Cantik, Menarik, Tertarik, Kau Memang Da bomb~

Dear Frens, or whoever you are.. as long as u r human and reading this.. I welcome you to read my Blog.. This Heading for this post may sound happy or should i say.. Cute =) but unfortunately some heading are just heading.. Like a book.. u cant judge a book from its cover.. Oh well.. i just want to keep my blog alive.. and i hope somebody out there cares to read.. Well.. Someday insyaallah.. i'll close my blog too, just like i close down my frenster last Afternoon.. its a matter of time.. for people to move on and change. Some of my frens question me, why did i bother to delete my frenster.. seriously from the bottom of my broken heart *smile* i love my Friendster acount.. its the only website that keeps bugging my my head to visit it.. i still remember i created friendster oct 2003 and the 1st testi was given by Aida and the 2nd was Zachie.. both are from my previous school.. *SmSyab* but seriously because of testi too.. i made my mind to close my Frenster.. Some testi applies only for the past.. Sweet Testi from some frens just made me feel.. different.. Its a mix emotion.. like. ur sad then u miss sumthin.. coz it only apply for my past.. and it doesnt mean anything now.. well it does.. but then.. its for the past.. oh well no one cant really understand me.. i cant find a better way to explain it to you guys.. so i deleted my frenster.. 2 or 3 people will knoe the real reason.. but then.. WHO CARES!! =P

Life.. My life and like others are like adventure and everyday we decovered a new mysteries that we can learn from it.. Science, Everyday mathematics, Thinking skill.. name it.. its all around us.. but there is in life that we can study but we learn from our experience.. and one of them is feeling adn emotion.. One of your frens is in a bad situation, we tend to help them.. but then when we ourself are in the same situation you cant really help yourself.. someone are needed to help us.. If human are capable to be 100% independent.. Life may not be like this.. *smile* Sometimes.. i do feel like to die.. but religion thought me living is still worth than dieing.. What if human dont have a feelings? imagine that.. oh how silly. hehe i guess my mum and dad will not get married if they dont have feelings.. hehe *Smirk*

Sad.. The Word sad, lost cant really describe my situation right now.. i knoe.. why.. but its better to keep it by myself.. dont ask btw.. its funny.. when our attention is gud.. but people think differently.. The only person that can really understand you is yourself.. How i wish.. i really could understand my frens bla bla.. very well.. and how i wish.. My fren could understand me too.. there are three words which I still need to understand..The Lies,The Fake, and The hidden.. they are differents but the have same rule which is not telling the truth.. Its better to tell the truth.. and its better to knoe the truth.. but most of the truth just hurt us.. we cant accept it.. because we dont like it.. thats the simple reason i can say.. becouse "we dont like it"

Expect the unexpected.. Hoping for the nothing.. Life.. its just not perfect.. its applies to all of us.. We wanted something but you knoe.. you cant have it.. Seriously you guys would experience it too.. Expecting more from sumone and hoping for sumthin.. yes i do experience it.. and in the end.. me, myself and I will be the one who suffered from dissapointment.. Yeah i've been there.. and guess wat.. i cant escape from it.. and seriously.. it always happen.. Always happen.. sigh~

Life can be sad, but then it can also be happy.. did you notice all of them are temporary.. anger and hate is also temporary.. memories are meant to be forever.. but what happen if we forget about it.. will it still be called our memories.. I dont knoe.. but it should be called History.. hmm gud thing i dont like history.. *i hardly pass my history subject in my secondary school *smile*

How i wish what i want is already mine.. hehe tamak.. lol who would'nt want too.. hmm kind miss the past.. but should we really need to miss it.. is it worth of caring, is it worth of thinking.. hmm.. some people dont really appreaciate what we had given to him/her sigh.. some people DAMN cant really understand us.. simple rule, HINT and instruction is there.. antah.. They're not stupid but.. i dunno.. Just wait for mankind to create the word to decribe it.. OK

Im getting weaker and weaker... maybe i really need a rest.. what i really want is a very loooooooooooooooooong rest.. theres a word for it.. but i just dont want to used it... but when it happen please dont cry for me.. =) got it!! hehe yeah.. Ill just ask for two things from you guys.. Just pray for me.. and forgive me please..

I believe "whatever that happened, it happen for a reason" "Up and down its a part of lesson that we have to learn" Everyday and each day we learn new stuff in life, and along the journey we become more stronger and in the end im grateful for everything that happened {gud or Bad} theres no turning back in life.. oh~ how i wish i can travel through time.. haha just look forward for the future.. ok..

Last but not least i quote from my brother.. found it arah buku grauduation MS

"My Dear Friends life was never sweet nor was it bitter, believe people when they say its for the better, 'cause nothing now can bring those moments to stay forever, but do learn that from those experience you are one steps smarter (Modified of an original version) - Abdul Wafi Bin Misli

I love you.. i hope you love me too..