I still love you

hear me loneliness..

I cant stand this anymore, i dont knoe why my heart still say i love her.. i know its the truth, but i wish i could move on.. its really pain.. standing in this position.. to picture it clear, shes now in her honeymoon with her prince charming.. and here i am, alone, cant seem to fall in love with another girl. i just wish i could move on.. live my way to the new chapter.. i guess this love is so strong.. i miss her, i wish i could talk and sit beside her, but im just nobody, too little and too late i guess.. everytime my frens says her name, everytime her bestfren mention bout her, it really i dont know how u describe it, but i just dont like it listen to those fantasy that i wish i was in it.. oh this is life i guess.. my life.. lovin somone dat doesnt knoe, loving sumone thats has a love life already.. damn i suck in this love world.. i miss her, i repeat i miss her, i wish she knew about it, i wish she knew how i really love her.. becoz somehow i really want her to knoe how big my love to her is.. hmm sigh.. if i have the chance with her.. just for a day, a night.. or a minute, i belive that i dont want to live in this world anymore..

i cry silently..