I'll Be Watching LOST!!! hapy guys?

Me n My Bro

What I have been doing Lately? ntah having fun saja hidup ku, Oyeah last time when i went to FarmBasket, I accident bump into Tono, Yakuza, Mai, Iqbal, n Lapit (the BOJ member), it make me even wonder damit benar Brunei nie.. Then Aiman Came, mikin riuh keadaan.. The Katam song is getting more popular and getting more advance too.. last Tuesday Subuh.. i chated with Shafs n Azam haha.. well Shafs what did we talk about kan sampai kul berapa tu? lol the other window with Azam, a fren of mine from Kg. Belimbing Subok; feel glad that he'll be coming back to Brunei Soon, he just finished his A level di Bedford school. His younger then me, but a really ambitious guy, and ia pulng iski kan mau keraja hahaha. ops category pemalas tah ku nie, and his dad going to find him one, and yeah his dad did, and his going to work at the Audit ntah eh di Kem. Kawangan haha senang2 eh ia dpt keraja ah, for three mnth im sure he'll be back to UK for his UNi end of Sept.. Talking bout Uni My fren Nur and Sopi (the ipod nano and the ipod video) are definetly going overseas.. bye bye guys.. sunyi hidup ku tanpa kamu.. haha eh cuti balik ah.. im a loner di Brunei. Jgn kamu buang batu, ku buang kereta cement arah kamu! bah siapa confirm lagi kan belayar nie.. :(

Oyeah Tuesday Afternoon, shafs pick me up with my other fren judeen and of course Shafs's Driver Mr. Sudirman.. Shafs planned to go to Charcoal.. awu saja tia deen ah.. ia punya kereta *Wink*. Sampai sana, cool fancy Chair, Sofa.. we seated on this confortable Yellow Sofa.. then this women came with this MEnu.. ATU!!! subahanalah ia punya Price hehe.. no comment.. last but not least for this part of this story.. we just bought minuman saja.. so since we went to one of the expensive restoran in Brunei, its time to go to the cheapest Food that we can get in Brunei.. and yeah we just bought Nasi Katok di Kg Jangsak. went to the mall, and survey mobile jap, seriously im sure going to buy N80, no matter tahun depan kah apakah or 2010 kah im want it badly, coz that mobile just stole my heart hehe.. we cari CD seluruh kedai mall and went to Komunis.. ish i wish to buy "My Story- Steven Gerrard" but then its a product of Malaysia, hmm 2nd thought i ask my bro to buy for me di Virgin megastore saja :). I want to buy the complete Season 1-3 of 13hill jua.. see my wishlist is getting more longer bah.. but my money just cant go increasing nyamu~. Balik @ shafs place, I Slept over there for one night to accompany him to watch Brazil Vs Ghana n Spain vs France. We went Out to Get some Snack before the match started. oh how sad.. Spain kalah :P respect bah si Zidane dulur tia menang.

While Watching Brazil vs Ghana, i have to say Im not really into watching TV dat time, coz i was busy copying The Full Season 1 and 2 of The Lost From Shafs Lappy. Beside that i even copy some humor Football video clips. Oyeah thnkx again Shafs for all the videos, menyusah kan saja engkau. beside that i was busy eating the keropok hmm dont no what u call it.. Oyeah shafs love to say this specific color.. while watching Footie. balik2 nyamu.. entah no comment bout that, but most of us will sure be please by that color it will remind us of "sumone or sumthin". Hehe both of us slept at 9+am in the morning, we spend talking bout personal stuff and 60% bout the "famous guy" seriously everybody seems to love him, Just like shafs said his like Raymond in the comedy sitcom "Everybody love Raymond" Joking.. everybody would have the same wavelength when it comes talking about that "area". altho we repeat this conversation over n over again, we just never get bored. so his like the topic when we have nothing to talk about, and talking about him is like a "pleasure" among us.. this is insane guys! did shafs or did i start the convo? i hope its not me :P oyeah i guess shafs ngalih bercakap for hours.. most of the time i was the listener..

Both of us finally wake up at 4+pm. today would be boring they'll be no footie. i got some issue with Nizam haha ia mau aku liat Superman but aku reject.. ada lah reason nya, i ask mail to cover me :P Went back home malam..

Oyeah i decided to ambil Foreign Language di UBD, Insyaallah if I got into UNi lah, Inspired by Il Divo, I want to take Spanish, Italian, French, Latin Lessons. Nada dih Spanish will do saja.. :P i wont mind taking Empat pulng LOL

If i had a gud result what course u would have taken? well talking about the past when i applied for my Lower Six, I state the three subjects that i want to take that is Math, Economic and Acounting, Unfurtunately all the three subject was rejected by the MD referee ,becoz i was not qualified for the requirment to take the subjects, so i end up with Bio, Chem n Geo. I do feel regret about it, and i just realize it again i really want to do with finance eh.. oh well life~ you cant always get what you want right? just follow the flow, coz The Almighty knows whats best for you :)

Bila ubd result keluar, fade up ku dah bah.. oyeah life is getting more sad and pilu, when u realize ur frens are leaving, its like part of u r leaving.. n the best part is im stuck in Brunei :) i need to keep my self busy, ive done my laundry, whats next?

I still love ya~

Fred Devil n Shevchenko

Damn this two Yellow jersey is intimidating, I should buy it someday, or even better u guys buy for me :D

Walla~ This is how i do my laundry hehe wash my cloth using the so called washing machine, spin dry it, then hang some of the light cloth in my room and some of the heavy fabric into the dryer machine.. "damn, tell me who else store the dryer machine in his own bedroom? weird right" in the end the small red basket of mine will be empty but the huje red basket is filled with clean cloth, im too lazy to pack and smart it into my cupboard haha, usually i asked my mum to do it for me.. am i cute? bah see ya..

Theres sorrow hidden beneath this smile

i feel so lonely.. haha apakan.. i feel so desperate to go to Uni, I hope i'll be accepted, damn i guess i'll be a teacher for the rest of my life.. its not that i dont like to be a teacher, but i wish i have a better option :D better paid hehe pandai membuat alasan :P i just found at that ive been rejected for my ITB, damn rosak plan kehidupan.. Theres only one left for me that is The I.E course @ UBD.. Im a bit paronaid bout my paid in the future, i keep thinking that my Sis and Bro will get high and more better salary then mine.. sigh.. ive been thinking bout this since last night with Leto, Angento and Hump.. eh inda siok eh cakap sal anie kusut lagi, jadi follow the flow ja lah.. oyeah how sad, i'll be alone in that course..

Last night i went out, and how nice of shaf to pick Farmbasket (kiulap) as our location, Salem, Toh was there too.. the food and drinks pricing is gud, but unfurtunately there was no socket n plug for our laptop to use and the music was so loud, that we hardly can hear us talk.. we left there soon and went to mamih.. bla bla ngalih ku kan bercerita dongeng nie. cut the crap!

Oyeah i was thinking bout my wishlist, mikin bnyk bui.. the only that i could cancel off is my laptop, im planning to buy a new 3G Nokia Phone, not sure what model; as long as its nokia smartphone its should be fine.. i'll try to buy it during my bufday lah.. bulan dua belas, or maybe the 1st month of next year, jeles ku bah my sis and bro got a new phone.. I want to buy a new specs, altho i dont like wearing it, i rather use contacts lens.. i want to get my own astro for my room eh, but i have to ask akhimulah where did his parent bought that Card doubler, i dont knoe what do you call it, its like using one astro card but can be used by two astro decorder. My Liverpool Jersey and CHelsea delay, abang ku belikan ku baju england lagi hehe sama seluar... I want to service my Air-con, its still ok tho, saja bah servicing.. hehe tambah gas. Oyeah i got a Baby water plant in my room :) finally.. its cute but not cute enough to be my girlfren. :P and giv me some love!! show me Love!! gee i feel so empty and alone.. i need to add some spice in my life.. and if i got accepted to UBD, im sure i'll take Spanish language :D. There you go my wishlist.. oyeah the rubbish dreams that i want to buy is a PDA mobile phone and all the ipod family hmm i should buy one small Ibook =) just for collection bah.. but im sure im going to buy an ipod..

I've been thinking too much about my future eh.. boring nada urang kan bagi semangat.. haha im not asking from you guys.. the girls bah its just that.. i feel so lame~ my destiny is so destiny eh.. ahha apakan, make sense kah? sometimes i do get jelous with some peeps, bininya lawa hehe lakinya so so lah.. i wish i was one of them :P sometime you think about the things that you dont have and u wish to have it, when you watch some romantic movies, you wish it could also happen to ur life. Its a fantasy u wish u could have and feel.. i have to say i had once twice dreamt about it, but sigh its not even close with my reality life.. lets hope for a miracle to happen n yeah beneath my smile, there's hidden sorrow.. but i still believe that someday a girl will look at me and accept for who i really am.. common im one of the guys who dont have a great looks bah :D cut the crap eh.. haha currently im addicted to Inxs-Hot Girls, Tatu-Show me love and Santana ft Sean paul n Joss stone - Cry Baby Cry, oyeah.. ada urang addicted to Agnes Monica - Tanpa kekasihku :P download di limewire bah ada tu :D -end-

I just went back from Keboys di Bunut, hanging out with my BOJ members, Tono n Big Pai work there, the best part being with them, our talks are always sily explicit, very open minded, Humour, etc, just like the old days during my aocunting claz.. the Chix worker there are so hot+sexy n frendly hehe.. i guess im going back there soon, just hanging out with tono ja bah.. btw tempat nya siring mamih lama, just go there lah..

Dont forget about the things you will loose and leave.. think for the people who love you and treat fairly for those who look after you.. appreciate for what you have right now..

Nothing Much to Say

DeROY@LLE

Just for your info guys, Di subok habis easi $10 haha lame, dats the reason why i cnat go online, my credit habis bah.. and yeah i cant afford EASI $20 :P, oyeah im @ deroayalle right now alone, arrived at 12am a mooment ago, the ICed Lemon Tea here taste great btw.. and now im damn bored.. and what i mean about alone is im alone withou my frens or my cuzy or my family here, im just here with bunch of Deroyalle workers, and yesterday i went to Tilif Maya Puri, again alone, but that time with bunch cute, pretty girls, wearing Korea Jersey.. to be frank with you guys, i nearly get a heart attack by them, they scream crazy and they scream on the so call "hensam" japan dude.. memberi kambang bulu bah.. oh well girls right.. hehe

Damn i cant find the AC Milan VS Liverpool FC Final (UEFA 05) torrents files to downlond and i cant even find The old comedy series The Nanny Files to download too sigh~

ok see ya.. just updateng this blog only dats all

Oyeah right now im addicted too Agnes monica - Tanpa kekasihku... oyeah i edited my blog picture already.. notice it with LiverpoolFC logo and Steven Gerrard Back.. hehe im getting use to the Photoshop thingi.. to be frank with you guys ive been working with Photoshop quite a long time ago, since i was using my pentium one back in 1997, and im a bit lag on how to used it that time, or should i say i dont knoe how to use it.. but right now.. i guess i can nail it too :P

Ok Bye see ya~

Tips to have a gud quality time with frens

Helo there, Mr. Hump n i just realize that we had a great time with Leto and Argento last night.. its not the normal type of night we had as usual, we dont really feel like going home, we hardly came into a pause last night, the reason is, we dont have the Quality time with frens for so long, and its been a while since everyone is having their own life, so theres a lot of talks needed and yeah one of the biggest reason is that we guys dont go to school anymore.. here's some tips for you guys if you want to have a great conversation with some frens.. well this is just the thoery that i made, so i guess its not absolutely right and not absolutely wrong. but you guys should try it..

1. Call some Frens (2-4 peeps) to go out and have a chill. (less peeps could have a greater concentration when talking).
2. Go to some place which is New to all of of you guys, the place where u guys usually not go. and the place where is not popular to people, just go to some small not so fancy restoran should do, not in the busy are, not in the Commercial area example Gadong, Kiulap, n BSB.
3. Just order some drinks.. or some junk food..
4. Dont bring your laptop along.
5. Talk about the past, the future and the present..
6. Be open, be helpful, what said there stay there.. u knoe sometimes, the convo do get serious but add some humour ok..
7. The most important is to talk about sumthin that u dont normally do.
8. Oyeah almost forgot.. try to have this chill or hangout at around 8pm onward.. and try to have the chat for couple of hrs.. just have a great quality time together..
9. Hmm Park your car far away form the restoran ur heading off, talking while walking with frens is cool too.. seriouly we just did that last night, n i just lost 1kg becoz of that.. hahaha naah~ im just joking..

Dats its, try it, i dont gurantee but i did have a great time with some frens last night..

PS: Gud news for England fans, Rooney is back on his feets, the result of his broken bone scan had a great news, n his fine to play for the world cup. HAHAHAHA

I see the way he makes you smile

Blue - Breath Easy
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Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
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Why did I lie
Why did I wander where to fly
Ooh why
Ooh why
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And I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way
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Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
.
Ooh why
Ooh why
.
WHY
.
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
.
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................
Tell me why................
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
.
no no no no no I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your...by my side
Yeah
I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
There's no way
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Helo there.. Posting this lyric, Nice song tho.. Just a bit paranoid bout sumthin here.. or depress, moody, name it.. its really hard to switch sumthin off in ur mind imediately, but it only takes time to tell weather u can move on or not.. World Cup Is comming!! so i might think about it more haha.. Hmm I Go with England, But the players seem to be in So "Perfect COnditions", Terry Got injured during training oleh geng nya, Mr. Ronney ok dah ia kah? And my bro, Stevie G, has stiff back last tuesday, time training. haha "my bro", hey guess now i do feel bored since EPL nada.. its so call "missing it" ..

Oyeah i reallly want to go back to uk.. damn if only i have the money.. oyeah random talk, how does it feel to live in uk? i mean staying there permanently, bla bla bla, if i cant find a job and a wife here in Brunei, i better set off, living in Uk n hit some europeon chix there.. lol but hey wait im damn serious bout that, the cons about staying in uk is "the so call high standard of living" oh well i mightt find a job there.." *hmm sound easy* oh well im sure it will be a great turn out staying in Uk for a while too, maybe a mnth should do.

Random Talk again, One fren of my mine ask me, what if Stevie G, set off and transfer from LFC to other Club? well.. to be honest its not "all about the club" i luv bout Liverpool, its about the present of Stevie G too haha, i might pack my bag too and move to other club to support him.. wait a minute, i'll try to get back on the question sumtimes, or someday.. or i just have to wait for Gerrard to trans to another club, to find the answer, hehe im not sure about answering this Quest yet.. But im sure Gerrard will stay @ his current club for a long time.. i hope, i mean i wish.. but im sure going to support england.. wtf?!

Random Talk again, i was watching Oprah, couple days ago, sumthin about education in US thingi, actually i was watching it Becoz of my interets to see the richest men on this planet on that show, yeah who else, Bill Gates, the founder of Microsoft.. i thought he was sharing sumthin about the new Window Platform, which is Window Vista, which im sure it will be on the market next Year, but the show was basicly about the Education system in US, and how he feel responsible to help it out, or to "Cure" it.. oyeah watching dat show, i feel gratefull that, our Brunei Education System is better than them, altho Brunei MOE is not the best if we compare with several of education trough out the world, but at this momment im currently satisfied with it. But if u think outside the box, im sure u'll figure out at some point, MOE is not the best, but hey.. nothing is perfect in this world.. so try to accept sumthin dude...

Oyeah im currently the stupid guy in this world, want to knoe why, just ask Mr. Hump haha..I cant move on bah!! im in denial n n n i cant seem to.. oh shut up.. shes living in her fairytale n im stuck here in my nightmare.. oh hell yeah!~ i'll survive this man.. hmm i need to be alone right now, even going online n chating with few peeps seem to off my mood.. i might search some new books at the store.. and buy some "attracting books" i guess haha.. lol life is getting bored, when u realize ur getting old, i need to go sumwhere, im lonely here, i need a girl in my life.. haha i sound desperate haha.. but seriously im not, i just feel lonely dats all.. I wish i could go and stay at KB, i ask my mum, but she said jgn menyusah kan urang karang.. duh~ im a burden kid lah haha.. but hey if im in kb staying at my cuz place, I promise my dear mom~ dat i wont kacau them n im sure i'll just sit quiet with my bestfren my dat is laptop, n im sure they'll wont even feel the presence of me. haha i just ask my mum, i dont dare to ask my dad, im sure i get scold off.. hehe or should i just text urang KB.. hehe damn i need to go sumwhere, im stress in Brunei haha.. Wait, wait.. if i were to go to KB, i might plan to visit Mr. Sopi softly, and ber "Fren" with the chix there.. hahah dream on walid..~

I guess i need to end this post, bye, have a nice day.. ok dont worry i'll be fine.. oyeah, i making my bro bankrupt, i ask him to buy me, Liverpool, Chelsea n England *red* Jersey haha.. oh well, i was only asking him.. its so fun to be the Annoying, demanding, youngest Guy in this Family.. sumtimes even my dad cant seem to resist my charm.. am i so cute~ haha

Me my Fam

1993

"The green Kid"

1994

"i got big ears"

1996

"The smallest"

2004

"no comment dude"

2006

"alalala"