home and take a rest from my usual agenda.. simply look at me, 80% of my weekly agenda is spending my time @ a Cafe or restaurant which has a Wifi coverage with frens or just me alone. Every week i must see my frens.. maklum time is running out for spending quality time with them.. today u may see me with BOJ, the next day u'll see me With sopi n the geng n the next day would be with Shafs n Deen.. n yeah i love them if they love me :P When i think back for what ive done this past mnths, its like i had wasted a lot of my time doing nothing usefull n theres nothing i could appreciate, but exception i do count spending my time with bunch of frens is Usefull :D, if only i was lucky like Khai, Razy, n Mail working with a great frendly enviroment co-workers i might have different opinion about searching for a new Job, after the u-knoe-where i work before.. The mnth i have been waiting for finally arrived, my nervous meter is getting more stronger n worst day by day.. I hope n wish i will get accepted di UNI, if not all my dreams will be vanish just like that..

Talking bout Uni, i just realize most of my frens will be leaving, i guess its not wrong for me to say 80% of my frens are rich n Smart ass dude that can afford to study overseas.. haha JK. Im really glad for them, but in the same time i'll be missing them too.. and the part missing is Sad.. and thinking bout future, i doubt we wont be the same like now, each of us will be busy with our own life, after that each of us will be working.. but hey shafs K. did ask me bout something, would His wife will let us go if we want to spend with some bunch of frens. i wont answer the question, but the question that immediately strike on my head is.. in 10 yrs? will we hang out like today? i wish we could promise each other that we will be Friend forever, what i mean is frens like now.. not like Helo n Goodbye.. i Dont want by the time we meet again, it will be like "Hai, long time no see.. then tata~ everything is history!! if i were rich i'll by a large field that each of us, (my frens btw) will built our own house on the large scale area, and will be neighbourhood and that i'll gurantee our frenship will last long haha.. if only i could remove the word IF from what i just said just now, things will be more like fantasy :D the guys, yeah the boys, its really hard to show how much we love n care for our frens.. i guess it a natural thing in human kind. but damn !not like girls, They can simply show their love to their frens haha.. the kisses n hug.. damn! GIVE ME a KISS GIRLs~~ Hahahaha.. yeah its just hard for we; men to show our appreciation of frenship.. btw how weird is this world?

Salam.. my Fren will be leaving tomorow.. hmm.. sigh, dats it, im happy for him, but im also sad, his a great frens, comedy body language, never entire of my life since i knoe him ever did hurt my feelings, his action of clueless was a speciality of himself, thats the things that we laugh at.. the thing dat make him unique.. and the "apa apakan" will always be remember by us. His a Great malaysian fren of mine, and tell me a million or billion bad stuff about him, im sure i'll deny it. U knoe what how u wish u dont want them to go is sumthin imposible, i cant see the picture i could see him again in the future haha.. im not that mean, its like 1/100 bah.. sigh~ pictures taken, things we did together is history.. Just now i had a reunion with him, Emergency btw, Judeen, Salam, Faiz, Minul, Azrul, Hamdi and stinty was there@ tilif bandar.. and Salam said "Where can i find frens like You guys?" nobody did actually answered it, but in my mind was, "You will, for the frens u havent met" im a sensitive and emotional guy, thats why i have this strong feeling about friends.. most boys will not have it.. i guess this is what God had given to me, and its not wrong for me to say, i'll do anything for them, sacrifice my time with no cost.. Adi chated with me while i was in Tilif, and yesterday was Shaf B. Bufday, so i pay a suprise visit to Rimba Hill.. Just to see Adi n his twin khai :P and of cos Shafiq Barney, Alhamdulilah i got what i came for, and yeah i just wanted to visit them.. yeap just to see them.. thats all i wanted. oyeah happy bufday Barney!! oyeah before i skip this paragragph topic, when you left Brunei, dont just think about the things you will do, get when u r there (overseas), think also for the things you will be leaving, Family, Frens n yeah Brunei.

What i just mention is only some of my frens, there still a lot of frens that i could have mention, but its not hthe right time but im sure i cant mention every single frens of mine.. but hey, altho i didnt state ur guys name here, doesnt mean i dont appreciate u guys, my moto of frenship is easy, u love me i love you back, u ditch me i ditch you too :D but hey i dont like to take revenge.. its just how i run my life.. :D how far do you go without frens?

The most valuable thing i could get from my fren is, the lesson what they gave me, example, a fren who told you the way of direction to the supermarket will always be remember, and one day when you go there again, u'll remember "the 1st time i went here, is when my fren bla bla showed me this place". another example is like when a fren taught u how to dance, one day when u dance again, u'll remember " bla bla is the one who taught me how to dance". the way i move, the way we move will always be in my mind, thats the reason why blog too, i want to keep this forever, by the time i forget, i could easily read my blog and regain my history back for what i did in my past.. Pictures n video is a great memoir.

Most peeps will say, getting a gud job, get a Great high income of salary is their main priority, n the 2nd would be Family, n frens will not be listed in the prority list. It would be nice if Family and frens could be in the same level.. or even better All of the subjects i mention above is in the same level, what i mean is salary=job=family=frens are equal, or should i say a balance for all of them.. but hey.. how you want it to be is whats count in your life.. my life and yours will not be perfect so, its not wrong if you feel sumthin is missing in our life.. but just be more considerate to peeps around you..

Sometimes i do get sick for such peeps who got a bf or gf they seem cant u knoe divide his/her time with his/her frens no more, is not wrong but for me theres somthing missing, Come on!! think like this, before you are couple (in a realtionship) you hangout with friends, but when you got ur honey juice baby, or your macho Men, things change, you hardly went out with your frens, even worst they give this bullshit reason why cant you go out with them.. trust me, when you girl/boy ditch you, im sure u'll search for your fren again.. wait.. lets clear things before i move to another paragraph, i didnt say when you have a Gf/bf u forgot about your frens, its just that, You dont really hangout with ur frens no more K.. but u said "please consider my life now n please understand it bla bla coz i have a Gf already"oh for cry sack in one mnth there will be like 30/31 or 28/29 days, come on!! cant you even spend your frens like 2 days in one mnth.. 2 hours in each day? damn you dont knoe how ur frens miss you? duh~

We cant get all what we want in life, but it doesnt mean you cant get it.. You just have to keep trying.. when theres a will theres a way.. but dont let thing turn u into a new person.. dont forget for the people who love you when you already get what you wanted.. To summarize for the rubbish what i said above, and for the time u wasted reading this post is.. the hello and the goodbye of frenship will always be there, But u can make a different.. if you want.. like try putting ur frens at a higher level in ur life.. :D get me, if not im sorry :P i cant explain to you i guess. haha this is our life, one time life, so use it very well.

"Theres the way love work at sometimes"

Trippin' (That's The Way Love) - Toni Braxton

PS: care to visit this page http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2ZKCUTtykc its a Video Clip made by Khairuddin.. yeah si khai bah!! u knoe the only tapai of soas 2004/2005.. :P