Memories 2005 - Without the past, i wouldnt be standing here right now..

Its been a while i havent blogged..everyday sama saja :) eat, drink, sleep etc but each day is unique :) i will talk about random stuffs.. i cant go to sleep wah.. so here goes.. let just say this post is for:

22nd December 2005, Wednesday to 28th December 2005, Wednesday.

One week.. since Jimbo told me bout this Brustu radio.. my bedtime change.. ill be awake at night and subuh.. and tidur morning till afternoon. =) at Brustu Chatroom.. well crazy stuff ah sana .. chating with older people can be freaky and funny.. Well subuh bila kah tu cant remember.. last week kali.. we were talking bout age.. and i think it was ZS wah.. yg started sal kahwin.. haha cali eh durang tu.. guess wat.. they are complaining they are old udah.. benar pulng they are like late 20+ yrs old.. but not dat Reaally old.. andthey said durang alum kahwin.. *sal kahwin nie tah aku kan avoind haha sal im not ready to touch dat topic.. still young wah baru juamasuk 18 hehe* if im not mistaken.. Trebus and i was the youngest.. kali.. nad this gurl from tokyo.. dont worry urang brunei wah.. so they *ZS n siapa ah lupa ku* talking bout Marriage and one of them said.. kami alum rasa wat they felt... haha lol.. i was like keepinh typing.. "age doesnt matter.. but hati still muda wah" and then it was ZS said umur kamu 20 tahun baru tah kena tagih.. i was like kena tagih apa kan "still childish thinker" rupanya.. kena tagih BINI.. haha cali eh.. woosh cali eh.. umur 20 tahun kena tagih kahwin.. haha mati isnt dat old style kah? but zaman sekarang i think dont apply wah.. sal zaman most muda mudi sekarang penting kan kerjaya.. eseh~ oh well if my mum ask me bila kahwin.. ? i'll answer her? mama belanja kah? haha LOL joking tulahan karang hehe..

Ada dat last subuh jua aku nie mendengar brustu radio.. "jobless lah" OMG. Dj_Yawww cali eh.. agatah he played dangdut.. subuh subuh geli eh terlinga ku haha.. jadi bahan ketewa kami wah dalam chating ah.. ish ish.. and the next day.. i was being sarcasti with Dj_yaww.. i ask him if dangdut lagi.. Damn he played dangdut for me.. kantut haha.. bisai lagi tu is walidfreak still here.. pikir apa.. lagu dangdut panya.. LoL

Talking bout subuh2 nie.. well ada one time.. i was watching tv lah.. seriously i cant sleep time subuh2 lagi.. i was watching mean girl.. gosh.. now i knoe how it feel like to be hated by a lot of people.. mcm terasa ku jualah hehe. mesti lah ada urang benci kan aku haha.. envy ku eh hidup durang tu.. haha oh well watever lah =) then ada dat subuh chating sama Mr cule.. now he change his name again arah tagboard ku.. jadi nuarinho.. HAHa i guess we keep changing our name eh.. but i still like khalid and dilaw lah.. still the best kali.. dari kena pangil putas and bullock haha lol.. giler.. swearing.. oyeah sal si nuarinho.. he planned *well still early* he kind planned for us.. to travel and buat adventure europe.. EUROPE lagi haha but ia bagi example arah dalam uk saja.. like london to scotland bla bla.. road trip.. catu lah.. around london.. inda berijab bunyi nya.. but around when he said europe.. hmm *gulp* usin ku wah!! haha well its still early wah.. so we just wait.. ok he said wait until we masuk UBD.. AMIN!!!! baru berjanji.. coz stuff like this mesti berjanji. baru menjadi.. talking bout masuk ubd nie.. Gosh.. mikin ku takut eh. sal seriouly im not really confident wah.. i feel like ***ling wah.. mudah mudah inda.. AMIN.. i knoe.. ntah eh useless.. i just hope i got one C n one D.. oyeah then sal result nie.. out of the blue.. Model STPRI yuan pin.. jessie bah.. ia tegur aku time chating.. haha awal awal blank lagi tu.. siapa nie ah.. i dont want to ask her jua karang rude jua tu.. inda tahu siapa nie wah.. haha so nasib baik ia sebut si victoria and Tina.. haha the pretty model rupanya hehe.. oh well she was talking sal result lagi haha adui.. inda jua dapat di avoid wat comes comes kan.. so..mikin tia ku takut.. i did explain tu my mum sal wat to expect my result.. oh well.. i just hope.. ITB terima aku .. and yeah im taking buisness law.. just pray pray for me please..

Oyeah rupanya.. since si nuar belayr nie. bukan aku seorang saja nada ada mood kali kan berjalan.. sal si shafiee si dzul and other frens.. inda jua bejalan2 ku pikir aku saja tia nie.. inda berjalan.. seriously esuk baru ku berusin balik wah hehe atu jua sebab nya ku inda berjalan hehe yatah.. cali eh sma si shaf ah.. he said we are loyal tu nuar.. haha.. sal ia belayar kami inda lagi jalan.. oh rupanya.. mesti tungu si nuar balik lah.. baru berjalan lagi.. HAHA cali eh si shafiee ah.. and then the gayness talk bersambung.. haha giler eh.. i told him 2 weeks cuti talking like gay.. menjadi jua lagi ah.. oh well cakap sal our putas busness di kiangeh tia.. maju tia busness putas di miri haha giler eh.. napa tia..

last monday kali.. aku tu kan k rumah si azrel ia celbrate cristmas.. but then kira lucky lah jua.. sal.. i heard ada minuman arak saja.. well si aiman lah gtau ku. and.. sal si aiman nie.. this saturday.. we are going to Kiulap kan.. membuat amal lah.. kan membersih kan.. tempat.. dunno the place's name well for special people tingal.

oyeah beside wat i did above.. ive been downloading a complete set of artist's album.. artist yg malang tu ialah.. si Kayne west 2 of his album ku download, the moffats, Pussycat dolls, Jamie Foxx, Twista, David Powter and John lagend.. i knoe i knoe its illegal.. but dear artist.. im your guys fan.. i seport you guys wah.. so i download lah =P to appreaciate u guys art (music) nanti kalau ku kaya baru beli kamu punya album haha *benar kah tu* last subuh kena ku sebiji oleh si nuar.. apanya.. he bought their album to apreciate their Art (music) bukan cam sorang tu.. tahu download saja.. haha nyaman ketewa ku.. bui.. awu nanti insyallah kalau ku berusin.. ku beli tu album durang ah.. frm single to double to album haha.. yeah right.. btw bilakan aku nie kan berusin? haha

btw i mish my fren eh.. I mish SOAS i miss si judeen haha sal si judeen nie lagi siok cerita nya haha.. aku pun ikut ikutan oleh dat emmm nevermind change topic.. deen seriously i take back my words.. she nice haha LOL. paham paham ko deen dont ask me ok.. haha btw shaminul masih kah di UK? hmm hope zawawi is fine.. hope alif is happy.. faiz aka pangiz enjoying KL, Praying for nuarinho kaka ricardo messi n his family.. come back safely.. seriously i cant forget tragedi di jalan telanai and restoran aku kena interview.. tu.. memories 2005.. buat ku sedih and i feel like im realy stupid haha.. hope dzul.. pass drivng.. moga shafiee hmm apa ah.. yo i mish your place dude.. my fav chinese fren n the only fren ku namanya si Toh!! ill see u when i see you again.. haha si aiman.. adui~ susah ku pikir kan budak tu.. To Joel.. hmm take boleh bagi comment sal ia tu.. kena belasah karang.. Pray for Pajim safety tu.. ia menunai kan haji.. right now.. even black panther naik haji.. hope jimbo djing again.. if jimbo ada si hadi pun ada.. so moga si hadi.. hopefully his ok jualah haha.. hmm oyeah si razy.. aaaaaaaaa sasak ku.. si kuncit party di rumah si unta.. cool eh.. the only women i miss is KillerAngel.. wish i was still in skul with her.. hamdi is at Kk kali.. hopefully ia dun thinking bnyk -) HIKARI 8 semoga berjaya.. my ACOUNTING geng mana kamukan... ? HAHA Giler eh random eh.. baru kawan ku lelaki tu from soas.. well except for joel lah =P saja kan masuk kan namanya.. miss her wah.. nama yg lain nanti lah kalau ada random thought lagi.. haha hmm i was nearly trying to make video clip again but i can figure wat song to use hehe. and im busy download songs tia.. i hardly Surf lah.. kecuali Fcbarcelona. com atu saja and chating room and brustud.. yg my usual reading blog urng pun inda ku ter aga wah.. download lagu punya pasal haha. slow connection wah.. oh well.. i think i have to go lah.. kan tidur udah mata nie hehe.. ok see u again next time.. OPPS sorry correction KillerAngel = FemaLE

If i treat you like a brother.. dats mean u r more than a bestfren.. If i treat you like a bestfren u r more then "just a fren".. theres a reason how i treat people.. weather its fair or not.. i just dunno.. even the reason ntah haha.. its LIFE haha peace.. im human not perfect.. not even close haha.. Lost a lot of love along the way.. lost frens along the way, found sumwhere to belong along the way.. i guess theres no forever in this world.. like they all say.. nothing last forever.. but for me.. nothing last forever.. becoz u dont want it to be forever.. how sad ur life is.. how misreable 2005 is.. there are still sweet memories dat we ve been through dat we cant trade with hate and anger.. when i think it back.. i wish i can travel back time.. but im happy where i am right now.. becoz without the past i wont be here.. without the past.. i wouldnt met you guys.. cherish wat u have right now.. learn to be patience. learn to feel guilty.. learn to be urself.. dream wat you want.. but dont let your dreams hurt you.. everything has a limit.. learn the limits im sure u'll be fine.. dats half wat i leanrn this year.. i learn to forgive myself n frens.. and to be more positive.. n i learn to forget wat is meant to be forgotten n before the year 2006 comes.. all i can remmeber is.. sweet memories of 2005, the people i met, the laugh, the crazzyness of 2005 will always be at http://walidfreak.blogspot.com astah inda caya just clik the archive haha.. i just want to say thnkx to my frens n teachers.. out there.. for teaaching me.. random stuff to me.. my close frens.. who ever you are u knoe who your are.. i thank you a lot.. wow now i really feel old haha.. individual change.. just accept the changes n dont complain.. the reason poeple change becoz.. they want to change =) haha lame bah nanti sambung.. miss you all.. btw if there is no bad in this world? will good be there?