To My Frens..To 1712

Err.. Dont like today eh. Sanak ku eh. I was lucky to buy Nasi at B One.. but Confuse ku eh.. Alhamdulilah. Ntah boy or the Fat apakah.. Bukan ia.. kalau ia pun sedih ku jua kali.. But Seriously.. I dnt want to knoe who the two nice guy are.. i just want to move on.. I Dont want to point finger arah siapa.. coz if i knoe.. jua kan.. Apa jua ku dapat.. Nothing but sedih ada pulng.. just forget it guys.. and to you im so sorry.. and im very happy its not you..
My life is so weird.. I Dont knoe who i am anymore.. Honestly I changed.. I dont talk a lot anymore.. in Claz.. Ps room.. I Just wanted to be Like Shaminul, Judeen or zawawi.. Quiet, Smart, Nice.. Honestly since the skul reopened.. i spend most of the time with them.. I wanted to change.. honestly this is my 2005 resolution.. i just wanted to be a normal guy.. like them.. i want to be a Low Profile guy, I wanted to be a new person.. quiet, nice, a bookworm.. and i wish i can hate music = no more singing in the Ps room.. It so awful to force myself to change but i just need to change.. I really dnt like people hating me bcoz of my atitude.. Fade up ku udah wah.. people keep complianing.. im not blaming you guys for complaining.. instead i blame myself.. But now.. when i tried to be quiet.. sum people think i dont like them anymore.. I miss hanging out with you guys.. Hazeem.. true.. but i just wanted to b a new person.. I wish i can be a considerate person.. easy.. bila tyme diam.. diam.. tyme bising bising.. i tried.. but Fail.. i just cant.. be that type of guy.. but its really sad.. when they think i dont like them anymore bcoz of sumthin.. I didnt talk with them not becoz i dont like them.. I just changed Wah.. im more diam now.. more siok seorang senidiri.. malay version lagi.. aku inda cakap sama kamu lagi in skul.. bukan aku inda suka kamu.. not becoz i hav problem with you.. Oyeah.. maybe dulu.. ok.. its really different kali.. yalah tahun lepas aku hangout sama kamu, and cakap sama kamu selalu.. Tegur sama kamu and now inda lagi.. ok.. i knoe im wrong but it doesnt mean i hate you guys or i dont like you guys.. Percayalah~~ eseh.. im trying to change.. aku mau Silent sikit ok.. dats wat you guys want jua.. but cool jua lah.. i can save my energy menyanyi d rumah saja.. LOL Please dont misunderstood me.. i dont talk with you guys.. doesnt mean aku ada masalah dengan kamu.. its just maybe.. i think lah if i hangout with Judeen, zawawi, minul etc selalu maybe sumday i will change permanently.. to be a gud boy.. eseh gud boy nie wah.. honestly guys.. sumtimes i feel im stupid wah.. i talk nosense.. my english sux.. you guys cant understand me.. and i remember.. wat judin. said to me.. not all people can understand me.. true.. I Knoe i alwys make you guys bangang, marah.. to me.. Now Im far from you guys.. bcoz.. im just a guy which make you guys go crazy saja.. and i guess i deserve to be shouted stupid.. Im being over sensitive? maybe not.. maybe Yes.. its just me.. trying to acept everything by running away.. But Guys if you want to talk to me.. Im sure i will talk to you.. no problem.. tegur saja aku.. yalah i knoe dulu aku yg tegur urang dulu.. now.. antah.. see i change wah..

To the guy who has the same bufday with me.. err im not being rude here.. by not saying your name.. I just dnt want to say your name.. emm.. Im Sorry, I knoe i didnt talk to you, tegur ko.. wat so ever.. Strange right, last year i really care bout you.. Yeah i guess your mad at me.. yalah.. aku inda tegur ko lagi.. from the first day of skul.. without any reasons.. You did Ask me time d Bio lab.. apa masalah ku dengan ko.. and i say nada masalah.. i guess you dont believe me.. honestly i dont hav a problem with you.. I want to change.. i dont want to hurt you no more, yalah i luv to insult you.. dnt knoe why? i knoe ada limit.. but i dont knoe apa limit atu.. coz im stupid.. its just like beribun menginsult ko.. its fun wah.. LOL emm.. Yeah i knoe..i didnt talk to you.. and i knoe its wrong.. inda berteguran.. bida jua usul nya.. even judeen nmpk.. i knoe your life is more better and fun without me.. no more walid to insult or hurt you.. Please believe me this time.. i dont hate you, I dont have problem with you.. the thing is i change.. wah.. yalah everytime i see your face.. The hate look you give me.. so i rather dnt want to see your face.. beritakut wah.. true wat? You even jeling aku time registration form one.. time ku d tanga sama si ismail.. I knoe its weird.. im posting here rather then speaking to you.. coz i knoe nobody will understand me jua.. and btw when the last time you called me a twin.. You didnt even send me a testml hari raya.. last year.. how sad.. You dnt hav to speak.. let your action speaks.. btw who want to be my twin anyway?

In Conclusion.. I giv up everything.. just to change.. I do Miss MySelf.. My Old me.. I wish i could Control it.. But i guess i cant.. and i really miss Hanging out with my frens mcm dulu.. but one way or another.. No pain no Game LoL.. I Dont Hate You Guys.. Ok.. Just think im still in my holiday mood to talk

PS: sebenarnya inda ku tahan jua wah jadi low profile nie.. Boring.. BYe..